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Urmila Nov 2015
The lies you said,
The lies I said to myself,
The ruse,
The abandonment,
The uncharacteristic desperation,
The unexpected separation,
The feigned interest,
The lost respect,
The empty conversation,
The full heart,
I can't tell,
What hurt most
Urmila Oct 2015
I could taste your tongue,
You could smell my fears,
Why did we stop in days, baby?
This was to go on for years
I didn't know the whole world could fit in one person until I met you.
:)
  Oct 2015 Urmila
Wanderer
In half a second
a silent conversation
passed between us

Your eyes
dull and downcast
with dark bags
and droopy eyelids

Your mouth
the corners turned down
ever so slightly
with your jaw clenched

You were upset
and just a little mad
but not with me
at yourself

You always blamed yourself
even when others
were hurting you
Please don't blame yourself for what happened
Urmila Sep 2015
My words spoke,
My actions spoke,
Deafness was your choice
Urmila Sep 2015
****** upon you, my love
My love - you did not ask for it,
You did not want it,
Though, perhaps,
You did need it,
You did not accept it,
You wanted it to die,
You needed it to survive,
But you did not see,
My love had just one destination,
Denied of its destiny
- it got lost
Urmila Sep 2015
You are,
Someone's uncle, someone's son, someone's brother, someone's friend,
I admire the dynamics of all that you are,
But all I want,
Is a glimpse,
Of that what you are,
**For you
Urmila Aug 2015
I was not with him,
But I wasn't without him
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