"nakupenda" poems
He said, to be with you
beside you, having you carry my seed would have been the honor
Watching you, exist with me inside of you, you don't understand
They'll never understand…….you, how much I feel for you
You are three ladies in one, many days an less nights
An African goddess, you hold moons, your eyes……I cannot bear to look into
**** looking into them eyes of yours is like looking at a thousand fireflies in harmony
In agreement with this mere in me that we beheld beautiful
He said, turn around and face me
Let the stars pause in their quest, moons behold you
Let dawn make her entrance earlier and still she won't come close to you, no she cannot compete
Nothing comes close to you…….no…….nothing
For you hold more grace and class than any other creature thats walked the face of the earth
See you have this pride, this je se nais quoi that no one else possesses
when I see you….
Ladies and gentleman I stood there knees shaking, heart pounding
This man knew how to string words, to pick em like one would pick a rose come to me
present them an say these I picked for you, they remind me of you, for like them you are forever
He knew how to cater sweet poetry to a woman
I blushed
Studying the art in his gaze,
he took a breathe
He said, how many times must I tell you, kissing you, holding you is like that of a rose
it lingers, stays with me, keeps me wide awake
I am more aware of you, your presence, your existence more than I have been of any other woman
You are bone of my bones, flesh of my flesh my Eve, my Rachel, my Rebecca
Mother of my offspring, lover of my soul, Nakupenda milele
no words
Dec 16, 2013
Dec 16, 2013 at 6:52 PM UTC
My baby sings to me sometimes
A gift of wind from her lungs. Giving up the thing they love the most.
She explains to me “Mpenzi, wakati mwingine inabidi tujitoe sadaka”
Meaning “My love, sometimes we have to sacrifice”
I know the tale more than most. My mother was a sun too in love with the stars so she gave us some of her bright and sat on the throne of the moon, watching us shine on the midnight of her skin.
My baby sings to me sometimes
Songs about trees, but not the brown of the branches but the dark of her roots, the basin of her belly where her pride comes from. Just like that of her mother and her mother before her.
“Umekula leo?” “Have you eaten today?”, “because it is the nature of my hands to care for your body, and the nature of my heart to care for your soul”.
My baby sings to me sometimes
She hums “lala salama” like a ritual to chase away night mares.
She whispers “nakupenda” like she doesn't trust her lips to say what her heart means.
And she sings, like only queens do, like only dreams do.
My love, I have gathered your voice in the desert of my favourite memories, and yours is the background music to everything good that has ever happened to me.
So sell me your whisper, and hum me a song about stars and midnight and moons that used to be suns. And I will pay the price, I will peel the skin from my secrets and show you all the parts of me where I hide God.
Because wakati mwingine inabidi tujitoe sadaka, but most times we don’t.
May 26, 2016
May 26, 2016 at 5:51 PM UTC
I'm going to give you the best answer
you've never had
to all the questions
you never ask
Nakupenda
Your legacy is unwritten
which means it is untold
remain silent
until it is worth speaking of
truth-full-y
I see you
the way a mirror see's itself
encompassed by its purpose
forgetting
its worth seeing
not just using to be seen into
There is a lot of love in the world
of a loveless people
There is a lot to be seen
thru a faceless peep hole
Keep that key and the spare
on stand by
Stand by until you don't need to open doors
sparingly
Be strong
Insecurities don't compromise beauty
beauty compromises insecurities
A conflict worth sorting out
Speak to yourself
more than you are spoken about
Trace the lines of your hand
don't memorize them
but forget not the familiarity
Never get lost in the lines of another
Always find your way back home
There is no place quite like you
Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 10:02 AM UTC
Je,ni jahannamu kwa nani
Nakupenda hata wakati unaniumiza
Tuli kuwa na kila mmoja
Lakini tulipoteana
Na sasa ninakutafuta
Lakini hutaki kupatikana
Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 2:53 PM UTC