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May 2023 · 90
mess me up
Veronica May 2023
It's all here
Laid out for you
Just come and take
What's already yours

I want to watch
You wear my skin,
Devour my organs,
And bathe in my blood
I'm so bored
May 2023 · 95
nest of wasps
Veronica May 2023
The sound of buzzing
Plagued my ears
Till one day,
I swallowed the nest of wasps

Cataclysmic pain
is far more bearable
than monotony.
May 2023 · 94
every last drop
Veronica May 2023
You beg to feed,
Bury your seed
Tearing my flesh
Gnashing of teeth
Hungry for blood
It’s all you seek
Seek to find
Take mine
Take me
Inside of you
Swallow
Every
Last
Drop.
May 2023 · 79
nailed to the cross
Veronica May 2023
Begging for mercy
Dreading the cost
An eternity spent
Confused,
Lost,
         Nailed to the cross.
May 2023 · 408
intertwined
Veronica May 2023
The forest sings softly, songs of harmony
Trees weave branches, intertwined

Worry floats up as clouds, stress fades to dust
Arms lock and hearts weld, intertwined

Colors dissolve, blend, and climb
Vision flows in waves, intertwined

People laugh, dance, and cry
Souls combine, intertwined

We are nothing,
Everything intertwined
Apr 2023 · 645
beautiful
Veronica Apr 2023
I want to dance
with the demons you repress
I long to feel
your delicate hands caress
the beast inside my soul
Unlike your god
My love is unconditional
I love the hideous
as much as the beautiful
Apr 2023 · 111
apathy
Veronica Apr 2023
I admire your apathy
The perfect juxtaposition
to my burning passion
Apr 2023 · 88
dead
Veronica Apr 2023
Tell me why your skin is cold
As your lifeless hand I hold
Body laying at my feet
Our weary souls yearn to meet

Desperate to revive thee
To keep your pure soul with me
To see your eyes gleam and shine
And see my boy one last time

I beg you to stay
Yet you slip away
Alone once again
Until my last day
Apr 2023 · 196
don't leave
Veronica Apr 2023
I fear you’ll leave me behind
So I’ll keep you alive
In my mind,
you will never die
Apr 2023 · 94
forget
Veronica Apr 2023
Memories are all I have left
Ceaselessly sinking
Into the depths of obscurity
Clouded by mist
Shrouded in doubt
Unable to tell
Reality from fantasy

Ink blots
Paint a picture
Tell a story
Of forgotten secrets
Buried thoughts
Perpetually bleeding
Into each other
Exchanging whispers
Hidden truths
I will never understand

Don’t be afraid
To turn the page
And start anew
Forget a past
That’s past its due
Why hold onto things
not meant to last?
I can’t let go
Apr 2023 · 383
deeper
Veronica Apr 2023
Deeper
Deeper
Deeper
It’s never enough
To satisfy
The feeling within
Not in the core
But in the soul
Unreachable
Untouchable
Even by the softest hands
Apr 2023 · 96
entropy
Veronica Apr 2023
Carefully, your hands comb her body
Searching for an entrance
They pick at flesh until the loose threads unravel
Separating with haste, desperate to be freed
There is an art to your method, meticulous, precise
What are you searching for?

Blood begins to pour from her lips
Her eyes widen and shatter like glass
Organs writhe and wriggle like earthworms
And blood spurts from every orifice

Her body melts and decays
The sanguine secretions coagulate into tar
Faint sighs of pleasure encompany
the sound of her festering


I smile when I see what you have done to me
Finally, I am free
No longer bound by false ideology
I have become a masterpiece

Thank you for helping me
to increase universal entropy
Mar 2021 · 218
Toxic
Veronica Mar 2021
Laying in your arms,
You give me one last kiss

Put the barrel in my mouth
And pull the trigger
Eternally at peace
Feb 2021 · 116
empty love
Veronica Feb 2021
I remain the ghost we both knew me to be
You saw yourself reflected off me
But darling, couldn't you see?
Why we always felt so lonely?
We thought we could keep each other company
But what can we give if we are both empty?
Veronica May 2020
Seared my flesh with burns
All I wanted was closure
Too bad I'm in hell
Apr 2020 · 135
Let go.
Veronica Apr 2020
I try
To forget
Someone I never met.
But it hurts to let
g  o.
Apr 2020 · 195
Sonnet of Resurrection
Veronica Apr 2020
Still searching for something to fill the void
The early silence trade for endless pain
And when my mind is screaming, filled with noise
If sanity is dead, am I insane?

Oh how I want to give my soul to thee
So I don’t have to hurt it anymore
The only thing I have to fear is me,
You tell me that I’m broken, are you sure?

With all the many lies to me you’ve fed
I see the truth that’s lingering afar
Hung on too long, to let you go I dread
I’ll leave this suffering, still plagued by scars

Embrace the pain. With it comes wisdom too.
Wake up, my dear. From death springs life anew.
Feb 2020 · 108
moth
Veronica Feb 2020
Like a moth to the flame
I am drawn to the pain
Where it goes,
I follow
Heaven knows,
                         I’m insane .
Feb 2020 · 95
pain.
Veronica Feb 2020
Stop,
Don’t be this way
Stop taking everything I love away,
My hope,
My feelings,
Devouring it and never giving anything back.
I’m tired,
I don’t want you to hurt me
Why do I stay?
Maybe,
                              
    I like the pain.
Feb 2020 · 138
Guardian devil
Veronica Feb 2020
Why are you never here to help me
You cause me all this hurt
You’re the one I cry about
And when you take away my tears
I think you’re my guardian angel
You know how many times I’ve called you that?

You’ve proven so many times that you don’t care
And then always tell me you do
So I don’t know what to believe

But if I let you go
Who will I cry about?
And who will make me feel better?

The only hole in my heart you fill is the one you made
Feb 2020 · 72
My beautiful demon
Veronica Feb 2020
Look over your shoulder
And you’ll find me there, staring
Admiring your hidden perplexities
Your mysterious and alluring secrets
That draw me in with every glance

Blood starts to pour from my eyes
I cry that your perfect imperfection
Is unworthy of my sight
But I can’t help but notice
You staring back
Feb 2020 · 94
Phantasm
Veronica Feb 2020
Memories of you
Are all I have left
Trying so hard to hold on
Trying not to forget

Whenever I try to reminisce,
The memories I so dearly miss,
Are nothing more than pain and tears
Ugly like the devil’s kiss

You are nothing but a phantasm
That turns beautiful memories
Into monstrosities
Feb 2020 · 121
Flower
Veronica Feb 2020
I see you as a shadow now
An image of what you once were to me
You were only a flower that bloomed in spring
But the cold is coming
The sun is setting
Your petals are falling
And my love is dying
Oh I knew this was how it was going to end
But now that it’s ending,
I wish just once I could have said
I love you...

— The End —