I wont deny all the good we shared,
Was overshadowed by the bad.
It's lying here remembering those times,
Thats whats making me really sad.
~ ♦ ~
I walked away from the only person,
I've ever felt so strongly for.
Things we did together will last,
Such things don't end upon exiting the front door.
~ ♣ ~
There are times I question the integrity of my decision,
Asking if I'd made the right one.
When push comes to shove in this moment,
It was something I felt had to be done.
~ ♠ ~
This does not mean that I do not desire,
Meaning I still wish I had you there.
If only it had been better,
I think this love could've lasted my dear.
~ ♥ ~
It's surprisingly harder to utter a simple phrase,
Something as simple as "I love you".
Perhaps it seems that I don't wish to speak it,
But believe me, at this point in time, I really do.
~ ◘ ~
For paragraphs and monologues,
I could write till my hearts content.
All things aside, in attempt so you'd understand,
Our time apart, should be time well spent.