My only happiness
Makes me cry

The truth of love
That makes me lie

A pain too deep
My wish to die

The greatest bliss
Yet makes me cry

This ordeal
No one knows why

Love is cruel
Love is joy

It lets you live
It makes you die

To love is being
A feeling high

Yet love is lethal
It won't let me die

Pride be killed
Its blood be spilled
I made be free
I let to die!

It captures me
It strengthens me
It made me so
It makes me cry

I want it not
I want it lost
But it is me
Who can’t deny

That it was me
Who made it be
That it was so
To make me lie

It seals me in
It is a demon
My greatest worth
My greatest lie

Come **** it please
Come, let me live
O great desire
Come let me fly

So great regret
Yet to greater depth
I want to live
Yet want to die

The day I slay
This darkness great
I will not live
And will not die

For to **** ones pride
You stab your heart
With ones very hand

So the soul can fly!

For some time do I sense
External moons to cause
Waves of restlessness in my oceans
Striking the beaches of imagination  
Giving birth to emotions  
Heavy and deep as they be
Bringing chaos in creation
Making words of expression  
Strong and bound to devotion
Bringing smiles in all sight
Hiding my demons in all right

For neither do they care nor consider
The wounds of my heart, feels and shiver

For it is when blood is spilled from hearts
Do words strong and deep come to be!

When one went two
When truth went half
When white went blue
Red be the other half

I came down five
One me four laugh
To live it through
To cow from calf

The red lived too
As days that passed
With blue became white
For days to last

But to words be true
Time had to pass
The truth that flew
And the lie would last

The time would come
How I waited that
That two be one
That truth be fact

That this world would
Forever last
Never would it fall
Never would it cast

A shadow dark
A shady test
As evil lurks
At it’s very best

We would last forever
And through every life
Blue would be wherever
The red would be in sight

I do not know  
Why heavens bleed
I do not know
Why the earth takes seed
Why you made it so
Why you made it glow
Why you made him fire
Why you made us dirt
How you made us higher  
How you made him fall
How the heavens bowed
How the worth they showed

But then why did we
The truth did not see
From him could not flee
Ourselves have sold

We do love you but
Do not make clear cut
We do try to find
A path that would be lined

Which you help us find
But then you've turned us blind
And then you’re yet so kind
Saving us from bind

But then, do we care
But then, do we share
But then, one sided love
But then, is not fair

But then it is us who have
Fell in love with you
But then the truth is that Fell in front of you.
Oh God show us please
But how can I say
Wanting to see you
Is but your dismay

Yes I want to cry
Yes I want to shout
Yes I want to fly
Yes I want no doubt

But that would raise your anger
Oh heavens raise the hanger
I so want to see him
I so want to feel

But how can I say so
But how can I seal
For its not your wish
For its not your zeal

I will stay to bear
Till the day I swear
You and I will meet
The very essence sweet

Oh how the heavens wait
Oh how I envy fate
Oh how I proclaim death
Which is but so late

With this I say farewell
To you and my wish
Till the day I fail
Till the day you bail
My worth and my life
You will let me see  
Your face and being.