I wanted love, but I stayed blind
Ignorin good thoughts in my mind
I'm feeling low, I accept that
I have a window, I'm feeling bad
I'm here rn writing this verse
I've got on myself a curse
N nothing matters to me now
I wanna live, I wanna die

I wanted peace, I wanted light
I wanted future to be bright
Darkness came like on a horse
Making life just a lot worse
I wanted love, I wanted U
But there is nothing I can do
I need U n that is all
Waiting for U in the hall
I just don't know what to do
Umm, I guess I'll count to two
One, then two, n I am done
Love we built, is now so gone

I'm just thinking what to do
Don't know why, but I love You
Can't stop writing verses, see
My writing skills r too OP
Every single day love U
How to stop? What should I do?
Why couldn't I see what I've done?
Destroyed good future, it is gone
N now I'm just dying inside
Don't know what to do and how
I love U n that is all
I'm experiencing a fall

I lost U, I wanna cry
Wth? What happened? Y?
I feel rlly rlly bad
Don't know how to accept that
I'm just writing how it is
Without a lie, I can't do this
I feel so bad, I wanna die
Just wanna say the world "Bye!"
Wanna die without a pain
Or disappear somewhere in Spain
In the US, in the UK
Want everything to be OK
But I still cannot move on
I rlly shouldn't have been born
Cuz it's useless, y am I here?
I don't want anything to hear
I wanna cry, don't wanna laugh
Living in the world is tough
Contact with someone equals loss
Can't remove this f###ing curse