Falling into the arms of sleep
I wonder of the hardships I keep
The pain I bring, force upon myself
Upon those within my grasp
Dragging them down as I spiral
Into the abyss of my mind
- Jay M
October 15th, 2021
I'm sorry for all of the chaos and pain I have caused. Reality hasn't felt real in a while, and I'm getting far too lost in all of it. I'm dragging everyone down around me as I'm spiraling, and I'm barely managing. I'm sorry, I wish my first instinct wasn't to push people away, or to put on an act, but all I know how to do is suffer alone, in my silence.