i-wish - Hello Poetry

i-wish

i-wish

needing to be as perfect as you think I am

love family friends boy life perfect better girl walking farther going innocent hands apart school clothes talked mental untitled ripped knew wanted thing happy boys loved everyday afraid arguments football reach fell dream time left cute coaster kiss giggles money satisfied yellow held talks corner hate thrilling stray ignorant hated switched father disgusting silver finally parents smile flinch clouded fool sitting big fat wave lunch touching bastards mom difference realize dreams lost everytime permanantly stupid caramel night small begged house yeah dead crave college brent blue will overcame darkness crooked movie childish stops blurs crush pickup health screwed darling turmoil business state literally team sprung refused hours unknowing tracks roller drowning kids shove memorized freedom changed flipped chevy despair pick lash messaging fallen swimming sweet betting teasing excuse texts whispering unhappiness petty working angry twisted stuck live damn transformed halls mind naive wretched depression figured awake baby sad popwarner town