Once upon a time,
you and all of your kind
lived under the ridges and
grooves of my mind.
Careening the folds and
uploading your endlessly
flowing line of words that
seem to cut and obliterate
the flowers of my mind into
a massacre of compost.
You turned beauty into ugly
with every syllable of
every word, like acid –
you scarred my mind
and left rough behind.
And every night as the moon
read bedtime stories to the
sunlight you took it as an
invitation into my darkness.
Offering nooses and pills –
claiming it was the savior
I so desperately wanted and
so desperately needed.
Praising my suffering,
and poisoning my mind –
you grew an unweeded garden
upon my lobes.
So that when I looked in
a mirror you showed me
poison ivy and
prickles of roses
rather than the
blush of marigolds and
phantom kisses of lilac –
you and all of your kind
distorted my mind –
and now I lay here
waiting and waiting
in the darkness,
for you to appear.
An emulation of Shane Koyczan's "Troll"