Nature is life from which we can draw inspiration,
Looking at the trees and how they give me oxygen to cool off my perspiration,
I stand in awe and sigh as I breathe out my exasperation,
I feel like nature understands my deperation,
My desperation to fully accept that I'm part of the awesome creation,
This drives me to desire to become someones motivation..

everything ached so bad
and i was so heavy
that i felt that if i stepped down to hard,
my kneees would break
and i would melt
into a puddle of unloved and scarred.

ny chest is achey and tight and cold
but my throat is warm and constricting
around my pleas for help.

what words do come out
are angry and emotional
when i cried it was mostly out of deperation.