I shot for the moon for you , and only landed among the horizon of space.

I promised that I'd be there for you when you come back .
But it aches.
The pain of losing you into a black hole.
A distance and a galaxy far away from you,
feels never endless ,
and nevertheless,
hardened by the earth's atmospheric pressure trapping me into a haze of emotions.

We take our lives for advantage,
We take each other's hand for warmth .
Yet,
All we can do is wait .
Wait in the suffering ,
of unforeseen futures,
taunted by others ,
neglected by more . ...

We never cared ,
Our love meant more than the words of pessimist and judgers ,
We walked hand in hand with each new war that came to us the next hour .
Yet you were always there for me ,
Your hand in mine.
Mine in yours .
As it will be when you come back ,
Forever and always
Through depths of space ,
and the distant future .
Landing me, among the stars .

Another sleepless night.

The voices in my head never seem to stop.

The screams and the yells are a continuous wall that I just can't  seem to break through.

My body feels like it's trapped in  a cement cage.
A feeling so dark and confused, it's seems no bullet or pill can bring sweet pleasure to what's left of my empty soul.

How do you love, when your heart is unattached ?
The pieces are missing , and the center is cracked .

How do you love , when you want to give up?
When your mind says okay,
But everything else is  ****** .

I guess the best way to love, Is to just let go,
Let the pain take over,
And give the devil, your soul ...

In the morning,
Let the sunrise guide your walk,
Let the bird chirps
Be the sound of your silence.

In the day,
Let the sun guide your path,
Let the car noises
Complete your comfort.

In the evening,
Let the sunset follow you home,
Let the whistles,
Reveal to you, warmth.

In the night,
Let the stars light your darkness,
Let the silence,
Finish your sentences.