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"gringos" poems
Wussup, professional Latina? Diversity been good 2 U? Water warm enough 4 U? Shaking down enuf rich gringos to fund your Non-Profit? (*speak against capitalismo here*) Got time for la Revolución after your pedicure today? (mention the border here) still watching Oprah, Abuela? heard from your third ex-husband recently? Wussup consummate professional. (*turn on NPR here*) Got nail polish? Got car waxed? Got investments? (take a networking business lunch here) Have you streaked your hair enuf? (mention indigenismo here) I hope you are caring well for all the nietos and still have time to be a tiburona (insert italicized Spanish word here) How are all your gente ? (*mention mujeres fuertes here*) Hey Latina - when did you move out of the barrio ? (*mention La Raza here*) Mujer Latina—wussup. how is Gringolandia workin' out 4 U ? (turn off Univision here) 'cause if the oppression gets too bad you could always move back to Venezuela or Chihuahua or San Juan,  or... (*mention Trump here*) ...Miami?
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Apr 22, 2017
Apr 22, 2017 at 7:01 PM UTC
Latina en la tina
Que lenguaje mas hermoso el que produce palabras de alegria como es el te amo, te quiero y te adoro. Dicen que los latinos somos ruidosos, llenos de energia y poca cordura, pero es que no entienden que el español no tiene limites, no tiene volumen, solo frescura. Grita tus palabras indigenas, huracan, coqui, fotuto, Boricua, esas palabras tainas tan bellas que usamos cada dia. Porque tienes miedo cuando te sale el "Spanglish" si los gringos no pueden pronunciar ni "Porto Wico" asi que curate con un  "bad english" porque nunca tendras que procuparte por decir RRRRico como un chino. Mi lenguaje no puede morir porque dentro de sus palabras estan las llamas de un Neruda, la negrura de un Llorens, la fortaleza de un Albizu. Oh cuanto te amo, te quiero, te adoro Puerto Rico por enseñarme el español que uso para enamorar a tus hermosas mujeres. Oh cuanto te amo, te quiero, te adoro Puerto Rico por eseñarme el español que uso para luchar contra los que ya no te quieren.
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Jan 29, 2012
Jan 29, 2012 at 11:23 PM UTC
Mi Lenguaje No Puede Morir
Excuse me Sir, I'm ready to order. Can I please get some breakfast sandwiches and a couple of bagels? Uh, excuse me rudeness! What the hell was that look for? Can you believe this motherfucker?! One look at my nopal and he went straight into his skinhead manners brown paper bag and picked up a big ol' hand full of **** you" and put it all over his ******* face. I like how now racism has a new look. Indifference and side ways looks. I still ******* matter. I have a right to be where I please. As a matter of fact, I have a right to be. If I want a bagel I would like it without a side of Caucasian ******* Pinches gringos cabrones.
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May 17, 2013
May 17, 2013 at 3:39 PM UTC
Mexicans In Santa Cruz
I was born in a cold land, The leaves bright orange like the sun And a dusting of icy dew on wilted grass; I was born in sanitary white and surgical blues, Incubated, saved, isolated; Mamá cried: In the motherland, mi Apá would’ve had to choose. I was born into exile. I was born to immigrants, Brown like the dirt Mis abuelos grow caña in, Like the leaves, glorious colors past; I was born foreign. I was born in Español, Accented with indigenous words, Bastardized like our foods and dance; I was born and placed At the care of a deer’s eye, Tied red around my wrist, A wooden cross, A brown ****** A blue-eyed Niño Dios. I lived in dust for 2 years. I ran free, in fields of milpa, In fields of caña, In zocalos with Colorful waving paper flags And statues of generals. I played with cousins, Sharing bolis and nieve, The hot clay burning our feet, Racing to cool down at the spring. And then I was brought back for school: Los gringos van a estudiar, They whispered, a bit mocking, about me, 4 years old, a girl, In a place where girls were good for marriage, University for the rich, snobby folks Of faraway cities. I came back to the cold land in spring. A small barrio of tall broken down buildings, Tiny apartments that became havens At the sound of guns at night. There was no more running around freely, No more campos, no more town squares. School was foreign, There was English to learn, A struggle to lose the accent, To make the thick words Comfortable in my tongue.
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Jan 8, 2013
Jan 8, 2013 at 1:22 AM UTC
autobiotry- incomplete
I was born in a cold land, The leaves bright orange like the sun And a dusting of icy dew on wilted grass; I was born in sanitary white and surgical blues, Incubated, saved, isolated; Mamá cried: In the motherland, mi Apá would’ve had to choose. I was born into exile. I was born to immigrants, Brown like the dirt Mis abuelos grow caña in, Like the leaves, glorious colors past; I was born foreign. I was born in Español, Accented with indigenous words, Bastardized like our foods and dance; I was born and placed At the care of a deer’s eye, Tied red around my wrist, A wooden cross, A brown ****** A blue-eyed Niño Dios. I lived in dust for 2 years. I ran free, in fields of milpa, In fields of caña, In zocalos with Colorful waving paper flags And statues of generals. I played with cousins, Sharing bolis and nieve, The hot clay burning our feet, Racing to cool down at the spring. And then I was brought back for school: Los gringos van a estudiar, They whispered, a bit mocking, about me, 4 years old, a girl, In a place where girls were good for marriage, University for the rich, snobby folks Of faraway cities. I came back to the cold land in spring. A small barrio of tall broken down buildings, Tiny apartments that became havens At the sound of guns at night. There was no more running around freely, No more campos, no more town squares. School was foreign, There was English to learn, A struggle to lose the accent, To make the thick words Comfortable in my tongue.
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His first love should've been basketball and his second, girls because his name was Juan and he represented the white, red and blue bandera, *Dominicano puro cien porciento del capital entiendes compai?* understand homie? and that label meant that he threw empty beer bottles at abandoned houses and smoked second hand **** because he was too broke to buy from the good dealers and he hollered at girls with wide hips and short skirts that walked by (oye mama tu si eres linda ven aquí!) they would giggle and roll their eyes at him but of course because he was one of those light skinned boys, the type with light eyes and smooth brown hair that every girl dreamed about, they would holler at him back the very next day // His first love was basketball and his second, was not girls, his second love was words; it was the craziest ******* thing in the world, to be a boy and not be crazy over women is one thing, but to be Dominican and not in love with every muchacha en el Barrio es una cosa de los maricones! as his best friend would say as he shook his head disappointedly, muthafucka had the finest beauties the Caribbean had to offer swooning as he spoke, and he was in love with palabras de los gringos? but it didn’t matter, he loved words like the junkies loved drugs and like his best friend loved women, and while every other sin verguenza on his block would dance to the hypnotizing beat of merengue and bachata, he would watch by on the roof of the abandoned building nearby and he would write it all down: how the lights of the neighborhood had never seen more alive and how old man Victor looked youthful dancing next to the neighborhood ***** and how his mother looked happier than she had in a long time, swaying her body to the calming voice of the old music she hadn't head in a while and yes he was still the boy that threw beer bottles at abandoned windows and smoked second hand **** because he was too broke to afford the real stuff and he still hollered at girls who wore shirts too low but in the shadow of all the happiness up on the roof, he was not Juan, best basketball player on the team, Dominicano cien porciento y no te lo olvides, repping the white, red and blue bandera instead he was Juan, the light skinned boy who liked the palabras de los gringos because of the way they rolled off his tongue and he had decided that he liked it better that way (h.l.)
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Sep 18, 2015
Sep 18, 2015 at 6:28 PM UTC
amor de pendejo (foolish love)
His first love should've been basketball and his second, girls because his name was Juan and he represented the white, red and blue bandera, *Dominicano puro cien porciento del capital entiendes compai?* understand homie? and that label meant that he threw empty beer bottles at abandoned houses and smoked second hand **** because he was too broke to buy from the good dealers and he hollered at girls with wide hips and short skirts that walked by (oye mama tu si eres linda ven aquí!) they would giggle and roll their eyes at him but of course because he was one of those light skinned boys, the type with light eyes and smooth brown hair that every girl dreamed about, they would holler at him back the very next day // His first love was basketball and his second, was not girls, his second love was words; it was the craziest ******* thing in the world, to be a boy and not be crazy over women is one thing, but to be Dominican and not in love with every muchacha en el Barrio es una cosa de los maricones! as his best friend would say as he shook his head disappointedly, muthafucka had the finest beauties the Caribbean had to offer swooning as he spoke, and he was in love with palabras de los gringos? but it didn’t matter, he loved words like the junkies loved drugs and like his best friend loved women, and while every other sin verguenza on his block would dance to the hypnotizing beat of merengue and bachata, he would watch by on the roof of the abandoned building nearby and he would write it all down: how the lights of the neighborhood had never seen more alive and how old man Victor looked youthful dancing next to the neighborhood ***** and how his mother looked happier than she had in a long time, swaying her body to the calming voice of the old music she hadn't head in a while and yes he was still the boy that threw beer bottles at abandoned windows and smoked second hand **** because he was too broke to afford the real stuff and he still hollered at girls who wore shirts too low but in the shadow of all the happiness up on the roof, he was not Juan, best basketball player on the team, Dominicano cien porciento y no te lo olvides, repping the white, red and blue bandera instead he was Juan, the light skinned boy who liked the palabras de los gringos because of the way they rolled off his tongue and he had decided that he liked it better that way (h.l.)
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The scene was chaos almost like black friday at El Wallmarto. people being pushed around by gringo's who didnt even own a pair of spandex tights. Or even know the glory of winning a no holds barred naked lumberjack with a ***** splintter match. The people needed a hero. they screamed for the legends return please poppi save us from the ordinary. My amigo's were persecuted and i sat helpless traped across the boader do to a bogus lack of green card. I must have left it in my other tights. but once again like a old man on crystal **** and ****** the champion has returned to claim his crown. And to shake his groove thing all over Hello once again. With the strength of a small well shaved bear. And the eye's of a low flying seagull I shall drop some splatters of wisdom apon my fellow amigos. Chips and salsa for everyone . no longer heartbroken from my hellcat seniorita Drew yes her bite marks i wear proudly in places I need to tan. Let the little gringos sing like pretty little birdies and senoiritas run through the fields like in thoose not so fresh comercials. Go tell amigos everywhere pour the cervesa For El ******** Rides again.
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Jan 18, 2011
Jan 18, 2011 at 6:57 PM UTC
******** Rides Again
I do not know why you moved to this side long ago, before your city became a **** zone maybe you knew something I did not you knew many things I did not, which I discovered when you politely corrected my grammar though it was my native tongue, and one you learned reading our newspapers, watching our television listening, more carefully than most, to what the gringos said you told me tales of the arena, usually after dinner, on your back porch when the shadow of the mountain covered our houses like a quiet blanket, blocking out the blistering heat of the desert day you would offer me a soda, always before my questions began your civility was strange to me at first, the adults in my family barked and cackled your words rolled out like sweet liquid and left me wanting more I never asked why you had no woman, you were as handsome as any man I knew later, years later, years of name calling later I guess I understood, maybe that was why you left your home though the blind blood of bigotry ran freely on both sides of the Rio Grande and I knew you to be courageous for when you told me the stories, as the desert sky became violet and cool, and the few cicadas began their song, you boasted not of your dangerous dance in the packed dirt of the ring, but of the art it took to silence the beast the lost look in its red *** eyes and the silent sadness you felt as the crowd cheered another beautiful death
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Sep 30, 2013
Sep 30, 2013 at 10:55 PM UTC
the bullfighter, from Juarez
El agua la manda el cielo, la tierra la puso dios. Viene el amo y me la quita, ¡la p...ita que se partió! A ver, respóndame, hermano: si esta fue tierra ´e los incas ¿de donde hay dueños de fincas con títulos en la mano? Pa mí que al pobre serrano le vienen tomando el pelo. Acequia, puquio, riachuelo todo en títulos se fragua. ¿De ´onde tiene dueño l´agua? ¡el agua la manda el cielo! Y por último, los incas no han sido los más primeros; antes los huancas ´stuvieron y antes que ellos los mochicas. Ora hay haciendas tan ricas pa sólo un dueño o pa dos y gritan a toda voz que heredaron de su padre... ¡Que no me vengan, compadre, la tierra la puso Dios! Donde no hay minas de gringos hay tierras de gamonales, pagan míseros jornales y te andan a los respingos. Se trabaja los domingos Más pior que en tiempo ´e la mita. Y hasta si tengo cholita para mi pobre querer, por el gusto de ...poder viene el amo y me la quita. Creo que, ultimadamente, debiera ser propietario quien fecunda el suelo agrario con el sudor de su frente. Así espera nuestra gente y así mesmo espero yo. Y así ha de ser, pues si no a gringos y gamonales vamo a recontrasacarle ¡la p... ita que se partió!
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Cantares campesinos
Endless tables spewing debauchery, mountains of tequila bottles piled half-empty & empty, faces lying in ***** & nuts, bodies strewn about in various poses of comprehension. Guys in the alley stood in a long line for the ****** standing, her hands against the wall. The Federales seemed as bewildered as the frolicking public & the drunk gringos having a ball listening to mariachis. They had duct tape holding their guns together, that was surreal.
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Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 5:44 PM UTC
Ensenada (South of The Border)
So wake up and what do we find, the men in black, oh, aren't they back! Didnt they blow up them planes or helped those who did or those who helped those who did? or so we heard, why the gringos went to smoke them out of their vents? The men in black, oh now so cool - we share hugs and name our friends! Women, they won't be flogged in fields, nor will they chop off erring arms, nor them planes land in k-har in exchange for killers barred, no buddhas left to smash, or so they say, but for what their books say+: so the women, just tented, working from wherever caged, men must never trim their manes even the cricketers have turned out to play, though be just the men eh! Beware if you are a poet though, or sing, or a singh - coz nobody sure if you will be lynched yet; Half the country is staying shut, half a million may run (or so says the UN) But they surely come in peace armed as they go on our humvees; Mothers throw their babies over, what a liberation! perfect sense to the kahn across the Durand fence; And no we here across the Jhelum so busy with the mayhem that anderson's caused to our playmen; Oh the reformed men in spotless black they're back across the pens, and we can now go back to sleep with not a ***** in our conscience +or as they say they say - they all say how they say is what the books say anyway
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Aug 29, 2021
Aug 29, 2021 at 2:09 PM UTC
planes in k-har
**Limp hair, Sopping, strung out Pallid skin You look hollow As if Lying on a hospital floor Was too soon for a coffin Hands smooth down frizz Your mouth, ajar Bits of chalk, grinning Only you could You itch at the humans Coming in And out In and out Who couldn’t oir tus palabras Thinking, too young and stupid An immigrant So you sat Waiting For the gringos tontos To fix you.**
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May 25, 2013
May 25, 2013 at 1:33 AM UTC
no "e"
La Kumbia Kalvinista no es ritmo vaticano se baila todo libre con la biblia en la mano La Kumbia Kalvinista es la onda reformada las sectas sí prometen—pero no entregan nada Esta cumbia trascendente, pero poco conocida es la cumbre de verdad, y predestina pura vida La Kumbia Kalvinista es la nueva nueva onda se la cantan las iglesias y ofrecen otra ronda La Kumbia Kalvinista no lo bailan los de Roma si un padre lo intenta terminará caído en coma es un baile teológico que es absurdo mientras lógico lo baile cada tribu, cada etnia y antropólogo el papa mismo, y su esposa bailan esta cumbia fabulosa tu estado de animo no es nada sino gracia predestinada lo bailan los sajones con cojones lo bailan las alemanas si le dan la ganas este baile está basado en un ritmo luterano apetece a los gringos, a los indios, y a fulano no bailaban los franceses aunque Calvin era suya si bailaban los escoceses y gritaban aleluya !
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Apr 23, 2017
Apr 23, 2017 at 8:44 PM UTC
La Kumbia Kalvinista
Now since my childhood I knew the world wasn't good Cuz back then I was misunderstood Subjugated by a system That's color blind Look into my eyes inyoull See a glimpse of a lost soul On a stroll bump the cash roll Cuz it's all a fold Debt been collected since My first steps making reps Trying to gain street fame But back then I didn't know my name But things changed for the better I'm standing up for my nation Fighting for my past ancestors Reparations They say we was lazy imagine that? Working Sun up to Sun down With a gat to the bat Or better yet a whip Or a noose I'm knocking Washington's boots loose Prepare for this lyrical ******* I ain't scared no more Made for war talkin reckless Out my maw Raised in hell so I guess I'm an outlaw Raw with my southpaw But it's all good my folks Been ready for battle if they understood We been here along with the indians mexicans they kin To us friend The gringos took all they land Then they got us fighting For our own land? What kind of ******** is that I know my history And it didn't start in slavery It started with monarchy We was pharaohs and queens Back when the scene Was black the dark ages Wasn't blank it was just us ruling the world Reppin' the black nations Still fighting for reparations They talk about the Sundance Kid Billy the Kid But what about what Nat Turner did? In 1811 Sent many souls to heaven broke the leven Claim we equal that's just a new sequel To keep minds off the ******** **** them preachers in the pulpit How the hell could God love everybody When he abhors the rich trick Games people play say **** to make you feel better But underneath they want you wetter Behind the ears how many tears? The poor gone cry no lies Look me in my eyes In you'll a 400 plus years of scorned mentality I'm tryna uplift my peeps But they it seems they mostly dumb succumb To what the world lays But hey I say **** that bull and form a litigation Come back like King said for reparations
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Jul 16, 2017
Jul 16, 2017 at 9:06 AM UTC
Reparations
Now since my childhood I knew the world wasn't good Cuz back then I was misunderstood Subjugated by a system That's color blind Look into my eyes inyoull See a glimpse of a lost soul On a stroll bump the cash roll Cuz it's all a fold Debt been collected since My first steps making reps Trying to gain street fame But back then I didn't know my name But things changed for the better I'm standing up for my nation Fighting for my past ancestors Reparations They say we was lazy imagine that? Working Sun up to Sun down With a gat to the bat Or better yet a whip Or a noose I'm knocking Washington's boots loose Prepare for this lyrical ******* I ain't scared no more Made for war talkin reckless Out my maw Raised in hell so I guess I'm an outlaw Raw with my southpaw But it's all good my folks Been ready for battle if they understood We been here along with the indians mexicans they kin To us friend The gringos took all they land Then they got us fighting For our own land? What kind of ******** is that I know my history And it didn't start in slavery It started with monarchy We was pharaohs and queens Back when the scene Was black the dark ages Wasn't blank it was just us ruling the world Reppin' the black nations Still fighting for reparations They talk about the Sundance Kid Billy the Kid But what about what Nat Turner did? In 1811 Sent many souls to heaven broke the leven Claim we equal that's just a new sequel To keep minds off the ******** **** them preachers in the pulpit How the hell could God love everybody When he abhors the rich trick Games people play say **** to make you feel better But underneath they want you wetter Behind the ears how many tears? The poor gone cry no lies Look me in my eyes In you'll a 400 plus years of scorned mentality I'm tryna uplift my peeps But they it seems they mostly dumb succumb To what the world lays But hey I say **** that bull and form a litigation Come back like King said for reparations
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Trumpty-Dumpty Building a Wall Mexico !   Will pay for it all. All of the Gringos cheered ! (mostly white men) They're going to learn To pick cotton again
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Nov 20, 2016
Nov 20, 2016 at 10:40 AM UTC
Trumpty-Dumpty
"Have you ever noticed how we are always climbing but never getting anywhere? up glass-sheered avocations and suits with bonus ties— up **** with temperamental husbands and secretaries with Monroe thighs—?" It was a rhetorical question, uncannily rhymed, in the wake of Collinses. But he didn't know that. "We are always climbing on what other backs have built: the greedy gringos and their brown-backed buey— but i'm for Scotch and soda anyway." He poured out spirits like amphoras of sin. "Oh, never mind the mess— please, sit down. What's that? The mess of lives, I mean, or whatever it is that greases the greenbacked highway to the corner office coronation." He knew the prodigal flames that lit the corporate torch—the cirque that stood in steel. He said as much: "Oh what a monstrous architecture of avarice! What a makeshift it is and so much lost for all these stacks of stuff. Sad." I pointed to the happy pair of smiles in a company frame. Levity interrupted. "What's that now? No, i've been married three times, divorced a perfect three. I know what you're thinking—" And here, he laughed as he slurried his rusty brown transgressions with an index finger. "—lucky man, he slipped the shackle three times. And sure, I'm dynamite by numbers but ******* say I'm not all that nice." "So anyway," awkwardly pivoting his grease to grin, "you'll take the job then, and I'll be commandeering your soul?" With a shit-shitting smirk. "It's a joke, of course—I can't just give you the job. You'll have to show me you can climb—" Starry-eyed empty ensued. It was enough to see the rungs permutating above his head. Unclimbed. "But we'll be in touch about opportunities—" he shook. "You know—tits and stuff." I didn't have the heart to tell him that I am, and always will be, a homosexual.
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Feb 3, 2018
Feb 3, 2018 at 2:35 PM UTC
CEO in the confessional
"Have you ever noticed how we are always climbing but never getting anywhere? up glass-sheered avocations and suits with bonus ties— up **** with temperamental husbands and secretaries with Monroe thighs—?" It was a rhetorical question, uncannily rhymed, in the wake of Collinses. But he didn't know that. "We are always climbing on what other backs have built: the greedy gringos and their brown-backed buey— but i'm for Scotch and soda anyway." He poured out spirits like amphoras of sin. "Oh, never mind the mess— please, sit down. What's that? The mess of lives, I mean, or whatever it is that greases the greenbacked highway to the corner office coronation." He knew the prodigal flames that lit the corporate torch—the cirque that stood in steel. He said as much: "Oh what a monstrous architecture of avarice! What a makeshift it is and so much lost for all these stacks of stuff. Sad." I pointed to the happy pair of smiles in a company frame. Levity interrupted. "What's that now? No, i've been married three times, divorced a perfect three. I know what you're thinking—" And here, he laughed as he slurried his rusty brown transgressions with an index finger. "—lucky man, he slipped the shackle three times. And sure, I'm dynamite by numbers but ******* say I'm not all that nice." "So anyway," awkwardly pivoting his grease to grin, "you'll take the job then, and I'll be commandeering your soul?" With a shit-shitting smirk. "It's a joke, of course—I can't just give you the job. You'll have to show me you can climb—" Starry-eyed empty ensued. It was enough to see the rungs permutating above his head. Unclimbed. "But we'll be in touch about opportunities—" he shook. "You know—tits and stuff." I didn't have the heart to tell him that I am, and always will be, a homosexual.
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Twisted mind like a tainted vine; truth confined in a sea of lies. If only I realized these lies as I lay down betrayed. They treat me like an intrusive loser, get to jobbing then fade away into obscurity like bastion ****** I once tried to search for myself but got lost along the way. I once tried to look at my reflection but it turned away. Shattered perception, scattered pieces of memories replaced by delusion. Forgot myself in all the confusion, all for fame or acceptance so I became this hollow substitution. Invisible to myself and others, and I can’t even sleep at night because I realized I’m really the monster under the covers. Tried praying to the holy father, but I ain’t got no call back so why did I even bother? I’m lost and afraid, so I write another verse hoping all these feelings will fade. Just a snap of the fingers like I’m thanos, because I can’t handle of these ******* ignorant gringos. Tried going to a logos program, but gosh **** they even more of a problem. Eating lunches with my shadow, and it feels like I’m stuck in the middle of ocean with no rowing boat or paddle! Hook: Seems like I’ve almost had enough, but you be stupid if you think I’m giving up! I’m almost up that hill now, I’m almost free now, I’m almost able to see that real me now. Yeah! Trying to find a reason to continue to rhyme or find a rhyme that will bring out my reason. The reason to keep going, the reason to keep reaching and dreaming. So I write verse after verse till it rehearsed. Cant tell if this is a gift or a curse? So I continue to going different directions like embers from a fire, and it is for that reason that I’ll never retire! I will never know unless I try, and I will never be a good father if I don’t let my past hurt die. I need to cross that edge and take a leap of faith, for staying stagnant is a waste of my breath. I know it won’t be easy, but life’s not supposed to be easy! Got to face my Goliath will only a few pebbles and a sling shot and give it all I got. I only have my self to blame or praise for overcoming these burdens, For life is a long play and I’m not ready to let down the curtains. Hook: Seems like I’ve almost had enough, but you be stupid if you think I’m giving up! I’m almost up that hill now, I’m almost free now, I’m almost able to see that real me now. Yeah!
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Jul 4, 2018
Jul 4, 2018 at 1:36 PM UTC
Emergence
Twisted mind like a tainted vine; truth confined in a sea of lies. If only I realized these lies as I lay down betrayed. They treat me like an intrusive loser, get to jobbing then fade away into obscurity like bastion ****** I once tried to search for myself but got lost along the way. I once tried to look at my reflection but it turned away. Shattered perception, scattered pieces of memories replaced by delusion. Forgot myself in all the confusion, all for fame or acceptance so I became this hollow substitution. Invisible to myself and others, and I can’t even sleep at night because I realized I’m really the monster under the covers. Tried praying to the holy father, but I ain’t got no call back so why did I even bother? I’m lost and afraid, so I write another verse hoping all these feelings will fade. Just a snap of the fingers like I’m thanos, because I can’t handle of these ******* ignorant gringos. Tried going to a logos program, but gosh **** they even more of a problem. Eating lunches with my shadow, and it feels like I’m stuck in the middle of ocean with no rowing boat or paddle! Hook: Seems like I’ve almost had enough, but you be stupid if you think I’m giving up! I’m almost up that hill now, I’m almost free now, I’m almost able to see that real me now. Yeah! Trying to find a reason to continue to rhyme or find a rhyme that will bring out my reason. The reason to keep going, the reason to keep reaching and dreaming. So I write verse after verse till it rehearsed. Cant tell if this is a gift or a curse? So I continue to going different directions like embers from a fire, and it is for that reason that I’ll never retire! I will never know unless I try, and I will never be a good father if I don’t let my past hurt die. I need to cross that edge and take a leap of faith, for staying stagnant is a waste of my breath. I know it won’t be easy, but life’s not supposed to be easy! Got to face my Goliath will only a few pebbles and a sling shot and give it all I got. I only have my self to blame or praise for overcoming these burdens, For life is a long play and I’m not ready to let down the curtains. Hook: Seems like I’ve almost had enough, but you be stupid if you think I’m giving up! I’m almost up that hill now, I’m almost free now, I’m almost able to see that real me now. Yeah!
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