for just a few minutes

i’d like to feel

like the only sentient being on the ******* planet

that matters

not to you

but to myself

for ******* once

Words in my head grew into my throat,
violent and teeming as weeds
but the moment they disguised themselves with petals
you uprooted them,
pulled out each thought so it wouldn't deceive,
and then

a sigh, tender, as dandelions.
Blown away with a wish.
You left me blossom and
blooming with forget-me-not.

We talked about
the path
and the obstacles littering it.
We spoke about
the future
and the concerns surrounding it.
And then she kissed
my mouth
and everything was good again.

I am the universe looking at the universe from my perspective
and on deeper inspection
I find that we're infected by a system of lies and deception
we can't make up our minds without others acceptance
and lying in the wreckage is a beautiful soul that has been greatly neglected
why must we chase a piece of paper
when everything within us is already shaped to perfection
on even deeper inspection I've learned and accepted that no mistakes or failure determine my fate  
I'm in control not the mayor or the governer of the state
we all are one eating from the same plate some small some big  but in all reality were all in the same state
some asleep some awake our society has bread a culture of fakes not willing to change because were afraid of our fate
immortal we are and this body of ours is nothing without the soul driving and steering jus like a car we are not who we think or know we are
we are far far beyond the mobility of this car!