I freak out.
Where did you go?!
You texted me just like a minute ago!!
I cant even breath, how will i survive?
Without you i cant see any **** light!
But there you are again, a reply to my text.
I can relax, and finally take a breath.
I cant handle being alone like that.
I should, but I just freaking cant.
Sometimes I feel Im addicted to you.
When the cravings get rough
Im not in the mood for anything else.
I want you, i need you, it doesn't make sense.
I wish it would stop
For its breaking my heart.
You wont always stay with me
We'll drift some apart.
were opposites, i know this.
Me the responsible, controlling one.
And you having fun just breathing the sun.
It may seem like a game to you,
but its different to me.
many times because of you
I felt my heart bleed.
Remember that time when you didnt come over?
Because of a guy you met on my birthday?
Well it made me cry.
Not cry but shatter. A puddle of tears that to you
just doesnt seem to matter.
Come on! You would say,
its no big of a deal!
I cant explain how that makes me feel.
Like you shredded my soul.
Like your not my friend.
like i dont mean a thing to you,
it was all for pretend.
Are you undercover?
Am i just some help?
Why should I be loyal
when you leave me dead?
You shatter my heart,
make me explode,
I busrt into tears
But no.
You just cant handle it all.
Youll smirk and let the whole thing fall.
I know i cant trust you, i must stop this now,
But I realize that my emotions are keeping me down.
I can never "unfriend" you.
Im bounded too tight.
Without you I wont be able to see your blue light.
I'd leave, but being too loyal to you, i'd never do anything to really harm you.
In the end well always stay friends,
Cause we know were the only ones who can understand each other the best.
