You Lay Me Down . . .
As You Begin To Strip My Clothes Off One By One. . .
You Start To Whisper ***** Secerts In My Ear. . .
You Make Your Way Down To My Neck With Your Cherry Lips With Every Kiss So Pure And Irresitable. . .
You Slowly Go Down All The Way To My Waist Line. . .
Your Fingers Begin To Tingle As You Pull Down My Underwear. . .
You Gently Go Deep To Explore My Inside. . .
As I Start To Groan Your Name Out Loud. . .

on the caller ID
my friend sitting next to me
told me to ignore it
to ignore you
like you ignored me
before you got bored
and crawled back
still managing to have
some sort of an upper hand

but my left thumb
seemed magically drawn
to that little blinking green phone
that was the symbol
of how irresitable I still find you  

and when I answered the phone
you greeted me
with a soft murmur of my name

I have never enjoyed hearing my name more

To the irresitable pleasures

i want to say
You have made me feel extant, alive even.
occasionally massive
like illuminations
burning heavy full of light
quick to disintegrate
vanish.
damage all.
damage me.
my sanctuary & my perdition
my liberator and my foe
all dreams & nightmares combined in Your utterances
Your misreckoning causes destruction
wherever i go
impossible to live with.
Always & wholly worthy of my demise.