"unmerged" poems
The world revolves and I can't hold it’s pace
neither roll around the unending cycles
may be it is the grey hues polluting my growth
or this age that is fiercely catching up with me
The sun rises and there I lay watching it rays
numbed, unwanted, determined and yet focused
such days I just wish for a lover's touch
I long for that unending lullaby uncorrupt
Sometimes the silence in the pain cascades
It trickles in droplets settling on the morning dew
and I wish to follow its pace, lay in the calm want
be carefree and unrestrained from emotions
I wish I could feel the rhythm of another heart
declare the green sheen of the unfolding leaves
as we lay counting the stars and making starts
laughing aimlessly as the joy surfaces unearthed
But all I see is the hurt of what love bears
the ones who held my soul close are strangers
unable to feel my innate palpable rhythms
fading on and on to a distanced and unmerged shore
Aug 4, 2018
Aug 4, 2018 at 12:32 PM UTC
Dull throbbing twilight.
I bit my tongue so
hard it bled.
A voice spoke:
said she'll be in Europe,
unmerged.
I will be in Europe.
Take
this moment alone
to hide behind the earth.
Pain as an open door,
forward motion encouraged.
Written word repeated today:
begin your _year_.
Robed in fluid, and in hurt,
obsequious dead
anchored
In dusted pillars rise.
An object held motionless by the sun’s gaze.
A vital outpouring of stillness,
as ninety degrees of intensifying steps
cascade like waterfalls.
Jan 11, 2018
Jan 11, 2018 at 5:51 PM UTC
I start frm everest leeward
you from its windward
Step by step wayward,
To top we fight hard.
There we shall meet ,
There we shall eat,
Rest after we beat ,
All odds to clinch it.
The wall looks rough,
At times we laugh,
Others we sulk enough,
To a point of abominable silence.
We like to compete in a way,
Checking each other's move and say,
Judging each others act in dismay,
Our heads in unsaid depression.
The abundant love is there,
We can manage to everest top,
Only if we drop this nuisance
And naivety by all means.
You are great on appearance,
My greatness is unmerged too ,
let's drop the bad attitude and give everything
To make it to the end.
Jan 4, 2019
Jan 4, 2019 at 11:34 PM UTC
Embarrassed by surrounding,
it's simple as can be.
Happiness just simply isn't meant for me.
While you all cheer in absolute delight,
I'll try to force through another night.
Dec 30, 2016
Dec 30, 2016 at 8:59 AM UTC