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Urmila Jul 2015
I've never learned how to let go,
And I probably never will,
I gave you the key to my soul,
You probably did too,
And while you waited for the perfect moment to unlock the door,
I jammed the key in too soon,
So I don't blame you for walking away,
Do whatever you must,
But don't expect me to let go,
Un-gracefully, let us self destruct
Urmila Jul 2015
Cry with me,
Over the misfortunes handed to you,
Over the failed attempts made by me,
Over everything we won't be,
Let me cry with you,
Cry with me
  Jul 2015 Urmila
Sillage
I was once a naive
Today I'm a warrior
I walked in the battlefield unarmed
Today I crawl with broken barrier

I was once a mooncalf
I lend my sword to another
Said the scabbard was lost
I, the new scabbard was to be

I was once a dancer
Today I'm the theatre
I was the rhythmic flute
Today I cry on my own melody

I was once the sun
Today I'm not even the moon
To all planets I sent light
Today I'm them, black skies

I was once the caducity
Today I'm the equestrian
Before I fell off the saddle
Now I pull back the reins
Urmila Jul 2015
You are a metaphor for me
Words are flashing before my eyes
Every book I read,
I find you in every character...
Yet when I fill pages about you,
not one makes sense
  Jun 2015 Urmila
Denxai Mcmillon
I wish I could hate you
I honestly do
Then maybe I'd eat something
Or perhaps I'd feel something
I love you though
I wish I could stop
I wish I didn't stress myself out
Trying to be everything you want
I wish that I wasn't depressed
Maybe I would've been
I wish I could **** myself.
I wish I didn't have to remember your embrace.
I wish I could still have it.
It was never mine.
It's not like I was important enough to be given that.
I'm gonna start drinking again
I don't care
Let me waste away.
I don't want to hate you but I wish I could to help me mend
Urmila Jun 2015
Leave,
If you must
.
.
.

But return,
Before I'm dust
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