"mable" poems
Just because they have disappeared
does not mean that
i'm clutter-free.
It's a cluster-free, a clusterfuck of ******* insanity.
My uncle left right after
my Grampa's funeral,
split like a chicken's *****
"he's in the airforce
or some other human-processing factory,"
Ma would say to me.
My aunt mable,
dipped out
dripped out two kids
then split
like a pillsbury biscuit.
My aunt pat's mom,
left Aunt pat on Aunt FLo's doorstep,
in the sole of her instep,
stepped out on a kid
and a husband
with a left shoe,
the right one
was left behind.
My pops
was forced out,
I saw him drag Ma
through the halls,
saw him whip her face in
with the brass-end
of a leather belt,
everybody's face was leathery
when the cops came in.
There is a litany of disappearing faces
in my family picture, a litany
of the disappeared
who reappear
over thanksgiving and christmas dinners,
when we wax nostalgiac
or hurt
over turkey,
gravy,
and biscuits.
Over love
and how many are missing.
Jan 25, 2012
Jan 25, 2012 at 12:24 AM UTC
speaks the sepia soldier, what say you-
the grass no longer greens
nor is greener blurred through waters-
temperatures rising tasting compromising flavors
savors sun-kissed fables
staples followed Mable
Mayflower, spring strings with color
streaming ribbons gleaming
glass against fingertips
and breath- like a tiger, or a rat
frantic like the dying man's last rap
prayers echoed like-
air.
falls from the precipice to another peak,
"we never speak"
precious, precious, pretentious
quote us phrases, lay we down like concrete,
in concrete
surrounded by concrete where we'll dance and it won't matter that
we aren't dancing
May 18, 2011
May 18, 2011 at 7:23 PM UTC
he got some bad blood
running up his veins
he got some wolf teeth
tearing up that lace like that
he got some soft lips
kissing the mayors no good ***** rotten rich teenage daugther, with her red lips and her bad intensions
he got himself a real nice face
smiling like that, getting 20 percent off addi mays special pancakes with pork bacon and scarmbled eggs drizzled with her top-secret mable syrup
*the boy got himself some bad blood, wolf teeth, soft lip and a real nice ******* face*
Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 1:43 AM UTC
its almost unearthing
so many facets of life,
the one undeserving
thats the moment we choose
cuts like a butter knife
its our line
on my table
that crossed his mind
not a book or fable
just rides her spines
like the co-withoutcane or able
mouths the time
and only ***** her navel
paths or signs
**** deals or crime
alpine 12 box
right out of the green outback
called her mable
youre just a dangerous *****
and i want faithful
slavery for sin
ninja
i just want to be forgiven
im dressed in black
waiting for the hurst
im the one in the back
tempted to call for an angel
reminisce on girls that loved ****
and just went with it even tho it hurts
youre now thinking
so thats why this ***** mother *******
in church
resting his hands on mother mary
is how it works?
grab them beads for god and shove them
wear it bursts
im not hating on any religion
its just faith isnt worth mentioning
without some questioning to listening
im not saying anything is forbidden
go ahead hold your books in the
air
call me none christian
show me god and how much you
care
i doubt he listens
go home and practice the same
or just realize you are like everyone else and we dont know who to blame
for why were so ****** up not sane
but thats why i choose to remain my claim as the only thing not pure or plain
Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 12:23 AM UTC
a
auntie mable said to me
said they would hang me..
coming from wales
and poetically placed
(her lilting prophesy
common amid family..)
b
i was bemused at the time
we sat in the bar..red wine
dribbled off her chin
she ****** back in
hang me why
she knew not why
why is a sin
why is a sin boy..
Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 6:43 AM UTC
Nasty ol' Mable
Was rude at the table
To her parents and brother and sis
For her to behave
was the one thing they craved
For it was they're only wish
Mashed potatoes on the door
Green beans on the floor
Oh what were they going to do
Though they had wept
They had to accept
That the girl was only two
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 5:47 PM UTC
yesterday we used to pray
today you say it ought not be that way
I was born in the gutter my mother was a *****
she sold her junk in the trunk in back of the liquor store
I was raised by my grandma Mable
feeding her dog underneath the table
back then as a young G living came most naturally
as the years would pass having every reason to grasp
those silly days of my youth with the loose tooth
shopping trips at the nearby mall
playing bat and ball at the end of my street
Pop Rocks those fancy socks eating candy with the dots
loose lips sinks ships took some time to move those hips
Went to high school thought I was way to cool
smoking **** listening to boom box with Scot Lerock
block parties that where it began the day I became a man
working on my tan selling dope down at the 8th Street Station
getting busted by the cops doing time
made a name for myself on the streets
The hustler was soon released had the best of suits but a noose around my neck
What the heck had to put things in check
Had my mind on my money but my money was gone
Until that day I went to church payed a visit with the savior
Now I get high with the Lord up in the sky
No fly by or getting shot in the eye
God is good to those who love & put him first
Most of my friends were in the back seat of a hearst
The moral of this dope joint is have faith in God
Forget about your good for nothing friends yet who are they anyway
Let us learn to stay humble everyday and bow the knee to pray
Couldn't share my story any other way
Jul 29, 2017
Jul 29, 2017 at 6:48 PM UTC
Well I can't be the man of your dreams,
But I can drag you out of deep.
Show you shady lights and gleams,
Pull you out of sleep.
Well I can't give you fields of gold,
Ain't no diamonds out of fable,
But I can keep you out of cold,
With you my heart is so much mable.
And if you close the doors,
I'll never see the light again.
This shiny smile of yours,
It causes agony and pain.
Don't you see you are my dope
And when I fall you are my rope.
In darkest days and deepest ponds
Don't leave me, don't take away my hope!
Oh, when you leave there is no life,
There's only shadow of my heart.
Inside of me there is a strife
Which is tearing me apart.
And if you close the doors,
I'll never see the light again.
This shiny smile of yours,
It causes agony and pain.
Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 6:18 AM UTC
once our auntie mable spake unto me
they, unbeknownest, would hang me and then
she so riddled as to the whys and when
as faith, chaff me not,and i will tell thee
child,tis but a sin,to ask,verily..
for i was only a boy.. nine or ten
or so in truth for i have forgotten
but that which remains in my memory
why..and transfixed by ruby drops of wine
that cascaded from off her lily white chin
as she drank and ****** in lost residues
as the last **** and the barman calls time
as it seems that such loss has turned to wine
in vino there is love and veritas..
Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 9:31 AM UTC
Winter stands on flat frozen feet.
Cold circles swirl, move and in
daylight masquerade.I am
blinded by the stinging swirl.
Here, near my window,
the cat's bowl rests
on the dark plank floor
This season's Specter, the
Ghost days wipe all memory
of high soft summer winds,
a deep water, strong
and free summertime songs.
May I be patient with this winter
cold mutt of a gun down on the
wide hipped grey trench which
in summer feeds my poetry.
You may ask why I seldom write
these days.
I wait for you. I warm
that for which you are
not responsible.
But like Mable in my poems
you sing.
Caroline Shank
2.10.22
Feb 10, 2022
Feb 10, 2022 at 8:53 PM UTC
my grandfather
a liverpudlian
bus driver sat of an
ev´en in the kitchen and
vehemently demanded
right of way
before god and man..
(or so it is recorded..)
i recall him being smaller-
a darkness before a mirror
putting lard on his hair-
a prerequisite to exhausted sleep
in his favorite armchair..
we,his family would gather..
(round..)
grandfather duly revisited his day
he bucked and contorted..
a scissored hand a pedestrian..
his slippered feet sort break and clutch
but performed a little known dance instead..
with an all change he´d swung into position:
babe in arms
halfpastthree
sidewinder..
onetime he slept with his knees on the floor
and his head under the cover..
auntie mable was nearly ill with suppressed laughter..
children,can of course be fearful moralists...
tired of the humiliation i released a guffaw..
that was the kind of little boy i was..
priggish but thought an idiot..
the adults groaned..
grandfather opened a beautiful pale blue eye..
later,in the garden
in the day light
he said he and i could
be great friends...
Sep 9, 2017
Sep 9, 2017 at 6:15 AM UTC