Why are you afraid?
And many things I would say
I don’t understand

My mind all day
Focused and clear
Then as I leave
I feel a slight jeer

It edges its way in
This splinter inside
Ruminating
It switches the tide

Then another thread adds
To the knotted mess
I am so very tired
And I feel I’m less

I played to the second
The beats as before
Why another time
My emotions are more

I sigh with desire
A night of soul rest
The words left me yearning
For some kind of best

understanding alludes Me
who Holds the moxie
or the pattern of Ardor
another unanswered puzzle
as you set aside vulnerability
you will Lead the trails of grandeur
Coaxing for more
yet there is Resistance
need is Encroaching
waiting to plunge

Judgement
Curiosity
Filling plans
Making demands
Trying for more
Trolling around
Open up
Vulnerable
Hoping
Is this dreaming
Moving on
Come around
Touching fire
Reaching desire
Words devastate
Investigate
Build up
Then ignore
Second chance
First impression
Mistaken love
Crushing connection
Which way to run
Today is done

Bumbling and fumbling
Under a different disguise
Little more grumbling
Lying about the tries
Similar to yesterday
Having said it all before
It is about the forte
That was actually a bore

Melted connection
Twisted into
Separate sensations
Given for you

Oh that link
Threads to the mind
Grazing my soul
To find its’ kind

Tethered to me
Right in my heart
Bring another cord
Lest we part