I didn’t sign up for drama nor gossip
I got better things to do
With my life.
There’s so much stuff
I want to learn
I have so much omens
I’m not going let anything
Get in my way
I want to my talent to
Good use
I didn’t take fashion designer
For the hell of it
I could draw
When you want something in
Life
You going to get it

I don't mind if you touch them,
but maybe she did,

I don't care anymore,
to me there just a pair of flesh,

but to her,
they're still innocent,

Mine have lost the specialness in the I want you to touch them,
Now it's met with I don't cares,

For I no longer have what she has,
those first time butterflies like i'm shy when I remove my top,

when it's the first time I show them off to you,
because they're not special anymore,

when a time in my life my brest made me happy,
were I could look in the mirror and feel good about something,

but they became nothing,
so now I look and see nothing but a black canvas of disappointment,

everytime I stare at my reflection,
every time I see my wound,

our wound,
because that's the one that everyone sees,

the rest I made are hidden just for me,
and I wish our wound was like that,

I wish I could totally remember what happened to my breast,
but all I remember was burning right over the year old scar again,

because the pain of remember hurt more then my second burn,
but the first time you were the one to burn me,

and I had hid it so well,
but there came a time where I didn't care,

and I showed it off,
battle scar? call it what you want,

if you wanna grab my **** go for it,
they have gone through worse assault,

if you wanna see them,
it's not going to mean **** to me,

and I am really sorry that thats hows it's been for me,
but it's not my fault my ***** innocence was stolen from me,

because of a *****,
with what used to look like the end of one of his cigarettes

You're productive
You don't "fake it" for people
When you love, you love hard
You're dependable and loyal
You pay attention to things others
may not pay attention to
You don't like wasting money
You don't have to be over the top
to get attention
You constantly seek to improve
yourself

I'd like to be the sort of friend
     that you have been to me;
I'd like to be the help that you've been
     always glad to be;
I'd like to mean as much to you
     each minute of the day
As you have meant, old friend of mine,
     to me along the way.

I'd like to do the big things
     and the splendid things for you,
To brush the gray out of your skies
     and leave them only blue;
I'd like to say the kindly things
     that I so oft have heard,
And feel that I could rouse your soul
     the way that mine you've stirred.

I'd like to give back the joy
     that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need
     I hope will never be;
I'd like to make you feel
     as rich as I, who travel on
Undaunted in the darkest hours
     with you to lean upon.

I'm wishing at this Christmas time
     that I could but repay
A portion of the gladness
     that you've strewn along the way;
And could I have one wish this year,
     this only would it be:
I'd like to be the sort of friend
     that you have been to me.

I ignore you
You are upset
Snap at me
so I butter you up
Chocolate
"You don't have to do that," you say
mouth watering
I turn to get your treat
Rush down the hall
Feel your eyes
All over me
In all my curvy places
The touch so real

happiness...is everything. Happiness isnt based on money and sometimes not even on what you're doing. Its about who your with.
its about living with no regrets
And realising that a bad thing will last a few months, so who cares if he doesnt ask you out? who cares what your parents catch doing with the one who does? and who cares what anyone says about you.
Happiness is taking a risk
and it pays off
and even if it doesnt
another oppurtunity presents itself.
happiness is staying up all night with your frends.
happiness is water fights on late summer evenings.
happiness is love....lust only gives moments of happiness to the fact you cant believe you have that person...love leaves you eternally in wonder of how you ended up feeling so right.
happiness is being with your friends and wearing crazy *** hats in public
happiness is seeing a familiar face in nevr ending sea of lies.
happiness is no homework
happiness is having tickle fights with the one you love
happiness is lying in the sun looking at the clouds
happiness is doing wat you want to do
happiness is helping one another
happiness if giving all of you no matter how much you recieve in return
happiness is being able to speak your mind
happiness is knowing you have earnt all the praise you get and being able to say thank you...not going red, studying your shoelaces and bringing yourself down
happiness is confidence
happiness is working hard for something
happiness is being wateva you want and not caring what anyone says...you only get to live once..you will nevr live it down if you're on your deathbed and you realise that you've spent your whole life being what everyone else wanted you to be. living a lie
happiness is finding out who you are
happiness is coming home and your parents ask you how your day was...evn if u jst grunt back
happiness is singing in the shower as loud as you can...i mean showers hav that magical power that means no-one else can hear you...rite?
happiness is not being afraid to say someone is hot...it makes u all giggly...saying someone is good looking doesnt neccessarily mean you want them
happiness is feeling safe
happiness is feeling wanted
happiness is feeling at peace with yourself
happiness is feeling that someone always has your back
happiness is when something isnt funny..but your so happy to see someone that u cant stop smiling
happiness is that one thing you can nevr really express to someone...its like a drug, it makes you do crazy things...its make you feel ontop of the world.
this made me happy knowing that peopl will read this and feel happy
it made me happy because i made a good attempt to describe something that can nevr be completely decribed.

happiness is the one thing that keeps you going when you're like the single flowers whose colours hav turned to shades of grey

i cant explain this happiness

As right now
Sitting in my room on my bed
My heart beating really fast
I'm feeling weak
I think something serious
Wrong with someone
Your to close too.
Ever feel like
Your like part of someone
This exactly how I'm
Feeling inside
I never
Had this kind problem
Like you cannot breathe

Like your heart beating faster
Mine is beating faster
I feel like there's something wrong
I feel like someone squeezing
My heart
Right now
I feel losing air.
What's going on

I have gone through many ups and downs with my husband since I talk to him. Enjoying the Army. Our relationship was good until I noticed he is a compulsive liar.
I found out he has been messaging another women with nasty messages and pictures.
This isn't the first time he has done this. Women we both knows in the pass. Came up to me. Some reason he don't remember,  what he'll suppose have done.
I am tired of being lied to, but I can't seem to stop helping him. Even though he say no. Maybe I'm different than him. No, matter what you say to me.
Because we have kids together. I still look at it as if its okay.
I maded few mistakes in my life.
Am I going to hide it.
Am I going to lie about it.
No, I'm not going to hide it
Nor lie about it.
I am a true person.
Ask me, I'll tell you.
My morsel tells me
Lieing about something
Not only you lieing to yourself
Your lieing to God
I rather be free with my sin
Than live with a guilty conscious
For the raise of my life.

Dechon’e I saw a lot of blockage that's coming from past experiences in their lifetime. This is fairly typical for most people since everyone carries some sort of "baggage" from past crushes, romances, relationships, broken hearts, trust issues, etc. Some people can move on from certain experiences but will hold on to other experiences and this carries on into all future relationships, even if they aren't romantic relationships

I felt like a giant
Holding fireworks in his fists
Fuses burning between my knuckles
I could silence the bang if I wanted to

Inside your chest are bibles
Full of psalms about hunger
And love
And letting go
Psalms about selfless
I want to kiss you like a prayer

******* like a prayer

I am small
And I feel the ground breathe beneath my feet
It is dark

I am a marble with a green cat eye center
Still hot and smooth
The glass blower that made me had asthma
I don’t roll like the rest of them
This dent in my chest
But you decide it is a good place to rest your head

You feel like the ocean
When I am sleeping on a raft
I made from fallen trees and rope
A steady rock just past the wave break
So calm I’m sure I could sail safely
As far as I wanted

I feel like I don’t exist
Like I am unicorn horn glitter
After the slaying
The men who have ground me down
Use me to sell toys to kids
Because glitter makes everything magic

I am magic
Clumsy magic
Like a giant learning sleight of hand
Fireworks in his fists
I could stop the bang if I wanted to

I don’t want to
I am hot glowing color
Falling from the palms of a giant
Whose hands are clouds

Someone has just prevented a car accident
Saved someone’s life
There are fireworks
A celebration

I am rubber kneecaps
For people who collapse
I bounce them back
People who don’t pray anymore
They just keep walking

I feel like a slave song
The simple message
When you sing these words
I can do anything

I feel like a giant

And I want to kiss you like a prayer
That stops someone from dying

I feel a little anxious
Wonder if the days, with you will last.
Banish all my fears,
Hold me 'til the darkness hours has passed.

I feel a little helpless
Wonder if the strength you give will stay.
Hold me until the break of day.

I feel a little lonely
Wonder when you next will hold me tight.
Are my world, I need you near,
Hold me close until the morning light.

I feel a little broken
Wonder if you'll heal me with your love.
Are my kids, sweet remedy,
Your lips to mine, mend me
Hold me breathless 'til the Sun's above.

An amazing person. A truthful person. A person with good taste. A beautiful person. A smart person. A person that is smart and has good style. A person who smiles a lot and loves to laugh and have a great time. A kind person but has an attitude when needed.

Honesty has pretty smile...

One thing you don’t do
That to a person
Who helped you a lot
Especially money
For someone to say
Your not having ***
Is guilty as hell
I did that for nothing
So, what you have to say

You cannot make
Someone look for someone
Else
When you just had
A miscarriage
You expect someone
To get over it
That quick
It’s not easy
It’s takes time
To heal
It doesn’t happen
Over night.
Sorry I’m not you

Young woman love to calm something
It’s how some are raise
Parents in fault of responsibility
Won’t take this all on
She speak as much as I
To be better than sexually
Yes carry all the burden
But she’s silly little girl playing
Mine games with older men
Yes, that’s what I see?
A strong woman baring themselves
A strong woman revealing to their head
A strong woman is able to share their heart
But if you burned
By others, who trust you
Because your fear is greater
Doesn’t mean you get chastise over
Temptation

Who like to keep it in the family
She **** your cousion
Than when out with her
Turn around dated one of
Your friend
While she’s still with you.
That’s not a woman
That’s a ***

Some people deal with there frustrations,
Smoke a cigarette, drinking
Hint a door
Get mad at your kids, wife
Gamble all the money
Drive fast

There are some, who cannot handle it
Ends up suicide

When they have there own secrets
That’s pretty hard to do so
First they have to be truthful
To themselves
I was as an question
If I could trust my man
Honestly I don’t know him
That well
I only know basic stuff about him
What he likes to eat
Nope I don’t know
What he doesn’t like
Nope I don’t know
Right there he doesn’t
Say much
If we couldn’t have a good
Conversation on the phone
Rather to talk to someone else
That’s tell you
He keeps things from me
Please someone tell me
How do you get know
That person.

This how you save money
Don’t buy everything you see
Only get what you need
Don’t buy your friends
Your friends will always be there
Don’t have very Stenseth tasty
Alway Budget your money
Don’t spend all your money
Because your Alcoholic

This time
Is your turn
I’m not giving in
Gone this far
To give in.
I’m afraid to even ask
How you doing
I’m afraid to even talk to you
I might fall in same bs

When you call
When you text
But when I want something
You can’t do same for me
I can’t just drop
What I’m doing
Because you want me to
You ignored my wishes
I’m always there
When you call
I have important things
To handle right now
Sorry I can’t just pretend
You don’t Knowledge me.
I didn’t get to do
What I needed to do yesterday
Because what had happened to me.
I had to cancel my appointment yesterday.
Today is my day

No, matter how people's treat me.
I'm still bless
No, matter how people's use me for
My kindness
I'm still bless
No, matter how people's call me name
I'm still bless
Because my heart is pure