isla-1 - Hello Poetry

isla-1

14/F/new jersey

girl daddys life things daughter sadness monsters love forget yearn story die feel loved feeling escape scars forgotten move never lurking try soul told happy meant bear fought hurt eyes worthless fighting tells speak body ferver only describe religious along promises made lives ill still stuck here dreaming couldve leaves inescapable despair creeps ones looking darkest corners leave always somehow find push away act isnt completely mind thoughts hope consumed bones dna learned befriend pushing companion comfortable free consumes everyday matter dream thing consume hiding bed closet face family friends people trust school street mall bad blame time realised monster struggled define sweet caring lied scratch claw skin convey hardest will lazy useless cared best scares mourn live accomplish deserve pain disappear brand keep picks spins ice cream laugh hours fight hate lock room mommy grown chooses girlfriend silent dinner knowing weeks grow apart separate ways choke scrub bind lies