Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
I love you more than him.
It fills me to the brim.
As I lay here,
cuddled in my thoughts.
I scheme up ways,
to add you to my plot.
I just want you as my own,
You're the best feeling
I've ever known.
You're only thing I need.
I'd do anything to have you,
I'd fight,
cry,
and bleed.
But When i try
it's just too heavy,
so I leave my heart behind.
I dream up things
so i trip and fall,
so hard I should be blind.
But by your side,
I would stand,
for there's no better love to find.
You are my dream girl,
the best I could have,
until the end of time.
 Nov 2018 Brianna Kinyon
Marya123
Dear God

Why would you take the best souls away?
Almost as if they're too precious for Earth?
Gone too soon, always and forever-
Or do you send them away for rebirth?
Why didn't you give him some courage
Instead of pain, agony anew
Why did his soul want to run away
As though prayers weren't enough for you?
If he is up there with you in heaven
Tell him I'm sorry I didn't know,
That I'm so sad that I did not help,
That I deeply regret I was too slow.
Tell him I do hope he's doing well,
That I wish his anguish decreased,
That I pray he gained some happiness,
That I truly hope he found his peace.
A childhood friend of mine recently committed suicide.. I didn't know what to feel, so I wrote it down.
It’s really killing me on the inside that you won’t tell me why
I mean u will always be apart of my pain my shortest and greatest luv story of how a utterly cold hearted girl secretly fell for a equally cold hearted man will always include u.... I usually forget and move on with no hesitation I mean I grew up living outta suitcases...
but when it comes to u I can’t control my tripolar ways I wanted u in my life forever so
why would u hang up on me....
why was it so easy for you to send me mixed signals when u already knew i wanted to luv you
why wouldn’t u call me back
why the **** is it so easy for you to forget me
like I’m your enemy
when the mention of ya name still makes my stomach turn with butterflies
I try to forget ya name and the visual church bells ring louder with sweet day dreams and vivid  memories of you
why why would u get on here just to write one poem and never call was my time with u really that meaningless??? all I know is I missed u something terrible and I’m hoping that with a little closure it will at least help me understand why

— The End —