at this point, i don't know what to do
i just feel like i'm constantly floating
on the verge of drowning
a constant state of melancholy

i tell myself it'll get better as time passes
but is it really true?
or am i just feeding myself lies
just so that i can maybe make it through

day after day
i feel my soul being eaten away
by this monster i've been trying to find
but alas its been me all along

if only i could **** the monster that's been hurting me
but that would meen killling myself too
and maybe thats not so bad after all.