Of course, everyone is to blame, but not you,
cars, weather, other people, dogs, trees, cats

Oh you think
I lost,
but i win,
i win the right to be
my own,
to be myself.

little, little ego,
choking in the throat
biger, biger, biger,
little ego growed,
there's not enough
of breathing,
there's not enough
of everything,
the sun not sun,
the moon too cool,
Earth too *****,
the city too big or too small,
the dress not fit at all,
the lipstick it's too heavy on my lips,
dark smoke in my throat,
the metal ston onto my heart,
I feel each beat,
pulsation in my head

no, don’t keep me within the framework,
I’ll come out of them anyway, because I’m jelly, I’m just jelly.

what gives popularity?
today is, tomorrow is not.
It does not bring income,
it does not make you smarter,
it does not bring stable work.
who needs this popularity?
not me

What do you want?
i wanna this and those,
i wanna jump and just lay under palm tree,
i wanna those and this,
i wanna that and it,
i wanna go there and be here in same time,
i wanna write and wanna job,
i need to study by the way,
*** why i want too much?

under pressure.
under stress.
i ressist, have no regrets.
1000 problems,
1000 words,
1000 points.
anxiety, rush, depression
i have to rake this mess all alone