Rain clouds looming over me
Threatening to drench me in it's cold

But they don't know
I'm already drowning
Ice cold crashing inside me
Dragging me deeper into
a darkness I can't even fathom.

Too scared and tired to fight anymore
So here I lay, rain on my face
Nobody to pull me up, lesson learned the hard way
Drowning from the inside out.

Alone in my room
under a UV light
thinking of where it all went wrong
clothes strewn across my bedroom floor
dried up tear lines across my face
clutching your torn shirt, numb from pain
trying to remember how you smelled
Baby i think i miss you still.