"watchu" poems
Walking around amsterdam airport with a bag smelling like tea tree oil a flight, a bus , a coach and a 25 min walk to go ---
but for now,
I'm standing in the wrong line.
Twice.
He calls me out in 53 seconds bursts/
Stinging laughing tears trickle jump ooze --
It was only a matter of time until he would see this deeply,
only I didn't think it would feel so much like
questioning what it is I actually want from my actions and why I'm destroying so much to get there.
Or finally knowing that my self consciousness manifests as a narcissistic, heavy missile on the other side of existence.
Or that I'd be thanking him, even through this blurred pain in my chest.
That I would push away just to feel that tidal pull of love's metaphysical gravity spool and spin , turning vortexes, drawing me back to him as the worlds we built burn , rendered to fragrant ashes.
Some where else
it feels different,
lighter...
In the world behind my eyes
landscape weather systems....
swierall /
cloaouudss! We are playing
despite the uncertainty
still,
life lives her vibrant hues through me.
watchu playin at fool !!
Dance where the music is , let her 10pm sunset strokes caress you to sleep.
My centre's essence clear water sustenance
ready to flow through these charred veins,
giving myself over to mystery,
you are further away then you've been still
geographically I'm the closest I've been to you since last.
board the plane
love rushing forth for the angered tiredness from your voice runs rings round my mind,
prompts me
I'm praying now, in ernest, to Great Spirit that I may have the humility and strength, humor and vision in this becoming....
time is shushing me now,
give yourselves the healing space, she croons as I sleep sailing through the atmospheric ocean.
May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015 at 2:55 AM UTC
Write for me
She said
Write me a poem
Write something just for me
Nothing u had before
Explain to me
She says there’s something about a man
Expressing his self
Express and show me
With your sweat words
How deep you care for me
Write for me
About me, watchu think of me when u hear my name
Write about how u truly feel for me
Write something that will fill up are gap of connection
I want your words to feed my stomach up with your love
I wanna feel watchu feel
See how you feel as i read and see your feelings so vividly
Will you write something nice for me
She said to me
Something mean full
Something from the heart
Only from the heart, it’s only right
Could u write me a love poem
So i can play it like my favorite song
Make it good
Good i smile everytime
A love poem, just for me from you
Write to me and at the end
Let It say yours truly
Write to my heart
Write for me
Dec 1, 2017
Dec 1, 2017 at 2:36 PM UTC