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Nov 2023 · 48
To the heart I broke
N K Nov 2023
I don't have a reason
Feels like now I'm speechless
Don't know what was the problem
But we lost the burning flame...
Somehow...

Now my heart is not beating
And I don't feels anything
Can't even look you in the eye
Didn't you notice the dying light?
Didn't you?

Maybe it was wrong of me
Shouldn't have took you onboard
When the ship was already sinking
Storm was too strong for hoping
It was useless...

Shouldn't tried to give you warmth
When I was already freezing
Now I hope you'll find someone
Who'll make you shine brighter
Till the end...
Oct 2023 · 203
Wind's message...
N K Oct 2023
The wind told me a secret,
Barely above a whisper,
With a trembling voice,
"This storm will also pass"
Oct 2023 · 820
Death...
N K Oct 2023
Oh, I believes,
Death is a beautiful woman,
Seducing with blood red lips,
To her forever slumbers

As playful as it is,
Daring you to take the risk,
Like forbidden fruit of eden
Once you get a taste , you fall
Oct 2023 · 75
Cigarette
N K Oct 2023
Can I light you up
Like a **** cigarette
So once it's over
I'm saved from the poison
Only leaving the ashes behind
But here I am
Wishing and hoping that
It would neveur burn out...
Oct 2023 · 58
Sweet Con...
N K Oct 2023
It's been years since we met
Been years since we loved,
I knew your heart is glasses
Way before I dropped
Now I see you in pieces
And it really hurts
But there is no turning
Cause I'm already down the road
With these words echoing in my mind,
That I'm sorry, Good bye...

They say forever is the sweetest con,
And now we know the truth...
Oct 2023 · 44
Irresistible Temptation
N K Oct 2023
There are some desires
Once you get a taste,
You can't get enough
Even though you know
It is destroying you
Like a sweet addiction,
To a deadly drug...
Even though it is deadly,
You don't want to stop
Like a moth to a flame
You want to sink and die
On that dangerous desire...
Oct 2023 · 41
No Fairy Tale
N K Oct 2023
When you feel the darkness around
When you know there is no silver lines
That there’s no knights in armors
That’s when you realize...
That the life is no fairy tale...
Oct 2023 · 29
Bittersweet Desires
N K Oct 2023
You are like whisky on ice
I tasted a sip, now I want more
It’s burning down my throat
But I like the warm it gives me,
I know you're going to ruin me
And I want myself to ruin,
To get ruined by you...
Apr 2023 · 201
The silence of expectation
N K Apr 2023
If you are noticing everything
Then why don't you react?
Because some may waiting
Waiting for a reaction
From you...
Apr 2023 · 268
In search for myself...
N K Apr 2023
I were lost
Lost in myself
And lost you in the process...
Apr 2023 · 277
Hold on tight
N K Apr 2023
You are the anchor in the storms
You are wind on my sails
You are the reason for me to keep going
So in this furious storm
I beg you to hold on tight
Even If I am slipping away
I wan't you to hold on tight
We have came so far together
Their will be a clear sky
After the storm pass away
Where the sun will shine bright
So keep your eyes on horizon
And hold on tight...
Mar 2023 · 74
Busy Life...
N K Mar 2023
I used talk to you often, now we hardly have a time
We used to meet often but now I'm too tired for those things
I always have things in my mind
The truth is I hardly think about you at all
And when I'm yarning for you, You are busy or asleep
I even thought about ending this
But It's hurt to even think about it
Maybe I do still love you
Now I really don't know what to do...
Feb 2023 · 74
Friend's Boyfriend...
N K Feb 2023
Yeah, I thought she would stay
For a little longer with me
But now she got a boyfriend
Who she likes to share her laughs
And tears
More than with me...
I'm feeling kind of down
Because all my friends are slipping away
It's little lonely...
Because It's only me at the end...
Dec 2022 · 399
Mourning heart...
N K Dec 2022
The sky is mourning
So is my heart...
I feel the coldness,
Slipping through it's cracks
Into the deep of my broken heart
Making me feels so lonely...
And missing you badly...
Sep 2022 · 66
Her eyes
N K Sep 2022
Those black eyes...
They hold me captive,
So pure...
Yet,
So tired...
And I wan't to erase that tiredness
To make them shines
Like the stars in the night sky
Sep 2022 · 151
Secret
N K Sep 2022
We all have that one secret
Which we buried deep in our soul
And hope it will be forgotten oneday
So rest of the world will never know
They will never know...
Jul 2022 · 382
Life
N K Jul 2022
Since we were born...
We lived a life,
To others expectations...
But when will we have a time
To be our self?
Jul 2022 · 196
Time
N K Jul 2022
Time is a torture...
When all you can do is wait...
Jul 2022 · 154
Tears
N K Jul 2022
Should there be tears
In every time you feel sad
Can there be times that you want to cry
But the tears also have betrayed you...
Jul 2022 · 66
Longing for you...
N K Jul 2022
Even with those thousand stars...
Sky still feels lonely...
When the moon does not shine...
Even when I'm surrounded by the people...
I still feels lonely...
When you are not by my side...
Jul 2022 · 402
Life...
N K Jul 2022
When I was little...
I wanted to grow up soon
And enjoy the life!
But after growing up...
Now I wan't to go back to the childhood
Where I can sit on my mom's lap
And enjoy the life while doing nothing
Apr 2022 · 239
All Alone
N K Apr 2022
And now I'm all alone
Wondering where they all gone
Standing in a dark hall
With bare feet, on a cold floor
All alone...
Wondering...
Where they all gone...
Dec 2021 · 62
Who I am...
N K Dec 2021
Just for a few minutes...
I forgot who I am
And crossed the line you drew
I'm sorry that I overreacted
I just forgot who I am to you...
Dec 2021 · 809
She is Chasing A Miracle
N K Dec 2021
She is...
Chasing a heart for years...
A heart that she knows will never be hers
A heart which already been broken by someone
Even knowing that she is chasing a miracle
But She still chooses to chase...
Nov 2021 · 195
Scar...
N K Nov 2021
People come and goes
But I thought you would stay
Yeah, you stayed as a scar in my heart
A scar that never heals
And hurts in every once in a while
To make me remember that day
The day you broke my heart
Nov 2021 · 1.0k
Year goes by...
N K Nov 2021
Another year goes by...
With some tears,
Some regrets,
And some memories which I hold on tight...
Nov 2021 · 73
Tired Soul...
N K Nov 2021
Meeteth me at the hour thy soul doth feel not restful
And thy mind becomes silent
At the dawn by the beach
Where we can rest our souls
While our minds keepeth wandering...
Aug 2021 · 190
My poems
N K Aug 2021
She laughed when I said that I'm writing poems
She told me that I never got that talent
And she said "Don't waste your time"
She just wants me to study
Can studying solve every thing.....?
She never wanted to look at my poems...
Jul 2021 · 88
The Perfect Day
N K Jul 2021
Yesterday was too perfect for be real
Too perfect for be a dream
I can still remember your warmth
And your touch
The way you looked me in the eye
The way you smiled
It was way too perfect
For me to believe
That it was real...
Jul 2021 · 71
Just afraid
N K Jul 2021
I'm just afraid
Afraid that one day I will brake your heart
I don't want to be the reason you're hurting
Don't want to be the reason for your tears
I just want to
Just want to love you forever
Jul 2021 · 575
Lost
N K Jul 2021
You are my North
You are my South
But suddenly I feels very lost
Had I followed the wrong direction?
But I always followed my heart
I trust both, my heart and you
Jun 2021 · 216
Baby
N K Jun 2021
Yeah, You can call me baby
I will be your friend
I'll be your lover up until the very end
Baby, you don't have to show me your love
'Cause I know you don't pretend
This is not my own creation! I just changed the words in "At my worst" song!
Jun 2021 · 221
Bleeding
N K Jun 2021
I'm bleeding from my heart
Threw my pen
On an empty paper...
Jun 2021 · 90
Night...
N K Jun 2021
Another sleepless night
With you hot on heels in my mind...
Jun 2021 · 250
You...
N K Jun 2021
While others chasing money
Success, health, happiness
My heart chases you...
Jun 2021 · 552
Away from me...
N K Jun 2021
Every step which you are taking back
You are walking away from me
Bit by bit
Step by step
Away from me
May 2021 · 91
Untitled
N K May 2021
If it is not a sin,
I have done it long ago...
N K May 2021
I used to believe
The things are going to be all right
It will get better tomorrow
But the truth is
It's only getting worse
And I ended up thinking
Yesterday was better than today
May 2021 · 69
Blank
N K May 2021
I got so many things inside my head
But don't know how to tell
Just an open book
Blank page
And me...
May 2021 · 159
Endless Loop
N K May 2021
It feels like these days are on a endless loop
Where the things keep repeating it self forever
Without you by my side
It feels like life is on a endless loop
Where there is no escape...
May 2021 · 505
Candle
N K May 2021
I'm a candle
Which burn it self to light others life
I'm slowly melting away...
Can you see it?
Or you only see the light I give?
May 2021 · 109
Girl...
N K May 2021
Girl, you look perfect in my eyes
But why can't you see your beauty
Why comparing yourself with others
Girl you are unique
There is no another one like you
You just have to see it from my eyes...
#Beauty
May 2021 · 564
Here I am
N K May 2021
And here I am, with a bleeding heart
With a dying light
And fighting with the darkness inside
Please give me strength
To hold on tight...
May 2021 · 140
Darkness
N K May 2021
It will never be over...
Doesn't matter how hard I try
The voice which whisper into my ear will never be gone
It is always be there to make me bleed
To make me cry, to steal my sleep
It will never be gone...
But with your presence, You are like a light to my darkness
You light up my whole word
But darkness will always be there, hiding behind the shadows
please don't leave me, It comes back when you are gone
And I'm not strong enough to hold on anymore...
Nov 2020 · 81
Fairytale
N K Nov 2020
They say everything gonna be alright
But later on, I realized
It's just another fairytale
Nov 2020 · 72
Unspoken
N K Nov 2020
I want to tell you
How much you mean to me
But it feels like
Words are stuck  in my throat
Sometimes we can't convert the feelings in to words!
Nov 2020 · 60
Dark Words...
N K Nov 2020
Hate it when I got some words
Whispering to my mind over and over
But don’t know how to get them out of me
Those words…. Those dark words are killing me inside
And no one can help me, Even I can’t save my self
They make me want to curl into a ball
And cry all day and night
But I have to look stronger right?
Look stronger until I crumble down…
Jul 2020 · 75
Night Sky
N K Jul 2020
One day I want to show you the constellations in the sky
And fall asleep with you under the night sky
In a new moon day when the stars shines bright
On a grass field where the fireflies fly
Jul 2020 · 62
A Little Longer
N K Jul 2020
I always wanted to escape from my life
Have given up long ago
But after you came
I want to stay a little longer
A little longer with you by my side
Jul 2020 · 46
You.....
N K Jul 2020
As the day went by
As the sun embrace the Ocean
And the moon taking her turn
My mind wonders about you

The night is peaceful
With hoot of some owls
But night feels like a mystery
Mystery like you

As my lids become heavy
And body began to relax
My mind starts to wonder
Wonder about you

Sometimes you steal my sleep
You keep me awake
And sometimes embrace me in my dreams
It’s always you and always will be
To the love of my life
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