Time to get untop
Been drug down
and stepped on
im untop now
and your being smashed on
Use to say my **** was alright
Now you callin me every night
I get my **** hard
cause you bout to break my bed board
your *** so fat it looks like a fat kids face stuffed with cake
and **** can you make dat *** shake
its almost terrifying like that anaconda typa snake
so yeah im smokin and ashin on your back and them ****** jigglin
So they ain't fake
for gods sake
For gods sake for gods sake

Chili Powder infiltrates my kitchen
Oh boy Oh boy This is bitchen
I Flip the switch to Domestic Housewife
sharp knifes and measuring cups
I reach untop of the stove
to Find my Spatula
Flip my meat I got cooking
check the clock
as my buzzer rings
I stir the crock ***
My onions are suateed
My face is melting
But cooking
relieves me
I know that this will all pay off
when my friends walk in
Super Bowl Sunday
Even Jesus would sport sweatpants and his favorite teams Jersey

I can't ******* think
when all I think about
is ******* you
I remember how you liked me biting the back of your neck
and how you liked me to leave my hand marks on you shoulders
as I went deeper and deeper into you
you were such a fun little ****
yeah you liked when I pressed on your chest so hard
when I was untop that a slight movement from you would snap your fragile collar bones.
yeah you were fun
But im done with you now
why can't you understand I never loved you im sorry
you were nothing to me but a ****
so why can't I stop thinking about you
probably because I loved ******* you
Oh wait nowadays that's what most people think love is
im sorry for your confusion darling

Clean up this mess
when alone we cry
clean me up
like my ***** hands

I soak up your filth
im a dream weaver
I slap myself
is this real

Do I dream of me untop of you
scream my name again
call me lovely
call me darling

I don't remember the exact day we first meet
Or the date of our first kiss
It was long ago and a blur away
But I can recall how it felt
The last time we kissed when it still meant something
The last time you pushed your hips against mine
With love still beating in your chest
The urgency and passion of you grinding untop of me
As I was melting into you
The beauty of the dream swimming from your eyes into mine
The helpless state of being yours
Because you were mine
The way you song my name with sunshine in your voice
The days of dreams perfection
The chapters of a perfct life
Before we had to read
The fairy tale of forevers end
The world crumbled beneath me
And you slipped away
As if you were made of gun smoke and oceans mist
And even now
With years between us
Swimming from my reach with the echos of mermaids
Your only a dream away from perfection

We laid there
Untop of pitch
Wading in water’s sound
The spot surrounded by an absent crowd
They awaited our voices
We sang, we kissed
Never did the sun shadow us
Not for a second did we want to move
In the heart of the process
In the absence of home
We found something else