why cant i cry without you being the cause
why cant you leave me
dont try and fix your mistakes
you know my name , not my personality
i show you my fake personality so that i can protect my self from you entirley
your not my mom
you can yell
you can critizize
you can call me names
to everyone else yuor a bad ***
to me you are a lowlife trying tom make herself feel better
i find it amuzing
that you think you can hurt me
that you think im crying because i want to be you
weel im not
im crying because you are so jelous
that your trying to replace my mother
one of the only exzact copys of me
well everytime you call me names
you are just hurting yourself
because i know that i am 3 times younger than you
and still the more respnsible mature reliable trustworthy person
and the only thing important is that i know that
so go ahead try to get me
try to make yourself feel better
because every word
every thought
every smirk
makes me the better person
you cant break my heart because i have a shell
a fake personality
only my blood know the real me
the secrets
the things that would crush you
thank you for making me stronger
thank you for being so low that you make a druggy seem sky high
i was only 10 when we met
but now im only 13 and i feel like im thirty
ready
ready to take on the world
im only a kid
but thanks to you im emotionaly a full grown adult
you need a script
but all i need is my mind
i play it real while you are always trying to be plastic
your blood son already hates you
i hate you
the boys hate you
what more do you want
you drove us away
are you really so low as to drive my dad away to
then the only thing you will haVE
IS A DISGUISE
the only thing youll have
is the lies that you tell everyone
your own mother is under your spell
but im not
im free
on my own
go ahead  do it
lie
because i know the truth

I was truly aware..
First things first is that i took flight..

In the dream i flew over the countryside..
then over the oceans..

It was limitless!!
I could fly as fast as i wanted to..

I begin to notice an orange glow there on the cliffs by the shore..
It almost looked like a window in the rocks..

I begin to fly toward this glow and saw it to be a sort of window..
I entered into a circular room made entirley of wood..

The floor had a sort of golden and silver sand to it..
There were others there also..

At the center of this place was a flame that burned..
It burned with a green flame..

As i drew near it the flame then turned into a sky blue color..
This was my color, and as the flamed burned i could now hear the thoughts of everyone here..

" You have found a dream chamber.." you are the sky blue soul." welcome sky blue......

life can be demanding it can take control
it can rule your heart get in to your soul
it can do a lot of things as it takes command
it can do a lot of things you wont understand.

but its up to you and what you want to do
the way you lead your life is entirley up to you
when life gets demanding you must change it round
you must fight life back. you must stand your ground.

then everything will be the way you want it to
then you are in control and life belongs to you

life can be so happy if you want it to
life is what you make in everything you do.

it can make you smile and make you feel so glad
give you lots of good things that you never had.

life can do so many things if you want it to
your the one who rules it.  its entirley up to you.

so lead your life with care lead it day by day
just by doing this life will go your way.

is the devil real is he really there
does he have a hell with fires everywhere
can he steal your soul and take it down below
is the devil real will we ever know

does he have big horns like the people say
or his he just a myth thats so far away.
no one really knows if the devil he is true
what ever you believe in is entirley up to you

I am a balloon
entirley surrounded
by pins
any one of them might
make me burst

The silver of metal
long and sharp
Holding my breath
I wait and I wait
In static apprehension

is the devil real is he really there
does he have a hell with fires everywhere
can he steal your soul and take it down below
is the devil real will we ever know.

does he have big horns like the people say
or his he just a myth thats so far away.
no one really knows if the devil he is true
what ever you believe in. is entirley up to you.

life can be so happy if you want it to
life is what you make in everything you do
it can make you happy and make you oh so glad
give you lots of good things that you never had.

life can do so many things if you want it to.
your the one who rules it.  its entirley up to you
so lead your life so careful lead it day by day
just by doing this life will go your way.

life can be so happy if you want it to
life is what you make in everything you do.

it can make you smile and make you feel so glad
give you lots of good things that you never had.

life can do so many things if you want it to
your the one who rules it.  its entirley up to you.

so lead your life with care lead it day by day
just by doing this life will go your way.

life can be so happy if you want it to
life is what you make in everything you do.

it can make you smile and make you feel so glad
give you lots of good things that you never had.

life can do so many things if you want it to
your the one who rules it.  its entirley up to you.

so lead your life with care lead it day by day
just by doing this life will go your way.

life can be so happy if you want it to
life is what you make in everything you do.

it can make you smile and make you feel so glad
give you lots of good things that you never had.

life can do so many things if you want it to
your the one who rules it.  its entirley up to you.

so lead your life with care lead it day by day
just by doing this life will go your way.

life can be so happy if you want it to
life is what you make in everything you do.

it can make you smile and make you feel so glad
give you lots of good things that you never had.

life can do so many things if you want it to
your the one who rules it.  its entirley up to you.

so lead your life with care lead it day by day
just by doing this life will go your way.

life is just a journey that everybody takes
during your lifetime  you will make mistakes
the journey must go on  to get that extra mile
youve got to keep on travelling to make it all worth while

you are the traveller and you must find the time
to find the hill in life the one that you must climb
you must keep on moving for your whole life through
the journey that you take. is entirley up to you

life can be so happy if you want it to
life is what you make in everything you do.

it can make you smile and make you feel so glad
give you lots of good things that you never had.

life can do so many things if you want it to
your the one who rules it.  its entirley up to you.

so lead your life with care lead it day by day
just by doing this life will go your way.