Eyes bloodshot
Where'd you go last night?
Now you're here staring at me in deep thought
Causing a non ending fight
I rather die than keep this love knot.

You're still gone, I must be dreaming.
Haven't seen your face in years.
I miss you like the sun does the moon, come back, I'm begging.
Oh how deep you've caused me to fall, so many fears.
Brother of mine I'll be waiting for your arrival.

Your eyes were a chance to heaven
Where did your heart go?
Lips tasted like sweet chocolate
Who is it that you needed?
Your laugh causing me to laugh along
I was your **** show
Hugs made me feel safe
Yes I was demoralized
Your eyes like hell
You aren't the person I admired anymore
Lips tasted like bitter chocolate
Only in this battle will I be defeated
Your laugh causing my ears to bleed
I'm the one that never needed you

Just a simple smile and hello.
Your curls twisted round my finger.
Skin bright as snow.
I've known you for a short time, but I hope you linger.
Your eyes seem to always have a magnificent glow.
I definitely feel happier.
Stay for a while now.

It's easy to dream
We leap into something unrealistic
It turns into something brighter than a sun beam
It can be crushed for being so dramatic
We let them blow our self esteem
If we fail at them we go ballistic
They can be our paradise or nightmares, that's how it seems
Creat it and let it be idealistic

Iron horse
You and I
Give it a go
Stay with me
My heart is cold
Let me take a sip of your warm soul
It'll be for the better not the worse
Just hold me close

Distraction.
Never did I think you could **** me in
Into your world, full of destruction
I felt the safest and I was smitten to it
To you.

Hands half the size of my own
Petite fingers to hold onto my large ones
Face of an angelic wolf
Little fuzz to call hair for a while
Legs that kick for taste of the new world
Body soon to be bloomed into something majestic

Freedom is what you quinch for
Run with the sun
Don't stop, keep going, don't look back
Escape from the city
Follow the road you see in your dreams
Let everything come into action
Run before you are to caught up in one moment
There's plenty more to see

Make me into her
Tear my every limb and simple piece of flesh and bone
Mold me into her
Put every piece of me, add new ones that you may need
Design me like her
Fix every frivolous detail, add on as you please
Creat whatever you want
Although it's not what you need

We can run now
          Freedom
              You
               Me

There, here, over there
     It doesn't matter
                 Us

           Do you?
            Never
               Ok
             Gone
               Me

              Bye

Death is beautiful for the man that waits for death to call upon him
Not the man who leaves without a say
Now all his days are dim
It'd be easier on him if you would've chose to stay

Big house
Big family
Big thoughts
Small room
Small love
Small keen thoughts
I hate this house, it's not home
This family has a hole
Thoughts controlled by demons
Its just a house

My name is happy
People question why my name is a foreign word for my emotions
Happy is what im supposed to be
I am like a typical teenager
Happy on the outside, numb on the inside
I just show how I really feel
I am the pain you can't see within others eyes
I am the cover you use daily
A cover named happy