i am alone yet again,
wallowing in thick melancholy
letting the darkness seep onto my mouth
and onto my ribcage it accumulates,
turning my chest into an empty void of despair.

all alone, i gasp for air
but nothing seems to pass through
this black hole i created for myself.

all alone, i am afraid
afraid that this emptiness would swallow me whole
and leave me cold and numb, lifeless.

i am alone yet again,
and i'm out of breath.

When I’m in love, you’re the only one I see
I search for you and try to give you everything I own
Nothing matters more to me than how you feel
And I can listen to your voice, every sound you make, all day and night
And everything you have, will be sacred in my eyes
For you, my love, I will sacrifice my time and change priorities
So that you come first
You’ll be all I think about for hours long
And all my words will have for center you

When I’m in love, I tell you everything I know
I try to make you happy and comfortable with me
Everything I do, I hope you like
Because I do it especially for you
My heart becomes yours and you can do anything with it
I will try to remember all the small details that you hold
For you, my love, I will be tireless and shameless
So that you have all
And I will tell you all my secrets, and my prayers will be towards you

At night I’ll dream of you
How much I love you, and how you love me too
And I will harbor that the feel’s mutual
But little will I know the truth
For this is how I feel for you
Your feelings may not be so same
Even if you like me, even if you want to be with me
Sometimes things happen, and you spend the night in cheat
Or so sometimes I hear
I don’t know your thoughts and I can’t read your mind
If you don’t say it, there’s no way I’d know
You either be with me, or don’t touch me at all
Since I can’t do it for the night, I’m not just for the season
I give my heart to you, so I expect at least to be held with care
‘Cause I bound my love to you
And it hurts when tore apart

When I’m in love, I forgive your all mistakes
I pretend to be heartless, so that you can have your fun
For I accept your every laugh and every joke you make of me
I will stay all night wondering if you’re okay with how I speak
I will close my eyes when you turn to stare at someone else
Even if I cannot stand, I’ll open up the door for you
For you, my love, I’ll take your all bad habits, and make ‘em mine as well
So you that I’d be close to you
And when you need me, I’d be there for you

the rain falls where the petal's sleep
of a flower, not yet ready to seed

and i see what i cannot free

a dream not steady to breathe
that will blossom once it has bled

with all the shapes and figures
we keep deep inside our heads



i was never ready to leave
but there was nothing else
i could ever be; a heart
on an island full of stone



even if i could erase myself
there'll always be what i've known

and it will keep on screaming
long after i'm done and gone

back to the unknown
with all that has grown

and i know I'll still be there,
waiting for the world to ask

reflecting on my face
i see in the reflection;

as the world grows dark
through the glass


and i see the door to the window
it's closing in on me
it's closing in on me
It's eating the view

it wasn't build to last

there's nothing outside but the rain
but the pain and tears blurring
my eyes at last


there's nothing but the veins
of a storm that's about to mourn

and there's this forest
inside of me
that just wants to hunt and roam

and i see the rain falling,


the rain falls where the metal weeps
of a flower, not yet ready to be freed


but i see what i can free


the door to the window
it's closing in on me
but my mind has left

in midst of the clouds
where life is born
far away from myself

and for every time the storm bleeds
a flower will breed

and piece by piece
the door will start to fade

a forest shall be made
as wide as the window can be

as vast as you can see
as alive as you want to be

the door to the window
never had a key

it was just us,
filled to the brim
and we couldn't keep it in.

I see myself reflected in those red-rimmed eyes of yours,
This self-deprecating
guilt,
exhaustion,
and loneliness -
And I want to help you, staring so far away, but I am drowning too,
and the walls of glass
Are too hard to break.

I am falling but you are falling faster, and
i'd switch places with you in a heartbeat,
But I am falling too, and soon,
We will both hit the ground,
One splat after the other,
Two broken things that could never be mended.