If I could lay upon a flowerbed
Until my mind expired
Maybe we could become connected
The soil would consume me
My body could bloom
With vibrant colours
Of blood reds
And shallow blues
Maybe these flowers could speak
Of what my life had become
It seems that people only want to know you once you are truly gone

You lay next to me
But are far away in your dreams
I rest in your arms
And think about what all of this means

Forever trapped and lost away
Her wings were broken and her heart turned grey
Forced without will
Her existence was a sin
It was not her fault
That she lost the light within
With no place to go
She only could wait
And hope that one day she would be saved

How can I tell her
That sometimes I wish I was dead
I could tell everyone else
About the thoughts in my head
But when her red lips meet mine
There is not a single thought in my mind
How could I inflict my sadness
To her sweet hazel eyes

Beautiful minds seem to always get lost
They wander through dreams and memories long expired
And can't find the way out when they have not a thing to desire
Like jotted ink in the rain
Their promises run away from their mind
And they get lost in a loop that they think of as life

It may seem pointless now
It may do for a while
It may hurt so much
Until you can no longer feel
But it will change
Your fears will become strengths
And once your beautiful minds have found their way out
You can live your life again
And never give up

I love you
Most poems end with this
But I think it should be known
I love you heejeong
You are the light in my life
Its funny because
I want to be strong for you
But really you are strong for me
You see what I cannot
And set my dreams free
It hurts when you hurt
Because I love you so much
But together we can find purposes
That we never thought of
Happy Valentines
Heejeong
We can be forever