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Jan 2019 · 998
September
Postal Leo Jan 2019
Don’t wanna waste my life, writing all these love songs….
Refuse to be wasting away, scattered on this page,
Like a salesman the thoughts of you won't go away,  
So I’m stuck thinking about you, night and day.
Then you softly put hand to my heart,
And i fall apart.

Catchy tune, that you’ll fall in love with,
You must be a goddess, of legend and myth…
Because you pierce my eyes, and see into my soul,
And recognize just like a knife I’m dull.
How long has it been since i was sharpened by your love?
But, at least you’ll have me, thank God above….
I really hope you like this part, cause it’s gonna repeat a few times!

Starts writing, from the heart.
Scary reality, nowhere to restart.
If you mess up now, it’s over and done.
But God will still claim you, as his son.
And it's time to make headlines, and big budgets.
The boy forgets about the girl, who doesn't?
The boy sings about being a big rock-star,
Whereas the girl can barely afford to pay the down payment on her car….
It’s all downhill from here.(Oh, it's all downhill from here.)

So, it's almost twenty years later,
The boy never went to college, girl studied the theater.
Now both on even playing field,
Success is by far the easiest shield.  
And they meet back up at a high school reunion.
Old sparks fly, brand new tux and gown? Ruined.
Is this love? No, it’s called Teenage Spirit.
They take a break, boy needs a minute.
Girl starts to remember the abortion pill.
And it all goes downhill. (Oh, it goes downhill)
Catchy tune, that you’ll fall in love with,
You must be a goddess, of legend and myth…
Because you pierce my eyes, and see into my soul,
And recognize just like a knife I’m dull.
How long has it been since i was sharpened by your love?
But, at least you’ll have me, thank God above….


Girl begins to cry, alone, in the dark,
Her tears become steadily angrier, gonna go berserk.
Starts remembering every finite detail of that horrid day,
Where Boy drugged and ***** her, and then told her it would be okay.
Because love is forever right? And they love each other right?
This Boy didn’t know love, he just wanted to satisfy his needs at night.
And that's all it takes for the cycle to begin,
A girl, alone in a room, without any friends.
And that's when our story begins.

Boy just wanted to feel, all the power in the world.
Dad beat him so hard, his mother’s toes curled.
And a vicious cycle continues,  from Dad, Boy, to Girl.
And Girl had a real shot in life, if only she gave it a whirl.
Life is so difficult now, and she’ll always remember.  
What happened, all the way back that September.

Catchy tune, that you’ll fall in love with,
You must be a goddess, of legend and myth…
Because you pierce my eyes, and see into my soul,
And recognize just like a knife I’m dull.
How long has it been since i was sharpened by your love?
But, at least you’ll have me, thank God above….
And we shall never again, truly feel loved.
Jan 2019 · 512
My Paradise?
Postal Leo Jan 2019
Cutting and bruising,
Bleeding, while we drive, street cruising.
Live fast, die young,
All while trying to steal your tongue.

Your so cute when you blush,
And when you bleed just enough,
Do you trust me? Your forced to now….
I mean, your in love with me anyhow….

I’ll, treat you like in item, you just love being used!
Even though you you kick and scream, you want to be abused!
Call me a sadist, and we’ll get along just fine….
Just never ******* dare, touch what's mine!
Jan 2019 · 95
To the Lovely You!
Postal Leo Jan 2019
What's the point, of this huge cosmic joke,
Do you believe in magic? Type of **** that would make you croak!
Well, I’ve met the girl, who could probably fly to Saturn’s rings,
And believe me, she probably hates it when I sing!
But it’s so satisfying, feeling her in my head,
Maybe I’m crazy! **** it, maybe I'm already dead!
But i love her! And the choir, and me,
Hope there comes a day where i can set, her, free!
(Most people believe in magic.
In fact, there are more believers in magic then in love.)

It’s like falling, in a dream,
Ending up millions of miles, downstream.
Lost and can’t, talk or think,
Then waking up, doing dishes at the, kitchen sink.
Hands tied, behind my back,
Kicking and screaming, on the train track.
(It’s hard to be alone. One’s personal sanity is always at risk.
But being with someone taxes the human brain even more.)

In the darkness, so inferior,
Looking up to you, clearly superior.
Trapped as i am, i see the key,
Maybe you’ll be the one to set me free.
Because every-time i look to the future, i see you,
And let me just say its a ******* fantastic view!!!
(So many people question, whether to get into a new relationship, after a long time.
After all, commitment is scary, and many doubt themselves.)

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