No more names
.............

I sit here crying
Your tags label me,
My skin crawls with disgust
My thoughts broken in two
My sanity.....
There's nothing left but dust.

From where I sit
My words go unheard,
All you ever see
All you ever hear
Are the names I never bore.

In this state I'm crippled
Your words hurt like spears,
****** words are all there is
They marked me
Tore me beyond recognition
These scars are but trophies
Trophies you think you won.


How much more do you want
Are my tears never enough,
From these words my heart bleeds
It bleeds to only be ignored
No more names I beg you
I am hurt beyond my limits.
© Adiela Michael

Beyond the box
..........
Pandora
What have you done,
Your curious soul brought agony
Agony and deception follow you
Where are your wits dear soul
I ask to know
This world broke
She broke when you were born.

Pandora
A delight you were,
Daughter of the heavens
What could you say
A serpent tricked you
Yes that old deceiver
What could be done
The perils you released
Now roam freely
Unchained and unguarded.

Pandora
Fair maiden of Greece,
Your soul was pure and naive
Innocent and blameless
Yet your decisions costs us
Where else could we go
Our voices are like noises
Unbearable to our creator
Now because of you
Our lives drown like pebbles.

Pandora
Hear this heart,
You might be long gone
Yet your actions still linger
Memories of pain
Memories of strife
From the box you opened
Chaos and wrath plundered all
So wherever you might be
Listen to what you played
This symphony is but chaos to us.
© Adiela Michael

In my heart
Questions arise,
Questions I ask a thousand times
What am I good for
Do I try for nothing
All I ask is to understand why
Why am I so unlucky
Tears flow from my heart
One I cannot explain
Where am I supposed to go
I'm lost.

In this realm
I see only pain,
Pain even in happiness
Do I belong here
Am I worth anything
All these questions ***** me
They are all I ask.

Give me a reason to keep trying
My heart wishes to know,
Do I give up
Do I keep pushing
Every word I know disappeared
They vanished like smoke
To this day names cling to me
Worthless, useless, clumsy
Fears I hoped died a long time ago
They resurface
All I do now is doubt
I doubt I belong
© Adiela Michael

Through this journey
You've haunted me,
Your voice is enchanting
A spell I never want to forget
From wherever you are
I'm yours alone.

Through these bones
My heart beats for you,
My veins are in need of you
Like an addict to *******
I need my fix
My fix is you
Your love is addictive
If love was a drug
You'd be my antidote
If love was poison
You'd be my poison
If love was death
You'd be my reaper.

Through these words
My heart speaks,
Your presence made me smile
Your love is all I want
Your love is everything to me
If there was a playlist of you
I'd put you on repeat
A repeat I'll gladly welcome.

Through these memories
I smile at yours,
I could watch you for days
Your body sings to me
A melody for my heart
You are my everything
A song that never fades.

Through these dreams
You flow through me,
Like Aphrodite loved Ares
I love you beyond sense
If you will please distract me
I need you in so many ways
I am yours to claim
Yours to have
Yours to hold
***** please let this bond be
This union is bound in heaven
I love you
I cherish you
I'm forever yours.
© Adiela Michael