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"giggles" poems
Oh, they think they know. While second guessing at best. Pure speculation about us. About our friends with benefits. Without understanding just how deep it is. We see the smiles. We hear the giggles. And notice the winking of the eyes. And they still don't realize just what our friendship truly is. While they try to materialize to themselves our friends with benefits relationship. While they think it's ****** Maybe even physical. None gives it a guess that it's mostly emotional. When we need a laugh. When we need a listening ear. That's when our friends with benefits appears. When we need advice. Whether it's good or bad. That's when our friends with benefits kicks in. We let them speculate. We let them make their stupid mistakes. Even when we could straighten out their wrongs. All because our friends with benefits is so much more. Then physical or ******
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May 17, 2013
May 17, 2013 at 8:10 AM UTC
Friends With Benefits
Something happened this morning when I awoke to you lightly breathing. It was sublime. My chin rested on your shoulder the skin so soft on my cheek. I couldn’t help but kiss the sweetness. On nights when I sleep alone it does not matter how many blankets wrap my restless body. I wake cold. Nothing is as warm as your arms. Like that of a Texas breeze on an August night. I can only think to kiss your unshaven face. The kisses are planted gently, first your cheek, then your temple, and your forehead, when I come to the tip of your nose you stir slightly, but I cannot stop. I want it more then the ocean waves need the shoreline to crash upon. Looking at your face I smile at the odd way we met. With a breath of *** and an intoxicated grin we spoke. “I don’t like you” “Yea? Well I don’t like you first!” Like children picking on their first crush. Tying to fight back the giggles. Our childish ways still run strong. In your absence I sit and watch the ticking minutes laugh at my uneasiness. Hours with others are mere minutes with you. The clocks envy our cherished time and tick-tock more rapidly when we are alone. All our time would never be enough. When we get lost in each other, the way the lonely roadrunner looses himself as he runs up and down the oak covered hills, it is love at its best. This morning when the soft breathes you took woke me and my chin rested upon your shoulder, something happened. As the kisses fell and your eyes continued to sleep; I realized that this is where I belong. Drifting slowly into love with you.
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Apr 15, 2013
Apr 15, 2013 at 7:30 PM UTC
Epiphany
Something happened this morning when I awoke to you lightly breathing. It was sublime. My chin rested on your shoulder the skin so soft on my cheek. I couldn’t help but kiss the sweetness. On nights when I sleep alone it does not matter how many blankets wrap my restless body. I wake cold. Nothing is as warm as your arms. Like that of a Texas breeze on an August night. I can only think to kiss your unshaven face. The kisses are planted gently, first your cheek, then your temple, and your forehead, when I come to the tip of your nose you stir slightly, but I cannot stop. I want it more then the ocean waves need the shoreline to crash upon. Looking at your face I smile at the odd way we met. With a breath of *** and an intoxicated grin we spoke. “I don’t like you” “Yea? Well I don’t like you first!” Like children picking on their first crush. Tying to fight back the giggles. Our childish ways still run strong. In your absence I sit and watch the ticking minutes laugh at my uneasiness. Hours with others are mere minutes with you. The clocks envy our cherished time and tick-tock more rapidly when we are alone. All our time would never be enough. When we get lost in each other, the way the lonely roadrunner looses himself as he runs up and down the oak covered hills, it is love at its best. This morning when the soft breathes you took woke me and my chin rested upon your shoulder, something happened. As the kisses fell and your eyes continued to sleep; I realized that this is where I belong. Drifting slowly into love with you.
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Its my body, my money, its up to me what I do with it. But everyone else is wearing it. I cant help the way I feel. Blonde Red Orange Brown Purple DMs purple with pink laces school skirt altered in the textile lab 3" shorter hormones racing, zipping, vibrating, fizzing till the top pops stairs made for stomping and storming cackling laughter crackling down the telephone wire clothes left on the bedroom floor abandoned for a girl crisis. You cant read my mind read my lips read my body read my journal sandwiched between the midriff covering cottons gran bought for Christmas and the skimpy lace thong I'd be grounded for buying Mother's mattress sanitary towels tossed aside for shamefully purchased tampons instructions included and time has passed and masks have fallen and I find you there in the muck and the mire and dust you off until I see your face - all mothers lipstick and glittering pink eye shadow and the smile that stores secrets in a treasure chest. Your legs shake like Bambi's but you get to your feet and nestle yourself into me warmly, strongly until you fall right into me and you run and you run and you run and you run and you run right through my veins giggles throbbing through my pulse pajama parties and homemade perfume radiating in my eyes and there you are and there I am.
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Jun 26, 2013
Jun 26, 2013 at 5:54 PM UTC
A 'Girly' Girl
My sisters have witchy feet. Their words, not mine. If someone else puts them down I firmly draw the line. When they are laughing, Just because they are together, The joy I hear from them Seems to change the weather. It might be chilly or gray But today the clouds evaporate. Inside it’s all warm and cozy, And I do not exaggerate. They manage to find something That they can all laugh about Even when that laughter rises To the level of three sided shouts. It usually starts when one dances And turns it into a wiggle. Then all three of them break out In wild, uncontrollable giggles. Or a memory will get triggered Of something outrageous And the laughter takes over. It is immediately contagious. I am always rewarded by this Circus of the instantly absurd That turns into the best of all Sounds I have ever heard. May I wish all of you have What has happened to me; To have such close members Of our often silly family.
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Jan 15, 2017
Jan 15, 2017 at 9:05 PM UTC
WITCHY FEET
I have a boyfriend I shout to myself, Pinching my upper thigh And blinking away from The sight of them. She giggles and I notice Her laugh is lopsided And she's too short To be that loud. Her shoulders are too far forward And even I notice the Gross stain on her Upper left canine Between her braces That are bright, neon green. She's my best friend. I don't mean to think of her in that way, I love her like a sister. But it pops into the front of my brain When I see them together. I don't even like him In that way Anymore. I have a boyfriend, And all he was Was a whispered fifth grade crush. That's what I tell myself. He looks at her like She's a million bucks. Her crooked teeth Earn her six cents, In my opinion. I take it back within a second, But the thought was still there. Jealousy makes me into a monster.
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Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 10:18 PM UTC
Jealous
Whispered body types replayed melted melodies Do you feel the jive above your head? Stick, stick our toes Where was that porcelain face in that cup, so bitter? Trick them with polished giggles, I know you. Little, Insignificant, give me your bones to crush and huff. Forgive me. Not. Candid rush of paint retake, retake, retake. That girl should have been a reindeer, she's road **** We are soft grunge. Play it by fear.
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Jan 8, 2013
Jan 8, 2013 at 12:02 AM UTC
Soft Grunge
Purple, blue, pink, and green, Waves of color fill the room. Crisp cold air, We hide beneath the walls of blankets. Words spoken twice, Spastic moments. Hilarious pictures pinned to boards, giggles shatter late night silence. Tanks with treasure spilling over, Fish swimming back and forth. Cereal, and sometimes milk, Wait to be eaten. Movie nights, and roommate dinners, Granola hostages, and hidden peanut butter. All these things define who we are, Roommates.
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Nov 9, 2012
Nov 9, 2012 at 8:30 PM UTC
Roommates
And life came in, crowned in blood, kissed and messed, announcing itself with a cry.   A girl-child, missing piece, fitted to my breast her weight absorbed with my heart's sigh She was fear personified, so heavenly blessed, she made my terrified simpers her lullaby. I felt my heart's core swell to absorb her scent, and my eyes overflowed with love's cascading cry. She cast light into my darkened chaotic hurt - sparked a desire to wake, to live, to try, clasping her whole fist around my ring finger, holding me still; the whole world passing by. And in her absence she left her shadow nestled in my chest. And in my absence I hid my kisses in her sigh. She grew with eyes of blue and a sympathetic smile - all faerie dust on the wing of a butterfly, an almost echo of a girl I once knew. Except she didn't know that kind of cry, wouldn't know anything less than rainbows, than Christmas mornings and endless blue skies. We tripped, clicked heels through the passing years, from little girl to little woman in the blink of an eye, till we were both wearing her shoes instead of mine. And like Alice, she snapped from low to high she grew - time sculpting curvy definitions of who I hope and fear she will be. She is golden curls and girlish giggles ever wondering the where or the why ever seeking to help, to heal, to try to pour her heart into an undeserving world. She has legs she claims to stand her ground to be, to free, to hold her own. And though like me, she is not me, since she is so much braver than I. Her finger is wrapped around her innocence holding strong to consent or deny. This life will make her cry her tears and this world will realise her fears but she will ever have the wings to fly and I will ever ready to sing her our lullaby.
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Jul 8, 2013
Jul 8, 2013 at 3:37 PM UTC
Beck Bees
And life came in, crowned in blood, kissed and messed, announcing itself with a cry.   A girl-child, missing piece, fitted to my breast her weight absorbed with my heart's sigh She was fear personified, so heavenly blessed, she made my terrified simpers her lullaby. I felt my heart's core swell to absorb her scent, and my eyes overflowed with love's cascading cry. She cast light into my darkened chaotic hurt - sparked a desire to wake, to live, to try, clasping her whole fist around my ring finger, holding me still; the whole world passing by. And in her absence she left her shadow nestled in my chest. And in my absence I hid my kisses in her sigh. She grew with eyes of blue and a sympathetic smile - all faerie dust on the wing of a butterfly, an almost echo of a girl I once knew. Except she didn't know that kind of cry, wouldn't know anything less than rainbows, than Christmas mornings and endless blue skies. We tripped, clicked heels through the passing years, from little girl to little woman in the blink of an eye, till we were both wearing her shoes instead of mine. And like Alice, she snapped from low to high she grew - time sculpting curvy definitions of who I hope and fear she will be. She is golden curls and girlish giggles ever wondering the where or the why ever seeking to help, to heal, to try to pour her heart into an undeserving world. She has legs she claims to stand her ground to be, to free, to hold her own. And though like me, she is not me, since she is so much braver than I. Her finger is wrapped around her innocence holding strong to consent or deny. This life will make her cry her tears and this world will realise her fears but she will ever have the wings to fly and I will ever ready to sing her our lullaby.
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There's a difference between looking and seeing. You can look at me, but I wonder more what you see. Brown eyes, brown hair, barely more than five feet tall; my feet are small, as are my hands; my teeth are straight, thanks to braces; shoulders been broad since I swam, but my figure is much less athletic than it used to be. I could look at myself and point out a million flaws. My forehead is much too big for my liking, my cheeks are too red, my top lip is so skinny it barely exists, and, if you ask me, my waist line could afford to look a little more like my upper lip. My looks are far from perfect. Not saying I'm hideous, but I don't look in the mirror to find America's Next Top Model, or anything close, at least not until my face is perfectly painted, flaws concealed under a combination of moderately priced makeup and a rather crafty hand. When I look, physical imperfections and inadequacies stare back at me. My overly expressive light brown eyes give me an omnipotent glance, and they beg me to turn away, to close them, to put them to sleep so that I can see. When I see, it's like a whole new me. I'm a human being whose physical flaws are diminished by an overly giving, compassionate heart, a brain filled of logic & curiosity, a chest swollen full of endless giggles, a throat storing sarcastic words mixed in with empathetic phrases; down within me I see the woman who still at times looks and feels more like the girl whose heart has been broken too many times to count but still, despite her womanly pessimism, yearns optimistically to love again. Within me I see a woman with confidence and also insecurity, ambition and fear, tranquility and rage, hope and despair; I see dreams, wishes, prayers, meditation; I see a beautifully complex soul trapped in a world that begs it for simplicity and conformity. I guess when I look I only get a glimpse of the body that feels the need to be perfect, to work out a little more, to weigh a little less, to fix her hair the right way, and to dress in the right clothes. The self-conscious me who still fears being weird, who cares what others think, who worries if my parents are proud. But when I see, out comes the woman who says **** the status quo, I can't be put in a box, I'm beautiful the way I am, and nothing stands between me and achieving my dreams.* When I look, I don't see, but when I see, I see me. I feel the brim of my glasses graze my nose, and I know, even once I take 'em off, my vision is better than ever.
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Jun 25, 2014
Jun 25, 2014 at 11:59 PM UTC
20/20 Vision
There's a difference between looking and seeing. You can look at me, but I wonder more what you see. Brown eyes, brown hair, barely more than five feet tall; my feet are small, as are my hands; my teeth are straight, thanks to braces; shoulders been broad since I swam, but my figure is much less athletic than it used to be. I could look at myself and point out a million flaws. My forehead is much too big for my liking, my cheeks are too red, my top lip is so skinny it barely exists, and, if you ask me, my waist line could afford to look a little more like my upper lip. My looks are far from perfect. Not saying I'm hideous, but I don't look in the mirror to find America's Next Top Model, or anything close, at least not until my face is perfectly painted, flaws concealed under a combination of moderately priced makeup and a rather crafty hand. When I look, physical imperfections and inadequacies stare back at me. My overly expressive light brown eyes give me an omnipotent glance, and they beg me to turn away, to close them, to put them to sleep so that I can see. When I see, it's like a whole new me. I'm a human being whose physical flaws are diminished by an overly giving, compassionate heart, a brain filled of logic & curiosity, a chest swollen full of endless giggles, a throat storing sarcastic words mixed in with empathetic phrases; down within me I see the woman who still at times looks and feels more like the girl whose heart has been broken too many times to count but still, despite her womanly pessimism, yearns optimistically to love again. Within me I see a woman with confidence and also insecurity, ambition and fear, tranquility and rage, hope and despair; I see dreams, wishes, prayers, meditation; I see a beautifully complex soul trapped in a world that begs it for simplicity and conformity. I guess when I look I only get a glimpse of the body that feels the need to be perfect, to work out a little more, to weigh a little less, to fix her hair the right way, and to dress in the right clothes. The self-conscious me who still fears being weird, who cares what others think, who worries if my parents are proud. But when I see, out comes the woman who says **** the status quo, I can't be put in a box, I'm beautiful the way I am, and nothing stands between me and achieving my dreams.* When I look, I don't see, but when I see, I see me. I feel the brim of my glasses graze my nose, and I know, even once I take 'em off, my vision is better than ever.
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There is nothing as free and passionate as your first time Nothing as innocent The nervous giggles The panicked breathing Touching someone's body Just to learn every bump and crater on the surface of their warm skin The rush of pain The desperate moans Nothing as intimate as your first time.
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Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 8:18 PM UTC
Virginity
Is it the words whispered in secret corridors i love you are they proclaimed boldly from roof tops I LOVE YOU Or maybe love sounds like laughter giggles shared only between two what if love has no noise its beauty is similar to a sunset seen and felt but never heard
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Dec 26, 2018
Dec 26, 2018 at 12:10 PM UTC
What does love sound like?
Here I stood with ***** crystals beneath my feet and waited for the sky to turn golden. Here I laughed into the echoing tunnel under my home as wet earth dripped on my skin. Here I learned about parenthood among feathers and little eggs and ungodly morning crows. Here I gloated about the manhood which sprouted from under my arms and in my mischievous thoughts. Here I waited till dark to meet him in secret all the while dreading the sound of tires on gravel. Here I buzzed with excitement as the boys had their lazy Sunday afternoon. Here his freckles came close to mine as he softly said "you're so beautiful" with Bruno Mars playing in the background. Here I said I would never grow up. Here I comforted her with my pain because I had to be brave. Here I forgot that being called "muddy children who act like savages " was considered an insult. Here I cried into the stars for reasons I didn't understand. Here I walked on hands and feet with happy little scratches and silent giggles. Here only the sound of our beating hearts and delicate pride could be heard as I held him close. Here I sang at the top of my favorite tree and waited for the words to hurt him as much as he hurt me. Here the glow of a flashlight illuminated our tent as I asked her if she liked me like that. Here a little piece of me was left sitting on a branch waiting to capture the next magical heart. Here I wrote "I love you" on a mango leaf only to realize that he spelled love differently. Here I sat beneath bright green trees and pondered my not-so-complicated life. Here my words came out blurry and my stomach swayed like a sail boat out on a windy morning. Here my hands went numb as I raced to the end of his life. Here I visit through pictures and messy journals to remember the little things that are now so so big. Here I left muddy footprints now covered with grass, but here they will stay.
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Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 5:13 PM UTC
Muddy Footprints
Here I stood with ***** crystals beneath my feet and waited for the sky to turn golden. Here I laughed into the echoing tunnel under my home as wet earth dripped on my skin. Here I learned about parenthood among feathers and little eggs and ungodly morning crows. Here I gloated about the manhood which sprouted from under my arms and in my mischievous thoughts. Here I waited till dark to meet him in secret all the while dreading the sound of tires on gravel. Here I buzzed with excitement as the boys had their lazy Sunday afternoon. Here his freckles came close to mine as he softly said "you're so beautiful" with Bruno Mars playing in the background. Here I said I would never grow up. Here I comforted her with my pain because I had to be brave. Here I forgot that being called "muddy children who act like savages " was considered an insult. Here I cried into the stars for reasons I didn't understand. Here I walked on hands and feet with happy little scratches and silent giggles. Here only the sound of our beating hearts and delicate pride could be heard as I held him close. Here I sang at the top of my favorite tree and waited for the words to hurt him as much as he hurt me. Here the glow of a flashlight illuminated our tent as I asked her if she liked me like that. Here a little piece of me was left sitting on a branch waiting to capture the next magical heart. Here I wrote "I love you" on a mango leaf only to realize that he spelled love differently. Here I sat beneath bright green trees and pondered my not-so-complicated life. Here my words came out blurry and my stomach swayed like a sail boat out on a windy morning. Here my hands went numb as I raced to the end of his life. Here I visit through pictures and messy journals to remember the little things that are now so so big. Here I left muddy footprints now covered with grass, but here they will stay.
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I wanted you so long I always sang this song You came along in autumn I bloomed like a cherry blossom Your presence put me in awe I was out of all my senses Your magnetic force pulled me close to your gravity of love You smiled and came closer I could not stop myself to be yours You teased me everywhere with your fingers we had some sweet giggles Your lips so soft your body so attractive We made love I felt that even if I die I am still alive
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Jan 20, 2015
Jan 20, 2015 at 2:48 AM UTC
CHERRY BLOSSOM
My lavender is burnt and loveless; Painful, devoured and helpless, Weak by the side of its dying corpse; Solitary yet at an age so young. My lavender cries in its daydreams; Giggles in sorrowful screams, And faints and dies beneath fun daylight; As though tortured and wounded by the sun. My lavender wriggles in isolation; Like those ragged clothes in damnation And there's no more death between heaven and hell-- For none is alive, nor breathes to live. My lavender longs not to drink nor die; But it sleeps by the hushed setting moon, Trapped behind the tail of his lethal winds; Blinded by too many mysteries, unseen. My lavender peels its own skinny bones; Its quaint lust cut and fiercely torn, Teased by the cold trees of summertime; Faded by the sweet whispers of time. My lavender eats its own bloodless veins; And its hateful friendless world, Having laughed at anonymous walls Marveled at unspoken poems. My lavender drinks of its own soul; And to love now is but to have none, With her autumn love stolen by fate; All her gripping sonnets are far too late.
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Apr 8, 2015
Apr 8, 2015 at 12:02 PM UTC
My Lavender
in a taut black dress you brush by me   you are dark summer fruit simmering hot a sopping estuary   i gather you into me   you cascade like an undulating cat giggles like trembling gelatin cherry kiss lips   agile muscle shifting   pleating like soft furs against my thunderous chest your tremulous tongue rupturing like spiced chrysanthemums from heaven   i inhale your lavender breath   your saliva melts stormy mouth up-leaping i eat your soul and paradise ******** licking honey rainbows filling my mouth a thousand times   and a thousand more its never enough when some one has your heart suffocate me in your drooling mouth your body is my aviary and hot house of man eating plants i run to your teeth beautiful cleavers gleaming shivering with excitement   from your dragging bites my blood languishing at your feet have no regard for me eat my love   i live to be swallowed by you   i hold you through the night all dire raptures dark in mystic paradise   tangled in your hair may mourning never find us torrid scorched from flames infernal black candles uncrossing pasts devils **** your adoring toy   kisses never ceasing hot weather nostrils steaming your flexed body writhes a royal contortion   your heart cleaving so that i may like a sun   consume your darkest edges bitter chocolate so sweet   to fill griefs mouth with ecstasy my heart aches like a siren of echoes   calling to you   shaking your gates down   you are a titanic gravity   and i'm forever tumbling   like eternal burning ashes through cobalt night it is a steep decent into heavens arms as i crumble all smashing diamonds and hissing flames into open wounds weeping glitter your chin jutting throat stretched while pulling the roots of your hair exposing arteries pulsing stuffing myself on your marrow you plume like a volcanic moon showering me with spooling stars and butter **** kisses ill turn you into my glistening little ***** all swollen tears for more   rituals of adoration kisses like monsoon rains i look up at your supple form your haunches my temple   worshiping you smothered in heavens jaws you cascading pantie-less   in a taut black dress
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Aug 22, 2017
Aug 22, 2017 at 1:36 PM UTC
IN A TAUT BLACK DRESS
in a taut black dress you brush by me   you are dark summer fruit simmering hot a sopping estuary   i gather you into me   you cascade like an undulating cat giggles like trembling gelatin cherry kiss lips   agile muscle shifting   pleating like soft furs against my thunderous chest your tremulous tongue rupturing like spiced chrysanthemums from heaven   i inhale your lavender breath   your saliva melts stormy mouth up-leaping i eat your soul and paradise ******** licking honey rainbows filling my mouth a thousand times   and a thousand more its never enough when some one has your heart suffocate me in your drooling mouth your body is my aviary and hot house of man eating plants i run to your teeth beautiful cleavers gleaming shivering with excitement   from your dragging bites my blood languishing at your feet have no regard for me eat my love   i live to be swallowed by you   i hold you through the night all dire raptures dark in mystic paradise   tangled in your hair may mourning never find us torrid scorched from flames infernal black candles uncrossing pasts devils **** your adoring toy   kisses never ceasing hot weather nostrils steaming your flexed body writhes a royal contortion   your heart cleaving so that i may like a sun   consume your darkest edges bitter chocolate so sweet   to fill griefs mouth with ecstasy my heart aches like a siren of echoes   calling to you   shaking your gates down   you are a titanic gravity   and i'm forever tumbling   like eternal burning ashes through cobalt night it is a steep decent into heavens arms as i crumble all smashing diamonds and hissing flames into open wounds weeping glitter your chin jutting throat stretched while pulling the roots of your hair exposing arteries pulsing stuffing myself on your marrow you plume like a volcanic moon showering me with spooling stars and butter **** kisses ill turn you into my glistening little ***** all swollen tears for more   rituals of adoration kisses like monsoon rains i look up at your supple form your haunches my temple   worshiping you smothered in heavens jaws you cascading pantie-less   in a taut black dress
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To the man who made me who I am Being with you was like learning without a textbook I just watched and copied and made it my own From gardening to maths You made me my own genius I didn't have to speak for you to know what was wrong You didn't judge me for the silly things I said Or how I never learnt at school You taught me to teach my self You were my Mr Miyagi With less riddles more jokes I learnt that laughter can flood rooms like tidal waves And we were leaves to float in it And now you're gone I wont mourn You would tell me to stop crying and cut my hair I will use laughter to put a smile on raggedy dolls And the stories to keep the dark days down Thank you for being the Godfather of giggles Making Sunday dinners not the day to fear Mondays Having gardening not be a chore but a way to think Rest well Granddad.
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May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 8:05 PM UTC
Godfather Of Giggles
At the break of dawn, I turn, mumble, wake and yawn; And turn to see You, in our blanket castle. The dainty sunshine bathes your face; Of your matted hair, the breeze makes a menace. I play with shadows of you- And them I hold captive, in our blanket castle. Now, the garden swallows twitter on the sill A familiar longing, in me they instill. The pillow feathers, the tickling toes, the warm giggles- I realize- are but memories of you- in our blanket castle.
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 12:58 PM UTC
Blanket Castles
Anxiety is not cute, and it is not fun Anxiety is not something to make light of and to pretend you have for giggles Anxiety is suffering Anxiety is waking up at 3 in the morning because I am so sick to my stomach that it wakes me up for an hour Anxiety is my skin breaking out in hives so severe that I break the skin and bruise and bleed because I am scratching so **** hard Anxiety is when I try to sleep at midnight but am still awake at 5:30 in the morning and I still try to count down to the second exactly how much sleep I will get tonight Anxiety is when I cannot bring myself to eat even though it has been 31 hours since my last meal Anxiety is waking up in the middle of slumber because I thought of what I should have said in an argument four days prior Anxiety is how it is noon and I cannot bring myself to get out of bed and make my day real Anxiety is how I have made myself feel like I am going insane and I feel like my breaths are short and nothing feels right Anxiety is how things do not go the exact way I planned them to and I sit there contemplating crying for the whole day Anxiety is how I feel myself acting like I am crazy and I feel that I am not me and yet I cannot change the way I react Stop trying to make anxiety cute It is not romantic It is not adorable It is not fun Anxiety is what prevents me from living a normal life Anxiety is what drives me out of my mind
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Dec 3, 2017
Dec 3, 2017 at 12:06 AM UTC
I Am Anxious
Out of all those years of my life, one bright memory stands out Him tickling me to death and telling me that when he grew up he'd name his daughter after me the blue skies, innocence, and giggles all around me and I'd never felt more special or alive he would come around on his jet black motorcycle, gleaming with care his bright shiny chestnut brown eyes and short wisps of hair we were just kids talking about the future like this faraway land only real in our dreams now I'm here miles away your eyes aren't the same, there's no traces of hair on your head in quick glances, i almost see the boy i once knew with life in his eyes, a spark of light now I'm here miles away you're in that lifeless town you'd swore you'd leave you still ride your motorcycle but it's rusty and not well taken care of you have a daughter now, and I don't know her name we were kids who grew up too fast
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Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 3:56 PM UTC
Innocence Lost
EᔕᔕᕼI  ᑕOᑎT. ~ ⚪♫⚪ ~ Lyn sniffles as Ainhara gives her a handkerchief which she uses to wipe her tears. "Thank you, guys," Lyn whispers, giving them a weak smile. 'Well, at least she smiles,' Esshi thought. Ainhara has a bright smile. "My lady, your lady mother gave Bael orders to make this soup for you. She instructs that you eat this." ~ ⚪♫⚪ ~ When Esshi pushes the serving trolley to her Queen's side, she lifts the gold lid and Lyn looks at the soup; steaming kale in a beefy broth with chopped peppered sausages, lamb cubes, onions, garlic, mint chopped potatoes and carrots. ~ ⚪♫⚪ ~ "Kale, really? I hate kale," Lyn whines, gently pushing the bowl away. "I don't want it!" Esshi and Ainhara look at each other and smile. *'Still acts like a child when her lady mother commands she eats her vegetables!'* giggles Esshi. "Your mother says you must eat it, My Lady." Ainhara chuckles. "It will help with reduce your stress and help relax your body." ~ ⚪♫⚪ ~ Lyn sighs and mutters under her breath, "I hate it when she does this! She knows I hate the smell of kale! I swear, I'm going to outlaw the vegetable!" She held hers nose up and huffs at the end of her statement, making Ainhara and Esshi smile. 'At least she is in better spirits now.' thought Esshi.
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Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 1:18 PM UTC
♪♫♛♕ тнє мαѕкє∂ вαя∂ VIII ♕♛♫♪
Sweet face, Soft ears. Her eyes pierced me. Soft giggles. Everywhere she went, She left a little piece of herself Behind.
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Mar 19, 2018
Mar 19, 2018 at 10:22 PM UTC
Hair
I wish you were here On this rainy night. Wrapped in a warm blanket, My head on your shoulder; Sitting close and holding hands, A hot cup of coffee in the other. Cool air playing with your moist hair A beautiful fragrance Drifting all about your essence Talking of small things Just to hear your voice Drowning in each others attentions Our hearts rejoice Lovingly planted kisses Affectionate little smiles Endearing little giggles My whole world in your eyes I wish you were here
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May 28, 2019
May 28, 2019 at 4:26 PM UTC
I wish you were here
Sweetheart silent killer manifests all inside my mind, The moon’s a magnifying glass as it rises in the sky. At 2 a.m. it giggles, a thick knife in its teeth, And drops it down into my head as I lie underneath. The glass I keep so carefully to remain ***** in the day, Shatters and releases a burning, breathing self-assay. A kaleidoscope catoptric, all frets out in the free, A band of thought-filled thieves invade to steal my sleep from me. Tossing and turning beneath the stars, I’ll wait til I burn out, At night my brain is flooding and in daylight there’s a drought. Lullaby myself with tears, wake up way too late, Stuck as an insomniac, suicide’s sweet bait. I wish I was an autumn leaf, I’d float into the sky, And every fall I’d have the opportunity to die. I don’t want to die, I just want to dream, Instead of replaying my sick realities that make me want to scream. But this will still all stay the same as my brain and blood run white, I’ll feed myself with Satan’s sugar, the depressed primrose of the night.
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Jun 19, 2013
Jun 19, 2013 at 11:05 PM UTC
Primrose Photosynthesis
I started on the rooftop The empty sky above was all I had And all I needed It was pure Like a blank page Waiting for a story to be written But at the first sight of clouds I fled to the top floor There were fun and simple things on the top floor Like Pokémon games I got red, white, and blue The monsters seemed so banal and repetitive But nobody else would acknowledge it Sending me into a dragon's rage I tried using flamethrower on Charmander Ending in futility as I ran out of burn heals I looked out the window in frustration Rain was falling outside Inside Patriotism was buffeted by the hail So I devolved into a lower level Going further down this building For ***** and giggles I found more **** Less giggles On a floor with a TV displaying the news I was eager to learn about the world Only to learn everybody hates each other And nobody talks Or cares And the smartest person in the room Is the one I agree with the most Unable to view the tokens in my mind As anything less than treasure And those who try to persuade me otherwise Are thieves My spite steals tranquility Like the persistent storm outside My solution is shelter in lower levels My experimentation on communication With the general population Had rained on my playful parade But I felt very comfortable on a floor with friends Until they saw through my charade Discovering my emotions in disarray As the people who made me love this building Made me curse it's walls the more I loved them I searched for the peaceful embrace of solitude Once the storm outside transformed into a typhoon I found that solitude In a tiny bare room With a syringe and spoon I was unaware That room was an elevator That lowered me down the concrete void As the hurricane outside rattled me violently inside my box Trapped and lacking all agency I resigned myself to wherever the elevator chose to take me After the elevator finished pulling me into the basement The tsunami seemed to cease But I was buried under debris I had to burrow out of my tomb The dig was tedious and ***** My perseverance was heroic But triumph was thwarted When I reached the surface To discover only wreckage remained And when I looked up I saw the building I inhabited It's damaged facade Made it clear I would never visit those floors I missed on the elevator Above my building Hangs an empty sky It's purity is a lie The page was never blank Just constantly written on and erased To lure innocent readers into a tome
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Jul 24, 2017
Jul 24, 2017 at 11:48 PM UTC
Building
I started on the rooftop The empty sky above was all I had And all I needed It was pure Like a blank page Waiting for a story to be written But at the first sight of clouds I fled to the top floor There were fun and simple things on the top floor Like Pokémon games I got red, white, and blue The monsters seemed so banal and repetitive But nobody else would acknowledge it Sending me into a dragon's rage I tried using flamethrower on Charmander Ending in futility as I ran out of burn heals I looked out the window in frustration Rain was falling outside Inside Patriotism was buffeted by the hail So I devolved into a lower level Going further down this building For ***** and giggles I found more **** Less giggles On a floor with a TV displaying the news I was eager to learn about the world Only to learn everybody hates each other And nobody talks Or cares And the smartest person in the room Is the one I agree with the most Unable to view the tokens in my mind As anything less than treasure And those who try to persuade me otherwise Are thieves My spite steals tranquility Like the persistent storm outside My solution is shelter in lower levels My experimentation on communication With the general population Had rained on my playful parade But I felt very comfortable on a floor with friends Until they saw through my charade Discovering my emotions in disarray As the people who made me love this building Made me curse it's walls the more I loved them I searched for the peaceful embrace of solitude Once the storm outside transformed into a typhoon I found that solitude In a tiny bare room With a syringe and spoon I was unaware That room was an elevator That lowered me down the concrete void As the hurricane outside rattled me violently inside my box Trapped and lacking all agency I resigned myself to wherever the elevator chose to take me After the elevator finished pulling me into the basement The tsunami seemed to cease But I was buried under debris I had to burrow out of my tomb The dig was tedious and ***** My perseverance was heroic But triumph was thwarted When I reached the surface To discover only wreckage remained And when I looked up I saw the building I inhabited It's damaged facade Made it clear I would never visit those floors I missed on the elevator Above my building Hangs an empty sky It's purity is a lie The page was never blank Just constantly written on and erased To lure innocent readers into a tome
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"Hey, Charles! I won't be back." His friend yells out before Continuing to eat the face off Of the young Latino he had met. "Ok! I guess I can get home.. Somehow..." He mumbles to himself, signaling to the Bartender that he wanted to order Something off menu. He pays no attention to the trans Woman who sits down beside him. "I'll have a watermelon sangria, please." he requests softly, but confidently. The lady by him chuckles, "Watermelon? That's odd." Her voice is rich with flavor, And humor. "It is odd. But so am I." He mumbles. "It seems that way, doesn't it? Well, at least now I can call you Melon Rather than ask your name!" "A rather odd nickname for an odd person." And so their conversation continued. It became all the more lively once 'Melon' had had a couple rounds. Both drunk and desperate, they Kiss passionately in the gay bar, Paying no heed to the others Yelling "Get a room!" Roaming hands. Stumbling up stairs. Drunken giggles. Broken speech. "You're so beautiful." He whispers. Skin against skin, Burning hot,   Both mad with desire. Panting. Groaning. Moaning. Ecstasy. It's late at night. They manage to call A taxi, and go home. Home to Melon's apartment. The next morning was spent Drinking ****** Mary's and Making an account of what Happened the night before. That, and more *** Hot, ****** *** Passionate, lively And loving *** Charles sits up in his bed. He feels something sticky. "Oh, that's disgusting!" ****** *** indeed. He stands up to clean himself Off in the bathroom, but he Hears the shower running. "Did I get laid last night?" He peeps into the shower And sees the woman from His dream. "Eva?" He asks. "Who else would it be?" "Why are you in my apartment?" Charles exclaims. Eva turns and Raises an eyebrow at him. "I live here, Melon." "Since when? We hooked Up just last night!" "Darlin', we've been married for 4 years!"
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Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 12:39 AM UTC
Wet Dream
"Hey, Charles! I won't be back." His friend yells out before Continuing to eat the face off Of the young Latino he had met. "Ok! I guess I can get home.. Somehow..." He mumbles to himself, signaling to the Bartender that he wanted to order Something off menu. He pays no attention to the trans Woman who sits down beside him. "I'll have a watermelon sangria, please." he requests softly, but confidently. The lady by him chuckles, "Watermelon? That's odd." Her voice is rich with flavor, And humor. "It is odd. But so am I." He mumbles. "It seems that way, doesn't it? Well, at least now I can call you Melon Rather than ask your name!" "A rather odd nickname for an odd person." And so their conversation continued. It became all the more lively once 'Melon' had had a couple rounds. Both drunk and desperate, they Kiss passionately in the gay bar, Paying no heed to the others Yelling "Get a room!" Roaming hands. Stumbling up stairs. Drunken giggles. Broken speech. "You're so beautiful." He whispers. Skin against skin, Burning hot,   Both mad with desire. Panting. Groaning. Moaning. Ecstasy. It's late at night. They manage to call A taxi, and go home. Home to Melon's apartment. The next morning was spent Drinking ****** Mary's and Making an account of what Happened the night before. That, and more *** Hot, ****** *** Passionate, lively And loving *** Charles sits up in his bed. He feels something sticky. "Oh, that's disgusting!" ****** *** indeed. He stands up to clean himself Off in the bathroom, but he Hears the shower running. "Did I get laid last night?" He peeps into the shower And sees the woman from His dream. "Eva?" He asks. "Who else would it be?" "Why are you in my apartment?" Charles exclaims. Eva turns and Raises an eyebrow at him. "I live here, Melon." "Since when? We hooked Up just last night!" "Darlin', we've been married for 4 years!"
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