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50 · Dec 2019
I Had A Dream
I don’t if you could actually call it
A dream
Each time I have a dream
It always comes true
In my dream
There’s a guy
That I really like
Because he doesn’t know how
To make a decision.
Something else happened.
In my dream I walk away
I can’t see myself
Being with someone
Who can’t make a
Decision of his own.
I don’t like being the second.
If I mean so much to you.
I should be first in your mind
Honestly I don’t care if
Your friend judging me
She will never be
Where I’m at.
Last year with everything
Had happened to me.
I counted my blessing. If I was wrong
In anyway.
I prayed to god
If god see anything I did wrong
I wanted god not to grant
My prayers.
But he pulled me out that dark place
Where my mind
Was doing and thinking.
I ask god if I was a bad person
Why stuff keeps happening to me.
God answered my question
Look at me now
Mirror, mirror, by the sink,
tell me what you truly think.
Am I fat or am I thin?
Will I lose or should I win?

Am I short? Perhaps too tall?
Are my ears a bit too small?
Is my nose exactly right?
Do I have an overbite?

Am I weak or super strong?
Is my hair too short or long?
Am I smart or rather dumb?
Can you say what I’ll become?

Am I nerdy? Am I cool?
Am I awful? Do I rule?
Am I great or do I stink?
Mirror, mirror by the sink.
Woman doesn’t have to work hard enough
To get what she wants
Men’s in other hand
They make promises
Sweet talks
Tell you they love you
Some women will believe it.
But honestly they don’t
Love you
Men’s play to much game
Especially playing with a woman
Emotions is not cool
My first relationship
There’s was so much promise
That never kept
I got smart
I got out that relationship
I couldn’t take it anymore
Yes, I have a lot of patients
But I’m not stupid either
That I do see things
Before he say anything.
I let that relationship
Because I was falling for someone else
I gave it a chance
After of all
He got silent
Push me away
Lied to me
It’s just another old one
Was repeating it self
Now I’m in silent
I don’t talk to that person
Because I know deepest my heart
It’s all a game to them
I put everything that happened to me
Learned to just close my heart
In the end of the day
I am who I am
Good woman with
Nice souls
Loving, caring and
Royal to myself
I like awaking up each morning
With a smile on my face
Always thinking something
Positive to start my day
I don’t hate peoples
I just don’t like what they
Do
There’s people who
Like to ruin other people life’s
Because they are not
Happy themselves
There’s people who
Make bad decisions
All does time
They doing it
Is finally catching up with them
They end up
Losing someone they love
Karma works in
Many ways
49 · Jul 2020
What’s struggling
Every single one of us has our own struggles to deal with. We worry, we procrastinate, we don’t feel good enough, we wish we had more money.

But when you think about it, every single of these problems is self-created. They’re real, but they are only real because we’ve created them in our minds. We’ve attached ourselves to the way things should be, rather than accepting what is. The Buddha was right when he said desiring and attachment are the primary cause of unhappiness.

It’s all in our heads, but it doesn’t have to be this way. The key is to see life as it is, without all the ideals and fantasies you’ve created in your mind. Let go of all those stressful distractions and just accept and experience the moment.
49 · May 2020
Life is beautiful
Life could be beautiful
But you have to make it
Beautiful for your own
Way
Imagine how would
You like to live your life
Picture them in your head
Would you like to live
Your life in peace
Without all negative energy
Especially the people you
Invited into your life
Or the people always around you
Is the one
Creating all that
Negative energy into your life
49 · Jun 2019
I Have The Right
To tell people I don’t have a phone
Because I’m not into the
*******. You
Created to yourself.
By listening to other people.
I have rights to block
Whoever I want
No will I  stress myself
Out again.
You got something positive
To tell me.
I’m listening.
But if it’s another
Lies, I don’t want it.
My name is DKDC,
My last name DG2F.
Either you get into the
Program or take some
Classes to clean
That negative you
Got on your shoulder
49 · Jun 2019
Life is the obstacle
In life we have some sadness crying hurt betrayed misunderstanding
And judgmental people
There’s some people will enter a life make us happy
There’s some people will enter are life just despise
There is some of them will use your kindness for your weakness
If you could be realistic and look all of the issues this elation you’ve been through in life
Life himself is beautiful is more than you love out there you will find some day waiting for you this right that you’re on right now it’s just a passing through some people make bad decisions thinking maybe this is my last time well you’re a bad decision hurt other people
Life sometime Saturday here for a short yourself you’re selling yourself for short settle
That’s life like this funny is up to you to make you live in the bed or how you wanna live your life do you wanna live your life with drama do you wanna live your life with someone that you’re not actually sure what do you wanna live your life with happiness
Regardless to everything in life there’s only one person could answer your question – God himself you never know this bad that you choose now it’s nice
Corona Virus
Only affects the elderly people
And infant
Who has a low aume system
The news are not exactly
Telling the whole truth
Military Soldiers
Has more information
Than the T.V.
And you work
Your the king of the hill
Doesn’t proof anything
You don’t make
Any different from
Anybody.
Doesn’t mean you got
A little money
That’s give you the right
To flash it.
It’s only show
What kind of person you are.
To me my babies
Are more important
Than my man
If my man
Is not there for me
Why should he be
Important to me .
He chose who
He always want to be
With.
I know for sure
It's not me
My babies are more
important to me
If a man tell me
To choose
I rather have my babies
Over a man
God change my life
For better
Self esteem and health.
God’s clean my mind
And souls
I see much better about
How I handle my life
And where I want to be.
And people who’s
Say I love god
Easy to say it.
But you also have to
Accept him
In your heart. And appreciate
What has god
Gave up for us.
49 · Oct 2018
Unconditional love
I wish you knew,
How much I love you,
Don’t know why,
But I love you,
There may be many reasons,
But I can’t find one,
Just wish to stay with you forever,
Just wish to die in your arms,
I don’t want anything in return my dear,
Your love is enough for me,
With you, I feel no fear,
I love you!
I don’t care what I look like
As long I have good heart
That’s all it matters.
Because honestly is not
All about the looks.
What counts is
What inside is.
I’m intelligent
49 · Nov 2020
True Friendship
The feeling of friendship from the start
Is that special feeling in your heart
A feeling from deep down inside
A feeling that no one should hide
A friend is there through good and bad
They make you happy when you're sad
they brighten up your darkest day
Just by the simple thing's they say
Now friendship can't be bought or sold
It may get tarnished, and may get old
You can over come your greatest fear
Just look around and it is there
Now friendship's one and only cost
Is to make sure that it's never lost.
I get my information from my husband
My husband serves this country
His active duty
For the army
I believe what the military
Are talking
If anything to happen
There’s are the one to be
Notified first.
Look I’m in
Las Vegas
The bigger casino
Closing down because
This corona virus going
School are close down too.
Parents are change
To home school are child
I have some information
I’m not Definitely sure yet
My husband will let me know
Wednesday
The best way to beat this
To stay in your own
Comfort home.
48 · Dec 2020
Someone
Someone said to me
“ you’re too pretty to be single”
I said “no, I’m too pretty
to be lied to, cheated on,
and played with.
48 · Jun 2019
You Wasn’t There Before
If you are my man
And you wasn’t there before for me
What do think.
That you going to be there now.
You haven’t shown me
Anything.
Not even you cares at all.
Nor say you truly love me.
Because your my man.
Just path myself on my shoulder
And say, everything is okay.
You have a lot to learn about me.
Let’s start showing you truly love and you cares.
I did
I knew what I was fighting for
I was fighting for the people
I thought. They love me in same way
I was wrong on that.
Now I’m not fighting for anything
But with myself
Trust is gone
Love got scared and when hiding
Royal will always be there
Because I’m not a low grade a woman
I’m more classy type of person
48 · Jun 2020
I am glad
The family I met
They trust me
Good people deserve
To be treated equally
With honesty.
Not push to one side
Not kept a secret
Not to be lied too.
I’m very happy
I met them.
I have more good
Memory.
48 · Sep 2020
How Can I Forget
That very first day that we met,
It's a feeling I'll never forget.
All the experiences that we've shared,
I knew right away that you were rare.

You see, it's hard to find someone like you,
Usually, they're too good to be true.
Though I should've entered with more ration,
With you I felt so much passion.

I wish those things had never happened.
It feels as though my love's been abandoned.
All I wanted was to make you happy,
So why is it that I have to feel so ******?

I want nothing more than for us to move on,
But it's so hard now that the trust is gone.
I want to get past this, I really do...
What can I do to make you be true?

My love for you is like an undying flame.
And I once wished for our love to remain.
Do you remember that day, the day that it snowed?
It's the day that I wished for our love to grow.

You hurt me that night; you need to know that you did.
And I need you to know that I can forgive.
But I'm really struggling with trying to forget,
Because I still feel the same as that first day we met.
48 · Nov 2020
When you thought
A person change
Honestly
They just got worse.
Mirror, mirror why doeth
You lie so much,
Ever shining, showing
Reflecting all objects,
We look at you
To see a face,
Which is always disliked
Even by the pretty ones,
Thou, never revealing
The insides of the ones
Who looked at you,
For the truths to be revealed,
Mirror, mirror why doeth,
You lie so much to us.
48 · Sep 2020
Faith
"Faith is to believe what we do not see,
and the reward of this faith is
to see what we believe."
48 · Nov 2020
Independent woman
“i do not want to have you
to fill the empty parts of me.
i want to be full on my own.
i want to be so complete
i could light a whole city
and then
i want to have you
cause the two of us combined
could set it on fire.”

‘Being Independent’ is focuses largely on recovery, with a particular emphasis on self-fulfillment and self-love. The more experienced speaker of this chapter now knows that you must enter a relationship with yourself before anyone else.
48 · Feb 2020
Life is not
About what you could do with people
Is how you could
Do for yourself and love one.
There’s more in life
If you don’t take your
Change
You will never know.
Life it self
About you have the control
Not someone else
Controlling your life.
Live , laugh and love.
48 · Nov 2018
Sexy
The most **** thing about a guy has nothing to do with his clothes, hair or eye colour.

It's in the way he looks at you with longing, when you finally find out he wants you just as badly as you want him.

When he pulls you so close to him that there is literally no space between you, because he can't stand the thought of there being any.      

When he kisses you, so that it feels as if he is stealing the air from your lungs, and for those few seconds you forget what air even is.
    
When all thoughts go out the window and its just him, with you,in the most simple way possible.

Now that is the definition of ****
48 · Oct 2020
Good night
Lord

You bless us as we rest
Restore us as we sleep
You care for us as we drift off
And make our dreaming sweet.

You are the safest place
You are the God of Grace
Forgiven, loved and held by you
Is each small seed of faith.

You know our thoughts and feelings
You see our deep desires
You understand our weariness
And catch each tear we cry.

You walk beside us every day
You are a constant friend
You stay with us all through the night
On you we can depend.
48 · Nov 2020
People Lies
Some people lie for no reason at all
While many lie with a great reasoning
Most lie to safeguard and be saved from fall
Others let themselves be blamed for speaking.

Few lie for a good acceptable cause
And many just construct a cause to lie
Its not always the flip side of truth's pause
Sometimes a lie stands on its own clean tie.

For lying is a complex social act
More than a habit but a human trait
To be a well functional artefact
Protecting expectations truth can't wait.

Lies cover up another truth to suit
Or made to create a new set of truth.
47 · Jun 2020
Dear; Vanessa
God knows I don’t talk to you
I forgive you
What may your desire did to me
Doesn’t mean I forgotten
It’s easy to forgive someone
It’s harder to forget
Why can you just move on
Why cost all this trouble
Why won’t you be grown about it
My not the type of person
To look for trouble
I got much better in life
That’s concern me
But you costing someone life
The proofs on the
Camera
47 · Dec 2019
Please Just Stay Away
Please stay away from me
Don’t need drama
Please stay away from me
Don’t need *******
In my life
Please stay away from me
I don’t have nothing to
Say to you
Please stay away from me
My life is better now
47 · Sep 2020
Please tell me how
How do I give you everything
From the beginning
You wasn’t really there for me.
Not once’s
You stand up for me
Not once’s you
Actually love me
The same way I love you.
Not once’s you
Never fought for me
Not once’s
You protected me.
Now you want me
Just what exactly you want.
Your problem is
When you had a good woman
You push them away.
You don’t know
How to handle
Them.
It’s okay for you
To do it to me.
47 · Jun 2020
Why is that
I got unless time with you
But others
Has more time with you
I don’t see you everyday
I feel like
You put a limit on
Me.
I can’t hangout with you at night
You set a time
For me to see you.
I’m a woman who will try to take care
Everyone I love
I’m a woman people don’t understand
I’m a woman has too much responsibility
I’m a woman will only jump
For my love one
I’m a woman who will
Not give up.
I’m a woman the
The type doesn’t ask anyone for help
I’m a woman who says
I will. Meaning I will
"Sorry" works when a mistake is made, but not when trust is broken. So in life, make mistakes but never break trust. Forgiving a mistake is easy, but forgetting and
trusting again is sometimes impossible.
Your luck might fool you! It will surprise you when it leaves you in the middle of nowhere. You might get angry at it. However, don’t worry, you can make it through without it.


If your co-workers are really nice and sweet to you, you may start to trust them a lot. However, someone may use this trust against you to their advantage. Watch out!


You may be separated from your partner because of the distance. Do you think this is causing problems for your relationship. Try talking to your partner.


There is no reason to be pessimistic! While you are struggling financially. It is fine to have a share of your bad days at times. Make sure you make a strong financial plan for the future.
47 · Nov 2020
Thanksgiving Blessing
It's cold outside, but it's warm in my heart.
And the gray fall sky is His work of art.
Laden and low, quiet and still,
November is welcome, and my eyes drink their fill

Of brown-gray grass and red-orange leaves,
Of pavement winding through the strong, stately trees.
Down the hill, past the barn, past the gate, up the lane,
The house with bright candles in each window pane.

Now I step inside; oh, it's warm! Oh, that smell!
Hot turkey roasting, potatoes done well!
Sweet, spicy cider, and warm winter wine
Cranberry sauce - Oh! - the flavors - divine!

The smiles and hugs are so warm and sweet.
In this cold gray November, a Thanksgiving treat.
I do love it all and am so thankful; yes,
For this lovely season...I am truly blessed.
The underlying pattern is about how you've allowed yourself to be enslaved by false beliefs and feelings of powerlessness. External forces, other people, and the social mores of your generation have easily influenced you into believing that you have no control. Addictive personalities can draw you into romance and you may be willing to bend to the needs and wants of others but then feel victimized. The spell can be broken now and it's your time to make your own choices
47 · Jun 2019
I’m just here
Thinking what did I do
I’m a simple person
I don’t ask for anything
I don’t understand
Why, stuff is happening.
Why my man
Keeps blaming me for ****. When
I don’t even do anything.
**** I feel more
He has a relationship with
My family.
His more worried about them.
Than me.
I’m the one lost
Something, no one
Cannot replace it.
47 · Aug 2020
Look Within Yourself
Look within yourself
You will find what you seek

   Someone strong and sound?
   Someone mindful and meek?
   In this world down below
   From the Most High Seas

Look within yourself
You will find what you seek

   Just a part of the crowd
   Or apart and unique
   From the top of your crown
   To the soles of your feet
   Just a piece of the whole
   Finding wholeness in peace

Look within yourself
You will find what you seek

    Within self control
    Above self defeat
    A being who grows
    To sow what they reap
    When hardship deals blows
    Perseverance succeeds

Look within yourself
You will find what you seek

    Where doubt takes its toll
    Self love patiently
    Restores you to whole
    Balanced and complete
    Wouldn't say that I know
    So I'm asking you...
    Please

Look within yourself
You will find what you seek.
47 · Apr 2020
So you had to gas out
To cover what exactly you
Was doing
Than you turned it around
Trying put a guilt on me
It’s all my fault.
The real picture here
It’s not my fault
You just set me up
Like someone told me
They really don’t
Know what’s going on
It’s all a game.
We all not the same
Everyone of us
Different
Looks, shape
Especially attitude and
How we speak too.
But the most of it
In all of us
We all beautiful outside and inside.
46 · Jul 2020
I don’t hate
Just won’t talk to you
I don’t hate
I will just leave you alone
I don’t hate
I won’t acknowledge you at all
I don’t hate
I will ignore you
I don’t hate
I’ll never trust you anymore
Hate is a very powerful
Things to say or not
Want to hate
Hate yourself for being the way
You are
46 · Jun 2020
I always jump
When you call
When you text
But when I want something
You can’t do same for me
I can’t just drop
What I’m doing
Because you want me to
You ignored my wishes
I’m always there
When you call
I have important things
To handle right now
Sorry I can’t just pretend
You don’t Knowledge me.
I didn’t get to do
What I needed to do yesterday
Because what had happened to me.
I had to cancel my appointment yesterday.
Today is my day
46 · Sep 2020
God’s Wonderful Gift
God loves you and me
He died upon the tree
He shed His blood on Calvary
That we all may be free

Free from eternal death
Free from sin and shame
Free to live forever
To call upon God's name

We can call in time of trouble
He'll listen when we're sad
He'll be there when we need him
To save us from the bad.

God loves you so very much
Accept Him now today
Kneel down and close your eyes
And this is what you say:

I am sorry for my sin
Forgive me Lord today
I want to live for you
To live for you always
46 · Jun 2019
I learned
I had to learn how to be my own best friend because there's going to be days where no-one is going to be there for me but myself.
That's because the word Family does Not mean as much as it use to in my day. Society has become disgardening.

I think it’s talking about people and friends here on earth failing you. Yes God is always there and that’s a gift but the practical aspect of this is oh so true as we rely on people who we see, touch, converse with and love on a daily basis.  When they betray us, our day to day existence can be very very lonely.

Only made me a much stronger person.I am the only one to take care of me and I am doing a awesome job.
46 · Oct 2020
Real love
When love is real,
It doesn’t lie,
Cheat, pretend,
Hurt you or make
You feel unwanted
46 · Nov 2020
Why Should I wait
I waited to long
Already.
You can’t tell me
What in your heart
I’m going to
Just enjoy life.
I gave you to
Many changes
Still Continue
Doing
Something. Doubting
Me. Will only
Led you
No where with
Me
I remember everything
It’s feel like was just
Yesterday
My childhood wasn’t that great
Memories I kept inside
No wonder I have
The hardest time trusting
A man.
When your less expected things
**** happen.
I don’t like this feeling at all
I’m not the prettiest woman in the block
I’m very insecure myself
99% I feel I’m ugly.
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