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Gy7nnA May 2015
You wanna linger in the dark when it is bright
You are finding wrong instead of all that's right
Why are you playing your really crazy game
You seem to have fun destroying my name

Can't you be happy that there's you and me
Can you not make things simple and easy
Your crazy thoughts are just killing you
And truly now your love is killing me too

Why can't you just hold me in your arms
Instead of you beating me like those drums
You suffocate me with your all time doubts
I'm like being eaten by hungered mouths

One day I will be so far far away from you
Somewhere calm and there's no more you
A place where loving is peaceful and free
There under the cold of the deep blue sea

You might not realize
I will be gone in a blink of an eye
Coz you are driving me crazy...
Driving me crazy...
Originally written as a song, edited and removed the chorus part. :-)
Gy7nnA Dec 2015
I am always trapped in a maze of crossroads.
Labyrinths all around.
I sometimes swim in the sea of the unconscious.
Or walk in the valley of disbelief.
And even reach nirvana from
other dimensions  in a fleeting state.
I keep searching for love,  
while tracking my soul.
I couldn't find it, maybe I did
and just lost it many times.
I'm bleary.
My sage advise to self
is to freeze my world for a moment...
My thoughts are nothing but vestige.
For now, everything is an echo!
Gy7nnA Jun 2015
I breathe you
like the lavender
so calm and relaxing
on a summer day

I breathe you
like the oasis
quenching my thirst
on the Sahara

I breathe you
like the apple
feeding my hunger
in the forrest

I breathe you
in my dreams
like the garden
of my imagination

I breathe you
like an oxygen
filling me with life
and air to live

I breathe you
like you are near
and though you're gone
I still breathe you...
06/01/2015
05:50 am
Gy7nnA May 2015
I will remember this night not like the other nights
I see the stars but I could not see bright lights
The moon is not herself and it is frowning at me
Looking at me strangely wanting to embrace me

I will remember this night because I am frozen
All the blood in me are gone it's painfully taken
My soul has flown away and it left me bare & empty
Now what is left of me is nothing but your sympathy

But I will remember this night that broke my heart
The pain is way too much and tearing me apart
Just where do I start picking up what is left behind
How did I let myself believe and acting so blind

Now I will remember this night that ended our love
I know you're somewhere far that I can no longer have
But I will still sing  in my sleep our love song
In my dreams, love will put us back where we belong.
Originally written as a song; just edited the chorus part. :-)
Gy7nnA May 2015
Love enters my heart today
Unknown and unwelcome guest
It is begging me to let it stay
I let it stay to show me what's best

It promises me tomorrow
And I'm hoping that it won't bend
It says I won't drown in sorrow
I believe it and makes me smile no end

My soul can no longer sing
And it changes my whole happy being
Your promise is a broken one
And yes now it's really gone gone gone

Sometimes at night I pray
To bring back things and erase the gray
But now it has gone away
I wish Love to enter my heart today...
This is originally written as a song, and I edited the chorus part.
Gy7nnA May 2015
I still recall the times when I first met you.
So weak, so young and innocent.
You are strong-headed; pushing and fighting for your love.
At that time I thought it was one of the most heroic thing you do.
The days gone by and you have evolved into a strong,
full character and a beautiful person.

Our days were so happy then
oblivious to the goings of the world behind us.
We traveled the world with no shame and fear at all
because we were together
and with our hands clasped we believed
nothing can come bad between us.

But all so suddenly, you left me in the battle field,
pushed me and scarred me with endless wounds that never heal.
You chose the darkness and put yourself on a pedestal.
You wanted to conquer the world by yourself and forgetting about me.
You left me like a helpless shadow that you even stepped down on.
You chose your own freedom and world.

For many times, you stabbed me with a knife over and over again.
Killing me each time with your flattering wings
who's slapping me violently.
I picked you up still and gave you the light.
I carried you on my broken shoulders
but still you continued to break free.
And again and again you scarred my full body
and my soul with pain beyond compare.

Then I woke up one night;
out of breath, screaming with tears,
and holding my heart
in the palms of my hand
lifeless and not beating.
That gave the sudden death to me!
I might forever love you continuously
but the heart who does is no longer beating
and I no longer owned...
(my drama 04/29/2010) written on April 29, 2010 at 11:27am
YOU
Gy7nnA Jul 2016
YOU
You are my beautiful chaos

Yet all the time still my gorgeous

You are my delightful mess

But definitely I will always miss.



You to me is my sun

The one to give me all the fun

You to me is my moon

The one I’ll always hold very soon.



You give me hope

I will hold on to you like a rope

You give me love

And always too you have my love.


You are my angel
To the Angel in my life right now
Gy7nnA May 2015
You can call me your teacher,
who taught you things you've never known

You can call me your travel buddy,
who takes you to places you've never been

You can call me your dream weaver,
who help you build your dreams

You can call me your chef,
who feeds you with delicious food

You can call me your preacher,
the one who caddies you to the house of God

You can call me your singer,
who sings to you melodies you've never heard

You can call me your book,
whom you read page by page but with no ending

You can call me your psychologist,
the one who analizes your character deeply

You can call me your mirror,
for you bare everything to me that no one will ever know

You can call me your match,
that lights up fast when you need a fire

You can call me your pillow,
the one you hug at night to hide in it's fluffiness

You can call me your blanket,
the one who gives you warmth inside and out

You can call me your home,
for I am your shelter when you are lost

You can call me...
The one who stays behind your back

The one who holds you invisibly
The only one who speaks your language
or your soul mate

But I want you to call me...
The one who never left, just like the way you want me to...
Eternally! ✨
Hayzzzzz... sad!

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