I always wanted to escape from my life
Have given up long ago
But after you came
I want to stay a little longer
A little longer with you by my side
And now I'm all alone
Wondering where they all gone
Standing in a dark hall
With bare feet, on a cold floor
Where they all gone...
Every step which you are taking back
You are walking away from me
Bit by bit
Step by step
Away from me
Yeah, You can call me baby
I will be your friend
I'll be your lover up until the very end
Baby, you don't have to show me your love
'Cause I know you don't pretend
This is not my own creation! I just changed the words in "At my worst" song!
I got so many things inside my head
But don't know how to tell
Just an open book
I'm bleeding from my heart
Threw my pen
On an empty paper...
I'm a candle
Which burn it self to light others life
I'm slowly melting away...
Can you see it?
Or you only see the light I give?
It will never be over...
Doesn't matter how hard I try
The voice which whisper into my ear will never be gone
It is always be there to make me bleed
To make me cry, to steal my sleep
It will never be gone...
But with your presence, You are like a light to my darkness
You light up my whole word
But darkness will always be there, hiding behind the shadows
please don't leave me, It comes back when you are gone
And I'm not strong enough to hold on anymore...
Hate it when I got some words
Whispering to my mind over and over
But don’t know how to get them out of me
Those words…. Those dark words are killing me inside
And no one can help me, Even I can’t save my self
They make me want to curl into a ball
And cry all day and night
But I have to look stronger right?
Look stronger until I crumble down…
I always dream
Dream about how it felt
Falling asleep in your arms
About how it felt
You resting your head on my shoulder
How it felt
Walking with your hand in mine
And always dream
Dream about your smile
When it lighted up my whole world
About your voice
When it helped me to keep my sane
And I always dream
Dream about the time
The time when you belonged with me
It feels like these days are on a endless loop
Where the things keep repeating it self forever
Without you by my side
It feels like life is on a endless loop
Where there is no escape...
They say everything gonna be alright
But later on, I realized
It's just another fairytale
Girl, you look perfect in my eyes
But why can't you see your beauty
Why comparing yourself with others
Girl you are unique
There is no another one like you
You just have to see it from my eyes...
And here I am, with a bleeding heart
With a dying light
And fighting with the darkness inside
Please give me strength
To hold on tight...
I'm just afraid
Afraid that one day I will brake your heart
I don't want to be the reason you're hurting
Don't want to be the reason for your tears
I just want to
Just want to love you forever
You are my North
You are my South
But suddenly I feels very lost
Had I followed the wrong direction?
But I always followed my heart
I trust both, my heart and you
She laughed when I said that I'm writing poems
She told me that I never got that talent
And she said "Don't waste your time"
She just wants me to study
Can studying solve every thing.....?
She never wanted to look at my poems...
Another sleepless night
With you hot on heels in my mind...
One day I want to show you the constellations in the sky
And fall asleep with you under the night sky
In a new moon day when the stars shines bright
On a grass field where the fireflies fly
People come and goes
But I thought you would stay
Yeah, you stayed as a scar in my heart
A scar that never heals
And hurts in every once in a while
To make me remember that day
The day you broke my heart
Chasing a heart for four years...
A heart that she knows will never be hers
A heart which already been broken by someone
Even knowing that she is chasing a miracle
But She still chooses to chase...
Yesterday was too perfect for be real
Too perfect for be a dream
I can still remember your warmth
And your touch
The way you looked me in the eye
The way you smiled
It was way too perfect
For me to believe
That it was real...
Meeteth me at the hour thy soul doth feel not restful
And thy mind becomes silent
At the dawn by the beach
Where we can rest our souls
While our minds keepeth wandering...
I want to tell you
How much you mean to me
But it feels like
Words are stuck in my throat
Sometimes we can't convert the feelings in to words!
If it is not a sin,
I have done it long ago...
Just for a few minutes...
I forgot who I am
And crossed the line you drew
I'm sorry that I overreacted
I just forgot who I am to you...
Another year goes by...
With some tears,
And some memories which I hold on tight...
I used to believe
The things are going to be all right
It will get better tomorrow
But the truth is
It's only getting worse
And I ended up thinking
Yesterday was better than today
While others chasing money
Success, health, happiness
My heart chases you...
As the day went by
As the sun embrace the Ocean
And the moon taking her turn
My mind wonders about you
The night is peaceful
With hoot of some owls
But night feels like a mystery
Mystery like you
As my lids become heavy
And body began to relax
My mind starts to wonder
Wonder about you
Sometimes you steal my sleep
You keep me awake
And sometimes embrace me in my dreams
It’s always you and always will be
To the love of my life
— The End —