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36 · Dec 2020
I’m Not Really into
Making myself
Looking good
I’m more into
Making my dream come true.
I want to able
To stand on my own legs
And say
Hey I did it
All myself.
In my mind and soul
I believe
I’m strong.
I’m not dumb
All my talents
I could put it in good use.
I don’t want to be
Stay home mom.
I did graduate from school
With a 3.9
After the man I truly love
That he had to hide me
I been thinking myself
I been fighting for him
Not even once of
Life time
Ever stop loving him.
Now I come to a question
For myself.
Isn’t worth
For me fighting for him.
Part of me
Don’t want to give up
Because I believe there’s something
Good to come .
Another side of me
Is very tired.
So isn’t worth me fighting for him.
35 · Dec 2020
Ignore
Ignore those
Who try to steal
your joys.
Their lives are
full of nose.
Your is full
of purpose
35 · Dec 2020
I Still Love You
Friendship to me
Isn’t about how much
We talk. But instead
How much we’re
There for each other
In the of needs
35 · Nov 2020
People Lies
Some people lie for no reason at all
While many lie with a great reasoning
Most lie to safeguard and be saved from fall
Others let themselves be blamed for speaking.

Few lie for a good acceptable cause
And many just construct a cause to lie
Its not always the flip side of truth's pause
Sometimes a lie stands on its own clean tie.

For lying is a complex social act
More than a habit but a human trait
To be a well functional artefact
Protecting expectations truth can't wait.

Lies cover up another truth to suit
Or made to create a new set of truth.
35 · Apr 2020
In the first time
We talk
I gave you a hint
Not to ask me
For any money
You got blinded
What other people
Was saying.
You forgotten
What I have asked you.
Technically you cannot
Switch the blame on
To me.
I warned you
The very first time.
Is letting go
That person always
Tournament my life.
If I’m going to better my life
And my kids.
I need to take you out
My circle.
Don’t matter
If you played with my
Emotions and hurts my
Feeling. In the end
I will raise again
Better and stronger.
You can’t just say something
Thinking that person will never
find out
You keep telling lies on top of lies.
Soon enough
That person will never believe
you again.
Don’t say you
Read the Bible and believe
In the name of God.
But you could turn around
Make a lies
Don’t say you are different
Honestly your not different
Your same papi
I know.
You haven’t change.
A men like will
Never get with a good woman
In there life.
You had a good woman
What happened to it.
Where I am
Right now
I’m sorry I feel
You don’t have a place
For me
No matter what I
Do
Show you how much I
Love you. It’s not enough
I could only give
A little my heart
I can’t give all my heart
I could see it
In the end
I’ll be the one will get hurt.
So I give just enough
Of my heart
To see where do I
Stand
35 · Dec 2020
Holiday is Coming
I heard the bells on Christmas Day
Their old, familiar carols play,
And wild and sweet
The words repeat
Of peace on earth, good-will to men!

And thought how, as the day had come,
The belfries of all Christendom
Had rolled along
The unbroken song
Of peace on earth, good-will to men!

Till ringing, singing on its way,
The world revolved from night to day,
A voice, a chime,
A chant sublime
Of peace on earth, good-will to men!

Then from each black, accursed mouth
The cannon thundered in the South,
And with the sound
The carols drowned
Of peace on earth, good-will to men!

It was as if an earthquake rent
The hearth-stones of a continent,
And made forlorn
The households born
Of peace on earth, good-will to men!

And in despair I bowed my head;
“There is no peace on earth,” I said;
“For hate is strong,
And mocks the song
Of peace on earth, good-will to men!”

Then pealed the bells more loud and deep:
“God is not dead, nor doth He sleep;
The Wrong shall fail,
The Right prevail,
With peace on earth, good-will to men
35 · Jul 2020
Vision
Stop and realize
What are you talking about
You can’t fool someone
With your simple excuse
By saying
You are not doing anything
Deepest of your heart
That you are
When you speak
I could feel there’s a
Missing sentence your
Not saying I see right through you
First, your actions speak louder than your words
You whatever, what people say
I already know
What you're actually doing
I could put 1-2 together
When someone asked you
Simply question
The words are coming out your mouth
Don’t matchup
With your eyes
Did you know
That are eyes tells
Everything
Our eyes don’t lie
35 · Nov 2020
I’m not hurting
Because I know
How everything started
My witness is Jesus Christ.
35 · Jan 2019
Weird way showing my love
First you got to know me
To able understand me
One minute I love you
Another minute I hate your gust

Totally of all that
I don't give up
Only things I own within me
Faith and hopes

I'll fight until the end
I learned the hard way
That I cannot always
Count on others to
Respect my feelings.
Even if I respect theirs.
Being a good person
Doesn’t guarantee that
Others will be good people,
Too. You only have control
Over yourself and how
You choose to be as a
Person. As for others.
You can only choose to
Accept them or walk away.
35 · Dec 2020
Family and friends
It's Christmas time,
And I wish you well.
May the Lord bless you
With the best of health.

I hope the stockings are hung
And you're filled with wonder.
There are so many surprises
For you to ponder.

May your children be merry
When Santa brings toys.
Some for the girls
And some for the boys.

I pray you have food
And plenty to eat:
Turkey and gravy
And lots of sweets.

I hope your family's there,
Friends and neighbors, too.
So merry Christmas
From all of us to all of you.
34 · Mar 2020
Can you buy
Can you buy love
Can you buy happiness
Can you buy people
No. You cannot buy all
That.
When you buy love
Is not yours forever
When you buy happiness
It’s only for short time.
Never use the power of
Evil.
Remember money is evil.
Money makes people change.
Learn to control it.
Buying love, happiness and people.
It’s not god ways.
But the evil inside of you
34 · Jul 2020
What’s struggling
Every single one of us has our own struggles to deal with. We worry, we procrastinate, we don’t feel good enough, we wish we had more money.

But when you think about it, every single of these problems is self-created. They’re real, but they are only real because we’ve created them in our minds. We’ve attached ourselves to the way things should be, rather than accepting what is. The Buddha was right when he said desiring and attachment are the primary cause of unhappiness.

It’s all in our heads, but it doesn’t have to be this way. The key is to see life as it is, without all the ideals and fantasies you’ve created in your mind. Let go of all those stressful distractions and just accept and experience the moment.
34 · Nov 2020
It’s Not All My Fault
The first you said
You started looking for a
House.
Than I just did you a favor
By saying
It will be easier
If I look for the house.
When I became quite
You put out my business
Out there, you doubted me
You told someone I was tripping and
Lying about the house.
When I show you the picture.
Everything turned around
Not only that
Your best friend wth benefit
She had a lot to say.
Than you started to lie to me
Not once’s
To many times.
I know I said I
Forgive you.
But all though of
Respect
Stop blaming for everything.
God knows why
And what’s my reason.
34 · Aug 2020
Brand New Day
Leave back all your worries and troubles of yesterday,
Make yourself a silent promise to make today a better day.
Now my dear friend, a brand new day lays ahead of you,
Face it with pride, because it is a gift and is totally new.
May all your goals and ambitions for the day be set,
I wish you have an amazing day and a night without regrets.
Good morning family and friends. Have a grand day!
Good Morning Poems
34 · Apr 2020
So you had to gas out
To cover what exactly you
Was doing
Than you turned it around
Trying put a guilt on me
It’s all my fault.
The real picture here
It’s not my fault
You just set me up
Like someone told me
They really don’t
Know what’s going on
It’s all a game.
34 · Jun 2019
Ungrateful ppl
Never expect anyone to be grateful for anything you do. Do it because you want to or because you care and don’t worry about what they think or say.

There are a lot of thing to be grateful for sunshine on your back the wind in your face the stars the beauty of nature and friends who are real friends who wont desert you when you fall
I remember everything
It’s feel like was just
Yesterday
My childhood wasn’t that great
Memories I kept inside
No wonder I have
The hardest time trusting
A man.
When your less expected things
**** happen.
I don’t like this feeling at all
I’m not the prettiest woman in the block
I’m very insecure myself
99% I feel I’m ugly.
34 · Dec 2020
This is Why
Asking your boyfriend to lend you some cash kind of feels like begging Daddy for shopping money. You’re a grown woman — you shouldn’t have to ask for your allowance.

I am an optimistic and true believer in love. However, I’m also a realist; things happen that are unpredictable. If you and your beau share finances, it’s nice to know that if you broke up or he lost his job, you’d be able to handle the bills on your own (even if it’s just until you figure out a new living situation). Money may be a common reason for long-term splits, but it should never be the reason for staying together.
34 · Jun 2020
People will try anything
To see you not happy
To see you not Successful
They will try there best
To ruin everything
If that involving someone else
34 · Sep 2020
I toke that back
The day I told you I wasn’t helping you
And more
I **** the money back.
Nobody knows what I’m doing
So if think I lied
That’s your problem not mind.
I don’t tell my business like that
What I do
I keep that to myself.
I was so mad at that time.
If want to believe others
Go head be my guess.
Remember you treated me wrong
And lied to me
34 · Sep 2020
God’s Wonderful Gift
God loves you and me
He died upon the tree
He shed His blood on Calvary
That we all may be free

Free from eternal death
Free from sin and shame
Free to live forever
To call upon God's name

We can call in time of trouble
He'll listen when we're sad
He'll be there when we need him
To save us from the bad.

God loves you so very much
Accept Him now today
Kneel down and close your eyes
And this is what you say:

I am sorry for my sin
Forgive me Lord today
I want to live for you
To live for you always
You can’t go by what others people’s
Saying
You want the truth
Ask one of the family members
That’s knows that person
What you do in the dark
Must come out to the light
A person who’s pure heart
Who has a big heart
Who not ashamed to admit to
Her own mistake
A person who stands and tells
The truth
It’s not a liar
A person who could overcome everything
She’s been through life
Is not a liar
A person could say she truly love you
And will always love you no
Matter what life bring them
Is not a liar
Mirror, mirror, by the sink,
tell me what you truly think.
Am I fat or am I thin?
Will I lose or should I win?

Am I short? Perhaps too tall?
Are my ears a bit too small?
Is my nose exactly right?
Do I have an overbite?

Am I weak or super strong?
Is my hair too short or long?
Am I smart or rather dumb?
Can you say what I’ll become?

Am I nerdy? Am I cool?
Am I awful? Do I rule?
Am I great or do I stink?
Mirror, mirror by the sink.
33 · Oct 2018
The Heat Of My Desire
Candles flick their flame
The smell of sweet perfume
Seems to drive my lust insane

I look into your eyes
And run my fingers through your hair
I taste the sweetness of your neck
I nibble at your ear

Then whisper words of love
As you answer with a sigh
And in a very **** way
Sweet body comes alive

The heat of my desire
As we slowly come undress
Then start to lay you down
While you welcome my caress

Your luscious **** curves
Have a taste I can’t resist
And your breast show response
I touch them with a kiss

I soak inside your love
A **** love condition
Feeling passions start to raise
Making love in all positions

Give me so much pleasure
For ecstasy is here
You wrapped inside my arms
This heated love we share

No one can come close
This love that we inspire
For only you can fill this joy
The heat of my desire
Nobody is perfect
But if you walk on the same path
I walk on
You have the right
To say
Your life is hard
Do you have four kids
That you raised with a woman
Or man in your life
Then you could say
It’s hard being a single parent
Have you lost
Two of your parents
If not
You have no room to talk
Did you ever left one
Your kids
With a babysitter
Turn around your
A child got 30 Degree
Burn with hot water
Because of the babysitter
Left your child in
The tub. While
She when answering the
Phone.
Have you been
Rap before
From your own family
If  none of the above
Happened to you
Nope, your life
Is hard enough
You don’t
Know what
I have been thought
So, don’t tell me
Life is hard
33 · Jun 2020
Positive energy thinking
Always end the day with a positive thought. No matter how hard things were, tomorrow’s a fresh opportunity to make it better.
I know what I want in life
I want to live happy
Without bs.
I know I see much different
Than others people
I want to able to breathe
Without people telling me
Something else.
I want to speak my mind
Without someone saying it not true
When they wasn’t with me since 1995
I want good peoples
Around me.
I want a person who could
Tell me the truth.
I don’t ask much.
I don’t talk much either.
I want all the negative people
To leave me alone.
33 · Jun 2020
You
You
Each time I open my eyes . I see you
When I close them. I think of you.
When I sleep I always want to dream of you.
When I wake up every morning. I want to embrace you.
Loving you is the best thing I have ever done in my life.
33 · Nov 2020
Done playing games
Speak
I didn’t move
To start playing a games with
Some grown as man.
I’m a grown as woman
Got no time
For fake as people
Got no time
For people who love
To play with my emotions
Got no time
For a person
Who cannot tell me
What’s up.
Got no time
For anymore lies.
33 · Mar 2020
Everyone deserves
Another change
In life
If you don’t give another
Than you will
Stay the way you are
Source ****
Life is about giving
Another change
You fall
Than you get back up again
You keep on
Trying
You overcome everything
Learn to understand
33 · Apr 2020
Why Does means to You
It’s doesn’t matter
What anybody say or do.
Why follow what anybody
Saying
You giving them the
Satisfied of a doubt
Because they said something.
As long you
Believe what’s is
In your heart
That all should
Matter.
I don’t know
If you just be open with your
Feeling
Knowing what you actually want
From me.
I won’t be like that.
When your silent
You don’t really say much.
I will Continue having
My mood swing.
Because I don’t know
What you want.
33 · Jun 2020
Dear; Vanessa
God knows I don’t talk to you
I forgive you
What may your desire did to me
Doesn’t mean I forgotten
It’s easy to forgive someone
It’s harder to forget
Why can you just move on
Why cost all this trouble
Why won’t you be grown about it
My not the type of person
To look for trouble
I got much better in life
That’s concern me
But you costing someone life
The proofs on the
Camera
33 · Nov 2020
When you thought
A person change
Honestly
They just got worse.
33 · Jun 2019
I Use To Love To Sing
Now I hate singing
I don’t like hearing
Anything that
Got to do with love.
I rather listen to Jazz.
There’s no meaning to it
Unless it relax my mind.
That I don’t go
Do something stupid
This really hurts
Unless say, baby
I’m sorry you lost are
Baby. Silent nothing
No, sorry
32 · Jun 2020
If I had one wish
That will be
That’s person I
Really love and care for
To spend some
Times with me.
Not one day
But all the
Times.
That’s my
Wish
32 · Dec 2020
Friends
Friends
Don’t leave
Their friends
For another
Friends
32 · Sep 2020
Fresh Start
It's only the beginning now
...a pathway yet unknown,
At times the sound of other steps
...sometimes we walk alone.

The best beginnings of our lives
May sometimes end in sorrow,
But even on our darkest days
...the sun will shine tomorrow.

So we must do our very best
Whatever life may bring,
And look beyond the winter chill
...to smell the breath of spring.

Into each life will always come
A time to start anew,
A new beginning for each heart
...As fresh as morning dew.

Although the cares of life are great
And heads are bowed so low,
The storms of life will leave behind
...the wonder of a rainbow.

The years will never take away
Our chance to start anew,
It's only the beginning now
So dreams can still come true.
A person's behavior reveals how he wants to be treated by others. I am just grateful it taught me that there are more important people worth my time.

Your attitude is strictly your own choice, regardless of anyone else's behavior.  It's always possible to choose to respond in love.
A solider
Who been to wars
Nevertheless I thought
Of them being okay.
They PST
Is very strong.
Right now a solider
Is sound asleep
Screaming help in there sleep
Screaming again and saying
*******
Being in a normal life
We all think life is easy
Not for the solider
They have harder life
Just being in
Presence
Makes me cry
If I want to talk to whomever
I could talk to them
Your not the boss of me
And I don’t have a ring on my
Fingers
I don’t have same
Last name
As you do
32 · Apr 2020
What you feel
I feel it too.
That heat I feel
Last night
It’s very strong
I had to heal my own self
Not only jumping
In the tub
Something you don’t know anything
About.
Salted my front door
Inside my house
All the windows
Something you don’t believe in it.
To keep all the negative energy
Out my house
32 · Apr 2020
Nobody has time
To play your games
I got better things
To do
Trying to create attention
For who
**** I didn’t pay attention
When I was outside
I surely didn’t pay
Attention
What may you or whomever
My life don’t stop
Because you guys wanna
Act like kids.
32 · Sep 2020
Please tell me how
How do I
Talk to you
If we are not same
Level.
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