YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE AND MADE ME SEE THE WORLD SO DIFFERENTLY YOU TOOK AWAY THE DARK CLOUD THAT WAS HANGING ABOVE ME AND SHOWED ME THE BRIGHT SIDE BUT THEN YOU LEFT AND THERE I WAS STARING AT THE CLOUD AGAIN HOPING IT WOULDN'T TAKE OVER BUT GUESS WHAT IT IS BIGGER THAN EVER AND EVERYDAY I AM WAITING FOR YOU TO COME BACK AND TAKE IT AWAY AGAIN
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EVERYONE SAYS TO TAKE CHANCES AND DO WHAT FEELS RIGHT TO TELL THE PERSON YOU LOVE THAT YOU LOVE THEM TO TELL THE PERSON YOU MISS THAT YOU MISS THEM BUT YOU SHOULDN'T BECAUSE IF THEY DO NOT FEEL THE SAME WAY YOU ARE GOING TO BE SO BROKEN INSIDE AND NOTHING ***** MORE THAN WANTING SOMEONE WHO DOES NOT WANT YOU BACK
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THE WORST THING IS WHEN YOU ARE WITH SO MANY PEOPLE BUT YOU STILL FEEL ALONE WHEN YOU HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE THAT YOU CAN TRUST BUT YOU FEEL LIKE YOU CAN'T TALK TO ANY OF THEM BECAUSE YOU WILL BOTHER THEM WHEN YOU HAVE MANY PEOPLE TELLING YOU THAT THEY LOVE YOU AND THEY ARE THERE FOR YOU BUT YOU FEEL AS IF NO ONE CARES IT IS THE WORST TO HAVE EVERYONE HELPING BUT STILL FEEL LONELY
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NO ONE SEES THE STRUGGLING ALL THEY SEE IS THE BIG FAT SMILE YOU WEAR ALL DAY BUT LITTLE DO THEY KNOW THAT IT IS JUST A FAKE ONE YOU SLAP ON EVERY MORNING TO FOOL EVERYONE AND THEY ACTUALLY FALL FOR IT ONE DAY I SHOULDN'T WEAR IT AND SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE LOOK AT ME DIFFERENTLY AS I SHOW THEM HOW I REALLY FEEL TO SHOW THEM HOW BAD IT HAS BEEN LATELY BUT THEN AGAIN EVERYONE JUST LOOKS FOR THAT SMILE AND IF THEY DON'T SEE IT THEN THEY DON'T BOTHER ASKING WHATS WRONG
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it's a bunch of tangled thoughts
all trying to escape
creating huge knots
that I'm unable to break
some are working harder than others
overpowering my head
some are being such a bother
I feel so brain dead
the more knots it creates
the more it hurts
causes me to debate
do I think more just to make it worse?
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YOU AND YOUR CHARMING SMILE AND MAGICAL EYES THAT JUST DRAW ME IN.
YOU AND YOUR COMFORTING ARMS AND SOOTHING VOICE THAT CALMS ME
YOU AND YOUR EVERYTHING THAT MADE ME SO ATTACHED TO YOU
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