How sad is it to fall in love with words instead of actions, to break over letters and drown in a body of water that doesn't exist.

You deserve a crown,
a kingdom of flowers away from the ******* and a pair of wings to fly - whenever you feel like escaping from it all.

When we started letting ,
silence do the talking,
is when i realize how deaf
I became to my heart's cry for freedom.

Are there tears somewhere.
Hiding beneath that heart there?
Or is it cracked and too dry,
Like the earth under the bright sky?

Fear,hope and love evaporated.
Condensed to those created
Until the blood becomes thick
And the heart becomes sick

O God flood me with the rain
So that I may shower my veins
And let my frail heart pumps out
Those tears I cant live without

For my heart is a wilting plant
Holding on to the fence I can't
Need the rain to circulate in my stem
So that I may reach the sun once again.

I have been down and lost
for days
Glad i found you on the way.

You were mine to lose,
Now I'm missing the sound of your heart beating.

I slipped up.
I slit cuts.
I didn't mean to.
I drew blood.

I read online
When I was probably just 14 or 15 years old
That most people don't stop until their 20's
And it scared me
But I thought
"No, I'll stop right now"

But I didn't.
I couldn't.

I slipped up.
I slit cuts.
I didn't mean to.
I drew blood.

And now that I'm older
It hurts more to try to hide it
And now that I have people that care about me
Often times they don't understand why this part of my life is still relevant
And all I can say to make them understand is

I slipped up.
I slit cuts.
I just had to.
I drew blood.