Let me take your soft and loving hands
And remove the layers of mistrust
I free my skin, my soul of its garments
Softly unbutton my silken gowns of regret
Remove the veil of heartache from my face
Consume my tears of tired years
Let me seize the jewels of deception
from your arms and neck
And free you of the misgivings
Of the fabric of your chemise
Let me kiss your naked shoulders
with new found faith
In ******* expectation,
I stand liberated
from doubt and the threat of neglect
I let slide from your hips
the thongs of this world's hatred
Undress me too that
I am stripped bare of the world's evil
Naked like the day of our birth
we emerge beautiful and untouched
In tune with our bodies and the universe

Dark nights, hot dreams and wet folded pillows.
anguished thoughts of fervid tries,
vivid scenes of heedless abandonment. Careless, foreign hands groping and feeling and your eyes eager needy lustful,
willing on
dancing like demon circles
in a moonlight of sin.
Heady, crazy, cauldron of music, ***,
*** talking sweat and you
submerged drowning
as they immerse themselves in you.
So now every feeling, every shred
of every emotion is an abyss of numbness, every dream, every hope we look to
is a desecrated mirage
Every remembrance,
every memory i treasured
is a forgotten buried carcass
Every us together,
always forever i wanted
is now a wish
for what could never have been
If loving you was the curse
that you have made it,
then i'm now truly blessed.