I've been trembling and finding a sustain,

Tears are pouring like an endless rain;

Trying to hide these bloodshot eyes,

Tongue twisted with all the lies.

Watching my loved ones fade away,

Hoping that someday, someone will stay.

Where's the harmony that I long?

I feel like I will never belong.

Is this just an illusion?

For I am filled with confusion.

I pushed myself to be strong,

But what am I doing wrong?

Can't help thinking that I am a mistake;

I stumble in every step that I take

Tell me where do I lack,

Will I ever be enough?