The time that I was in the tenth grade in high school, I started to write poetry and stories. I never forgotten when someone in my life made me feel like this, like a weak person that is been very hurtful to me.
Even though that we went to our separate ways, it doesn't change the pain away. Like one time me and them always share poetry and them threw me away and she threw the friendship necklace away and I never forget what it looks like.
I like to put an example of of old poem that I could try to remember. It was about true friendship and never will break away.
'When I first met you,
We were enemies and become best friends,
We grew until something bad happened,
And we came back together,
Our friendship will last forever,
True friends tells each other the truth and never lie to each other,
That why we are indescribable.'
I was hurt when I saw this and it made me feel so weak in my life and sometimes that I don't know why I am here anyways?
I had people in my life that I was been bullied and I been thrown away like no one cares or sees my problems.
Well it's life and no one knows why. I don't know why things happens.
More reasons why I am like this is that my personality are strange and weird, and mostly of my AntiSocial life. Well depression,
anxiety, eating disorder, and others that I have that made me what I am.
I don't have many friends physical cause I don't go out much like I stay home all the time. That my life. My isolation that my family made me feel worse and I don't know why this happens to me between them and me?
I don't deserve this for what I get from them, some of my family doesn't talk to me. They would be a work, be busy or doing something that I don't know about. I want to be free and I been hurt too many times and I wish that I get out of here where I live at and moved on. My past still haunts me since I was 4 years old.
I guess I deserve for what I get for granted. :(
This isn't a poem but the next one will. This is something that you all need to know the reason why I make very dark poems, and other things.