I’m thankful
For everything I have.
I don’t complain
I take it
As how it
Come.

If is meant to be
It will happen.
I have faith
And I believe
Jesus Christ.
Waiting patient
It will do
Me good.

This what she’s has to say
My tarot cards told me that SOMETHING AMAZING will happen next month.

But then, I got worried…

How lucky are you that a good friend warned me just in time about what is happening to you !

All the signs are good … but since yesterday, I have doubts about a person you know very well.

After a sleepless night of work, I have now some very important details to share with you.

All the amazing things I saw in your future can still happen !
All I want to live my life in
Peace and harmony
Stree free

And my kids
You never know
What could happened to
Your love one
Or anybody.
I got to make sure
I have enough to
Pay are bills
This Cov-19 is not a
Joke.
The numbers are going up.
Not going to depend on
A man.

Everything morning
You have two choices:
Continue to sleep with
Your Dream
Or Wake up
And Chase Them

Some men think women
want money, car, and gifts.
But the right woman wants
a man’s time, effort , passion,
honestly , loyalty , smile , and
him choosing to put her
as his priority.

Anybody gets
Talking to DEchon’e
It’s could be a friend or
Baby mama
You won
His all yours now
See what type of person you are
You will do anything
Even his own blood
Just to have him
The Victory is
You’re

You may see a happy face
You may see a toothy grin
You may see a light in my eyes
But that is all a thin mask

I want to break down
I want to let it out
I want to stop acting like I'm fine
Because I'm NOT

Behind my smile is pain
In my eyes is a tiny spark of hurt
I hide it the best I can
Behind this daily mask

I want to break something
I want to scream for someone to hear
Will I try to bother someone?
No

I am a burden
I was made only to help
Not to stand in the way
It doesn't matter how I feel

Who should care about me?
Why would someone?
I am the one who helps everyone
And deny myself the right

The problem with being selfless...
You feel like you shouldn't be helped
So you sit in your pain
Behind you smile

That fake smile
Everyone seems so gullible
It seems to convince everyone
Except for the very very few

I sometimes want someone to notice
To ask if I'm all right
The problem is...
I would say yes

I don't know why
Because behind my answer...
I am screaming
Screaming for help

I want someone inside my head
Who can tell exactly what I need
How to make me feel better
I will not tell you

Most have to pry
Ask the right questions
Convince me to trust them
That is the only way to take off this mask

Once you have the real me
It is noticeable
Everything stops
I let the pain show

This pain that is so hard to cover up
And yet I manage day to day
I will sometimes try to hint
But no one gets it

I don't know why
Am I the only one that feels this pain?
Pain that makes you shake
Pain that hurts so much you CAN'T cry

I just want to be happy all of the time
God, why can't I be happy?
I'm tired of acting
I'm tired of saying I'm fine

I strongly advise you to read the information below. This will help you to protect yourself against people who slander about you and against other negative forces that influence you.

Banish the jealousy of others from your life. It is damaging to you and to the happiness that is waiting for you. You will miss a beautiful, prosperous future if you don’t intervene now.

About what you could do with people
Is how you could
Do for yourself and love one.
There’s more in life
If you don’t take your
Change
You will never know.
Life it self
About you have the control
Not someone else
Controlling your life.
Live , laugh and love.

Did you feel sorry
When I was pregnant
Did you feel sorry
When you push me away
Did you feel sorry
When you denied my pregnancy
Did you feel sorry than
When you put me into
Your drama.
Nope, you
Only worry about
Yourself. My question is
Why should I
Be worried about you.
Move on
Next

May the Lord stay with you
Today and give you peace
Of mind, and happy heart,
And May you
Experience His Love
Throughout the day.
God bless

Bad karma
Only come around
When you have done something wrong
You
Yourself won’t admit you did.
Good karma
Stays with you
Always
Because good karma
Know that your a good person
So good thing’s
Will keeps happening to you.

You and I might not
Talk before.
A good person like me
Didn’t have to do
Stuff for you.
But right now this
Moment
God’s know
What I have done
For you and your kids.
Everything you and your best friend
Brain wash your kids
About me.
I really don’t care.
I only care what god’s know
About me.
God’s know what kind of
Person I am.
And I’m not going throw myself
Nor proof myself
To anybody
But just God
Himself.
God’s know who’s
Fault in this situation.
If it was my fault
I shouldn’t be blessed
With a beautiful house
I shouldn’t be blessed
With a car.
I shouldn’t be blessed
My life change
For a good reason.
I should be struggling right now
I should be still
Living in raggedy
Apartment.
But I’m not
God heard my prayers
And he blessed me with
Everything
And change my life
And **** me away
From all the negative people.
God’s know I
Don’t trust men
By there’s words.

I get my information from my husband
My husband serves this country
His active duty
For the army
I believe what the military
Are talking
If anything to happen
There’s are the one to be
Notified first.
Look I’m in
Las Vegas
The bigger casino
Closing down because
This corona virus going
School are close down too.
Parents are change
To home school are child
I have some information
I’m not Definitely sure yet
My husband will let me know
Wednesday
The best way to beat this
To stay in your own
Comfort home.

Honestly I don’t care if
Your friend judging me
She will never be
Where I’m at.
Last year with everything
Had happened to me.
I counted my blessing. If I was wrong
In anyway.
I prayed to god
If god see anything I did wrong
I wanted god not to grant
My prayers.
But he pulled me out that dark place
Where my mind
Was doing and thinking.
I ask god if I was a bad person
Why stuff keeps happening to me.
God answered my question
Look at me now

Woman
was made from the rib of man
Not from his head to top him
nor his foot to be stepped on by him
but from his side to be equal to him
under his arm to be protected by him
and near his heart to be loved by him.

God change my life
For better
Self esteem and health.
God’s clean my mind
And souls
I see much better about
How I handle my life
And where I want to be.
And people who’s
Say I love god
Easy to say it.
But you also have to
Accept him
In your heart. And appreciate
What has god
Gave up for us.

An insatiable
****** desire to **** the
hell out of that certain
special someone you think
about all the time.

The night black,
Just like your soul,
And now because of you I'm no longer whole,

The ocean is blue,
Just like my tears,
I'm done hiding my fears,

It runs through my veins,
The color crimson red,
Without it I would be dead,

A soft orange glow,
Like the setting sun,
In this life I'm almost done,

I contemplate living,
My pointless life is in shades of grey,
and I wonder if I should stay,

I'm all alone,
My world has gone from light to dark,
The songs of angels will guide me home,

The pain I feel inside,
White and pure like snow,
Sometimes I wonder does anyone truly know?

You did not feel loved or valued. You have suffered a lot of heartache and you felt abandoned. Your youth was not always easy, I sense. But this has made you into a very strong person and it developed an inner strength in you to face even the toughest obstacles.

why must you lie to me
is it for my attention
my sympathy
or a addiction

do you want me to chase you
so you can ******* off
be mean to me
or **** me off

im too tired for this game
we are both too old
this game needs to stop
before one of us explodes.

Because ***
Stand for
Oh my god.
God has nothing to do
With your mess up
Life.
Your the one
Choose your life
How you want to
Be.
So there’s for
No, ***

Sorry I like to live
In positive life
With god.
I don’t surround yourself
With people are
So negative.
I’m a happy person
Who wake up
Everyday my life
With a smile
On my face
And actually say
Thank you
God’s
For giving me a better life

Is only in fairy tales
There is no such
Thing Prince Charming
Not in the world we live in
There’s nothing wrong
Dreaming for one.
When I was a child
I always dream
Meeting a Prince Charming
My Prince Charming
I always like to watch his
Movie.
Night walker
His half human and vampire
To me
That’s my Prince Charming

Making myself
Looking good
I’m more into
Making my dream come true.
I want to able
To stand on my own legs
And say
Hey I did it
All myself.
In my mind and soul
I believe
I’m strong.
I’m not dumb
All my talents
I could put it in good use.
I don’t want to be
Stay home mom.
I did graduate from school
With a 3.9

After the man I truly love
That he had to hide me
I been thinking myself
I been fighting for him
Not even once of
Life time
Ever stop loving him.
Now I come to a question
For myself.
Isn’t worth
For me fighting for him.
Part of me
Don’t want to give up
Because I believe there’s something
Good to come .
Another side of me
Is very tired.
So isn’t worth me fighting for him.

How do I give you everything
From the beginning
You wasn’t really there for me.
Not once’s
You stand up for me
Not once’s you
Actually love me
The same way I love you.
Not once’s you
Never fought for me
Not once’s
You protected me.
Now you want me
Just what exactly you want.
Your problem is
When you had a good woman
You push them away.
You don’t know
How to handle
Them.
It’s okay for you
To do it to me.

the ones who encourage you
during uncertain times
who stand with you
when no one else will
who hold you when you break
and pick up your pieces again

they are your people
treasure them

Corona Virus
Only affects the elderly people
And infant
Who has a low aume system
The news are not exactly
Telling the whole truth
Military Soldiers
Has more information
Than the T.V.

The underlying pattern is about how you've allowed yourself to be enslaved by false beliefs and feelings of powerlessness. External forces, other people, and the social mores of your generation have easily influenced you into believing that you have no control. Addictive personalities can draw you into romance and you may be willing to bend to the needs and wants of others but then feel victimized. The spell can be broken now and it's your time to make your own choices

I waited to long
Already.
You can’t tell me
What in your heart
I’m going to
Just enjoy life.
I gave you to
Many changes
Still Continue
Doing
Something. Doubting
Me. Will only
Led you
No where with
Me

I did
I knew what I was fighting for
I was fighting for the people
I thought. They love me in same way
I was wrong on that.
Now I’m not fighting for anything
But with myself
Trust is gone
Love got scared and when hiding
Royal will always be there
Because I’m not a low grade a woman
I’m more classy type of person