It’s like a parasite
I’m the host
It doesn’t leave me
Or forget me

One day it
Will **** me
And I’ll let it
Because I don’t want to
Be rid of it.

You may not know this,
but I think of you often.
I genuinely miss you
but I don't know
what to say anymore.

I drove in my car
but turned around
wanted to go to the bar
I didn't want to drink
but I wanted to
see you.

Looked at my phone
no text from you
then looked again
still nothing...

The calendar told me
it's been too long
since we talked last
I've tried to accept
it all.
I truly tried

It was a nice warm day
a little breeze that came my way
kneeling on the ground
smelling the flowers that surround
as I watch the tiny bee hum.
"Here little love,
in my garden, you can come."