"PIease dont wait for me", they're her last words,
Just as that last flight, she boards,
Leaving me all alone in a state of poetic trance,
She didn't even try to give us a second chance.
The love she showed and the promises she made,
Broken in mere seconds in that dreadful raid,
Lost in the past, loving someone who was never mine,
With wet eyes I write and it happens to rhyme.
Slowly dissolving into the world of hate,
I thought it had always been my fate,
To be broken and be left beyond repair,
Just reading my work in awe and despair.
But everything changed, an old friend arrived,
Knowing my scars, to help me she strived,
Maybe happiness wanted to give me another glance,
It turns out maybe life did give me another chance,
Helplessly I fell for the same trick again,
In hope that it'll cleanse that old stain,
She ensured she would always be there,
"Just trust me,"she said," I'll always be fair "
With time my fate eventually started to change,
All that had happened,now didn't feel strange,
I thought She liked me and we'll get along,
I thought our bond would always remain Strong.
But time is very cruel, it never remains the same,
I guess with me, it always loves to play this game.
Just as everything seemed better, he came along,
A distant-cousin who thought all this was wrong.
He asked her to mercilessly cut-off our old bond,
Unwillingly she did so,for of him she was long fond,
Not knowing what to do she asked me to understand,
For I cared for her, I silently waved my hand.
I thought I was strong enough to forget,
Everything that happened from the day we met,
For she loved him and would be happy with him,
I waved her goodbye, even though I would get dim.
But she stopped me from going I dont know why,
She said she wanted to say something other than goodbye,
She thanked me. for undustandlng and being always there,
I suddenly went blank and gave. her a long stare.
"I didn't do anything that I can compare,
With what you had done during my nightmares,
You helped me. recover and showed me a wau,
I really wish I could've; made you stay.
But you know I'm not that strong,
I can't forget our old cherished bond,
I'll always be. here if you ever come. back,
I'll wait for you even during the all black. "
I knew she had to leave but I gave it a try ,
And I guess it was futile for she said goodbye
I saw her turn back and just walk away,
From that moment I felt my life turning grey.
She left me all alone with this great pain,
I guess it all happened to me once again,
For ln the end She said "be happy wherever you may be',
But I wont ever be back," So please dont wait for me
It's about how people still cling to their feelings after their breakup and jjst don't move on.
