Something sad happened to you
Something bad happened to your heart
Someone hurt you, but it was accident
Which makes it all the more painful
Darling, what's wrong?  
Honey, why are you crying?  
Sweetheart, please talk to me
Give me a reasoning
Baby, I do care
Seeing you like this breaks my heart
Come back to me
We're drifting apart
Why have I lost you?
Where did you go?
What did I do
That made us no more?
I don't understand
What I've done to deserve this
When I thought it was clear that we were perfect
I gave you my secrets
And the last parts of my heart
Now I'm empty
And all torn apart

All around me
These other black, broken hearts beat.
I'm not the only one
And mine's not alone.  
I see all the dark colors,  
I feel all the dark auras
Of the brightly-dressed walkers
Who try to mask with threads
And toxic meds.
But I know the symptoms,
For it is my own sickness
That I witness
On a daily basis.
What I say is truth,  
Not judgment cruel  
Like what you do
And are used to.  
I am not condemning-
They have already experienced the damning.
I'm not yet saying I am a goddess,
I am only saying I know this:
Your third eye is closed
And you are oblivious.

If he's not at a train station
I don't know where he is
So many beautiful people
So many beautiful chances
All these life stories
From different places
All those love stories
I thought they were clichés
But now I see how possible they can be
If you open your eyes
And set your mind free
All it takes is a look around yourself
To take a step outside
Of your own mind
The one that's right next to you
Might be what's a sign
Of your future together
With the stranger beside

I can't erase you from my mind
Because I can't erase you from my heart
I keep telling myself
That I saved myself
When I know you saved me
From myself    
But maybe
I've been running away this entire time from my true self
And now it's time to face
My sad fate
That you'll be fine without me
And I'll be numb again

Look of despair
Eyebrows shaping the face into pain
Tears behind the eyes coming quickly
Covering the irises watery
Filling the small space on top of the bottom lid
Soon to spill over
Liquid sadness
Physical proof of heartbreak
All of these emotions are pouring out of me

This cup of crushed ice is what I imagine my heart looks like,
At least what it feels like.
Pour some mango *** on it...
Now that's more realistic.
I want to burn my skin;
Hear it sizzle, feel it crisp;
Slice my thighs because they'll no longer feel your touch.
Deprive myself of sleep
Because I'll only have nightmares,
Not dreams of you
Like I used to.
Even though I've already lost you,
I can't let go.

You make me cry.
You made me crazy inside.
The way you care makes me wonder why.
My heart is in pain,
Not to mention this headache
From your name on my brain.
Suddenly, we had died
Without so much as a goodbye,
And it wasn't together, like I'd always mind's-eyed.
If I had known I was seeing you for very last time,
I would have never left your side.
You were and secretly still are mine,
Because I won't let go- I will live this lie:
That you plus I means something to the outside.
I made you promise to come back even if the years were five,
Because I won't say goodbye
To the burning fire
In the heart of this child.