written March 9, 2015

"Hiding the sound of my tears dripping down
with the rushing water flowing from the shower head
I don't understand what is up with my head
Went to bed at 7:30, highly unlikely of me
I just couldn't deal with all this built up pain and anxiety
It got the best of me
And now I sit here, naked on the bathroom floor,
wondering why I am the way I am
Because something so simple, something so small, shouldn't affect me the way it is
It's took a toll on me like no other
That is what I get
for being and unconditional lover"