Dear pills,
I eat you everyday
Sometime to take away the pain
To take away what my life has become
Please oh please just let me be numb
I never wanted to end up this way
After watching my mom pop them day after day
Oh dear pill please take me away
I'm too fat, annoying sad all the time
Why is this pill making me happy I feel skinny, loved, so alive
Ill just take one because my tooth hurts
Then another for my headache
Oh wait my backs is sore
I forgot what Is hurting thanks for taking away the pain
Oh dear pill I'll have another just in case it comes back
' no I'm fine I promise'
Is a lie I will say
' babe its not candy'
Is what my man will say
He doesn't understand the feelings that haunt me day after day
The depression will always stay
'Just give me one more
I promise I will stop'
Tomarrow I won't need them
Tomorrow I'll be strong
Well tommarrow has come
I'm no longer feeling numb
My arms,legs,back,head,hair hurt
I don't want to move
My heart is racing my eyes are throbbing
Please dear pill I need one more to get through today
I'll give you anything you want
Money,love, my heart and soul
Just please take it, take it all
Just take away my pain.
Dear pill why did I take you
I feel so ashamed
I'm toxic to my loved ones
I don't know why they stay
They don't no how bad this habit is
Because I say I'm okay
I need help please help me
Please dear pills oh please just go away.

God I just wanna know you.
You say you know me by name,
Well I wanna know you by name.
Lord what will it take to know you like your own son knows you?
I just want to fall in love with you God.
Just to dance for you
Just to sing for you
I would want nothing else God.
Nothing else... Cause your all that gratifys.
I wanna speak like you speak.
And have the faith that you had to heal so many hearts, God I want that.
You brought a dead body back to life countless times.... And if you live in me, doesn't that mean I have that?
If you were heaven on earth and you're in me doesn't that mean You are  heaven on earth  going through me?
Ihave such a longing and passion to just dwell in you just to romance you lord. I would be forever satisfied.
Be my all consuming fire.
I don't want you just sometimes
I don't want you just tommarrow
Or just today
I want you in every minute of every hour because Lord you define me.
You give me an identity that is longer than temporary.
Romance me God.
Show me you're deepests passion
Lord I just wanna know you.
I would be forever satisfied.

I heard that tomorrows not promised today...
But what if what if I died tommarrow?
What would they have to say?
I don't want no regrets no no.

They seem alone
in the side of road
No one to bother
no one to care
Cold not matter
nor the lightning
Tommarrow's are not
a concern for them
Indulging thoughts
of future,
A future is not for them
We are blessed
cursed one's suffer
Are you fullfing the wish of Him ?
Alone they seem
in dark life of thiers
or it seem,
But you won't see
He sat beside them
I am in you
I am in him
You and me are breathing chores