i want to hate you so bad it hurts.
i want to
         f
           or
               get
     everything about us.
i want to forget
the sound of your voice
and the way your arms
           s
                  n
               a
                     k
                           e d
around my waist.
i want to forget
what it felt like to have your
hands
       tangled
in my hair.
i want to forget
what your cologne smelled like
but instead i sit in your jacket
that you didn't ask for back.
i want our memories
to
f
               a
                               d
                                                 e
a w a y ,
    just like you did.